Asian Singles Stuck in a Beach House for 72 Hours | EP2

welcome to the house of feelings where we put eight strangers four single guys and girls in a house and see who falls for each other she's going to find love this weekend for me who's going to get

rejected I be honest I think me coming into this room was me make movie on and who's going to end up alone tonight is a deciding factor where everyone will pick

a partner to bring to a rap more importantly who's going to be my ra Bay because last night I turned Dina down so today's is going to be my Redemption

art with Dina I think I made the wrong choice last she's playing with my feelings oh my [Music]

[Music] [Applause] God who has the biggest off your walls I want to see

onea that says you can read the star talk me out [Music]

of J was cooking this would you do the same thing of my like 26 years I've never been so down like 5,000 times like I'm trying to

speak for everybody here bro like if you ever have those thoughts are feelings like that like [Music] like every single one of us

will good morning Grace hello hello but I don't have face

now I don't have face yes you do what's this yeah no I don't have face good morning good morning good morning gir good morning

girlies wait wait wait hold on they got to see the makeup tutorial good morning Julia hey I'm still hurt from last night you know that right you deserved

it hello hello hello good morning hello I it first and then in today's makeup tutorial this is what I look like

before before the let's see it oh my God damn get ready with me guys hey ready with Dina first my ubu nation what product are we using today today

we're using you got to do that thing with your hands Revlon Revlon doing the eyeliner Revlon where I'm going to put it all over my ey oh my God is that from

revolve Revlon dumbass here's my palette we have 10 different colors here so the first one is Max Vapes I think wax paper the next one is universal Delight it

really makes me feel delightful it's a bit of a pink shade but like lowkey it makes me feel really sexy and I've got 182° where I feel super [ __ ] hot so

today's is going to be my redemption or with you know I don't know how I'm going to recover but I am I think I made the wrong Cho last night so today on Jimmy and Timmy's

kitchen we cooking up some chicken sausages we cooking up some cfree extra large [Music]

eggs I took a video of him when he was sleeping sleeping like a baby Rebrand what you hearing someone say hi I swear I can hear something say

hi it might be a fly yeah it's a fly we have a lot of flies here a lot of ants here as well one must be good morning yeah are you hearing that like I miss you is that what we're doing that's what

we're doing yesterday I I uh I made a very faulty decision um which is which is choosing Julia over you oh oh it's

fun I see your keeping your options open like all right here go y that's for you if Julia was cooking this would you do the same thing that's just out of

curiosity he I don't know who you're talking about I don't know who you're talking about oh yeah are you sure I've never heard of Julie in my life oh yeah really now that's crazy [ __ ] that should

be hard man I I I focus more my back show me that [ __ ] oh wait pens

w dude do you know how much you can sell per kilo with this much meat say like Hulk have you been to like the supermarket in China you like you like

it back a whole lot of whole lot of Yapp whole lot of I speak flu and Japanese I think I think you the only one fluent in there too hey what you

mean that there you go I'm going to cook you some oh my God D language [ __ ] LZ I better it work on you I'm going to

cook you some food oh my God cringe cringe next but you avoid eye contact by St huh those too cringe for me to look at oh yeah sure

yeah this is for you apologies that's it you think you can win me over just like with two eggs and one broken sausage the Brokenness in

the relationship technically technically now it's full oh are bigs man what are you talking about what's that what's it's full now it's why is one longer than the

other it's like connected oh uh cuz nothing lights perfect just like just like last night right right right you know sometimes you make faulty decisions sometimes you're

like even unconscious you saw Timmy he was like unconscious I was like drifting in and out of sleep uh yeah so I just

want to apologize for um making actually you know what I don't want to say a wrong decision

but it was just okay wow okay yeah yeah keep going keep going no keep [Music] going

morning have you seen them [Music] too much

hello [ __ ] tired TI yeah I can't stay you

B that's that's bad like ah I can't speak English I can't you can't I can't I

speak in Korean think she going to find love this weekend if she's going to find love this

