Andrew's Monologue - The Breakfast Club Kedrik Merwin Jr.
By Ked Merwin Archives
Summary
## Key takeaways - **Taping a classmate's buns led to skin removal**: The speaker admits to taping a classmate's buns together as a prank, which resulted in most of the hair and some skin being removed when the tape was peeled off. [00:09] - **Seeking father's approval through bullying**: The speaker confesses to torturing a classmate, driven by a desire for his father to perceive him as cool and to have 'cut loose' like his father bragged about doing in school. [00:46] - **Bullying fueled by father's view of weakness**: While taping his knee in the locker room, the speaker attacked a skinny and weak classmate, influenced by his father's perceived disdain for weakness. [01:37] - **Regret over classmate's humiliation**: After the assault, the speaker's primary thought was about the classmate needing to go home and explain the incident to his father, recognizing the unbearable humiliation caused. [02:21] - **Inability to apologize for actions**: The speaker reflects on the impossibility of apologizing for the bullying incident, stating that such actions cannot be apologized for. [03:08]
Topics Covered
- The drive for paternal approval can lead to destructive behavior.
- Societal pressure and peer influence can enable bullying.
- The true cost of aggression is the humiliation of the victim.
- Some actions are so wrong, they are beyond apology.
Full Transcript
you guys yeah
you guys know what i did to get in here
i am
i taped very lester's buns together
did you know him
then you probably knew how uh
hairy he was right
yeah
well
when they um
when they peeled off
the tape
most of the hair came off and
some skin too
and the bizarre thing is
i did it for my old man
i tortured this poor kid
because i wanted him to think i was
cool
i mean i always
thought maybe he uh
was disappointed
that i had never really
cut loose on anyone you know
and he was always going off about
well well when i was in school
and um
all the crazy stuff i did
anyway so i was in i was in
the um
locker room
taping up my knee
and
larry was
undressing himself a few lockers down
and i just kept thinking about my father
larry's always been kind of skinny
kind of weak
i was thinking about how my father views
weakness
and before i knew it
i jumped on top of him and just started
wailing on it
my friends were
laughing and cheering me on
and afterwards
in vernon's office
all i could think about
was larry's father
and larry
needing to go home
and explain
what had happened to him
and the humiliation
the [ __ ] humiliation
he must have
it must it must have been unbearable
i mean
how do you apologize for something like
that
you just can't
it was all my fault
and my father's
i [ __ ] hate him
you
Loading video analysis...