weekend or me yeah both of you I already what hey she blushes what you

got that K drama hairstyle got that opar hairstyle you should have got this in the morning Timmy was no no no Timmy was cooking like this and I came down I like

cooking I was like morning Timmy are you feeling better and he was literally just like mad what I was like okay I get it he's a hung over or maybe he hates

me library has been gone look at this meat boy which meat you prefer this meat oh that me

hello hello hello I want to scramble going crazy not Korean sty just scramble this is Grace style yeah this is when she's

late for work I want um scramble EG is meant to be like y YK it depends how that's like

normal scramble that's normal yeah you want you want scramble walk SC what what

what what what what what what happen what I can't speak English okay like like by the end of this she's not going to find love she's going to find phonetics

like what's up bae [Music] you know if I was a guy not going to lie I think I L more than you yeah okay okay

that's a big call that is probably the truth yeah no no no definitely coming from the woman that rejected me yesterday of course I pull no one I I

cannot pull someone is salty you're lost anyways uh M huh M no aloof careless

is it really sunny in here oh my eyes like what the [ __ ] like [ __ ] tell

me so I want to take him home don't believe in his love he he will this his way in bed with you you yes [ __ ] yes

[ __ ] yeah you like that huh yeah don't believe his little little little tricks Little J you girl

girl no you got to try hot off [ __ ] [ __ ] wait what what me me me Jimmy should have a zest off Jimmy come on come on

man oh my God are you really trying to steal my man right now are you really don't do it don't do it because I own

that girl girl back the up I'm scared he's doing too much he I can't I can't he's doing too much I'm not even what the I'm looking at this

ugly ass hoe right now girl his p is all up like he went to the wrong hairstyles he can't fix that

for another two months he went allu you [ __ ] b I need emotional support right now I can't [ __ ] handle

this ugly ass Asian man I the baddest girl on earth don't come for me I said I want to take him home I need a gay best

friend that that St like perfect Vibe what's up son it's me me and the B we go way back now you got to switch up this

my [ __ ] [ __ ] we go way back oh my God stor I actually love it

girl it's working how this girl is such a slide oh my that she will like act all like proper in front of the camera but

[ __ ] when the cameras turn off you're straight you are a straight hetal you go good

morning good morning if I was a guy I like P so much better than Jimmy yeah yeah yeah jimy

wouldn't be able to pull both of us did like d the d The Big D D for the Big

D how's it feel how's it feel to be oh I'm so jealous oh my God [ __ ] BR Big D living the

life hey what color what color is your Bugatti how do you sleep I slept like [ __ ] man how do you sleep bro I slept like

hi car hi what's up how's your sleep good good how are you sleep good I had a whole bed to myself

oh yeah yeah a whole bed a whole bed D OHS oh you ended up sleeping with I stick with Eric the the whole

weekend I never said that oh okay you me what about me have you made your choice have I made my choice no it's it's I you make the choice on the last day you don't like this whole week is just kind

of you know exploring right so you done exploring no no true oh my God have I finished

exploring I don't know you going to explore the otions we haven't had who all is

that each others each others I say it's yours oh man cuz you're always with somebody every sing I don't even have a a not true do you want to spend more time with

jimmyt Wow Sal English with Grace no salt salt sry I gu s Sal

no she lost the Yu-Gi-Oh I got the magic touch oh dude with my fingers wow sure you got very delicate hands

definitely what you meant yeah this is a surgeon right here man wait you getting on a different line Carol yes where you going we're

having a great conversation what you think you you acting like I'm not here with all this yeah I'll do my nails you're too far away from me to other girls I really like this intimate time

we're having real intimate real [ __ ] intimate of course of course you the gay best friend brother you are the gay best friend I have nothing to worry about the gay best friend is not doing his job

properly you're not gay gay subbing in something different the way Jimmy does it so like so

gentle no there's a mainly way to put this on hold on here your fingers Baby Boom need to like press

on you like that it's like the nicest that You' been so far yeah and I'm

second you not even third fourth now you're always hey you want him to put it on and [ __ ] this up thank you

yay there we go thank you babe is is is it's what you should have done but you know what next time you you find somebody well at Le it just forgave you

for like picking another girl and now you want a kiss you think that's a little bit too [ __ ] greedy h greedy greedy after you get dumbed by other

girls dumped do know this is how it is I'm going to go back to the chip analogy there I would like to try all these flavor but sometimes this is one flavor I just always come back to and because I

love it right and sometimes you try a chip and they reject the the human because the chip is is actually very uh it's it's malnutritious how do I know what the

best chips are if I don't try all the chips on the snack how would you know your lactose intolerant without trying to milk right let me know if you need any more help you look great by the way

love your outfit you just realized I I I I I guess you were like too busy talking to our girl no no it's not even that I I I didn't want to come

off like you want to be checking you out all the time maybe oh is that's I didn't say anything is that what you want to do though yeah

if I could see you don't even want me to so all right by all means the great snacks in the ey I was sleeping and I was just having dreams

huh nope I was just just playing over and over and over again what I should have done which I should have pissed which was

you you're just regretting it because she rejected you yeah she did say no yeah like roll the footage roll the footage she said no

they're [ __ ] sexy you're sexy too no way I love car you like her what you like what what

we need a soundboard for her like what just just cheing just checking what do I check oh kill me no I can't you can't why I can't you don't want to you

feel insecure insecure like inse what who do you like who do you like you hear that I got

it bigbs no they're [ __ ] small only tities have you look good I

saw I call because very fake you're not your so sexy what you mean no

[Music] me my ex-boyfriend have 15 wow [Music] so we're going to get you guys to couple

up and then I've got three games planned out for you and yeah can you bre you guys couple up because the

activities are challenges of strength mental and another thing so who do you want I'm putting on a record anything physical I'm

winning I know about that budy up 10 seconds all right let's go so you can zoom in more all right you guys in your pears first game is going to be the

girls get on the guy's shoulders and then girls have take the other girls caps right you guys will start the three losers have to get into a ice

buff you understand oit last man standing yeah three okay two

one [Music] [Applause] go oh what was that it fell like when I went back

[Music] [Applause] you got [Applause]

it f back holding it not holding oh you can't hold your any hand penalty penalty oh oh my God we

[Music] win that's it baby that's it team work made the Dream Work It ain't easy but it's a good life easy Andy it's all right it was a good run it was a good

run it was good I should have won cuz she held her [ __ ] hat [ __ ] cheaters hey w we let us life we SL it's Sor right sorry sorry

Julie this is going to suck [ __ ] this ice bath [ __ ] that's me ice B ice bath ice B good H

ice get in get in get in didn't open your mou that's what I'm saying that's what I said that's what I's you think that's what do you want me

to do girl Aubrey talk to me Aubrey talk to me [ __ ] she twerking you be a bad I'll

bad [ __ ] yes girl hold me back hold me back hold me back my God I can't Aubrey talk to me Au talk to me nice he be

flying me out to Miami [ __ ] we Miami throw back on her D oh my

God oh my God what we we're just measuring Hots what I doing what I

doing girl come on yeah you like it Aubrey talk to me nice I don't talk at all the camera

sh oh girl oh my God yo this better than any I got that thing on me oh my God are you okay yeah what is

happening here I see she getting a little bit of wet Jesus sorry I I have that effect on people sorry do you oh now I'm now I'm

getting second thoughts about my now I'm starting to question whether the the initial loyalty I perceived in Carol can be

sustained yeah so I don't know I I might have to further explore my options what's up y'all Welcome to My Crib MTV Cribs here in North Cal I got my two

girlfriends y'all nice nice to meet everyone deciding on an Instagram story right now should we get the as pick or like a frontal body peek all right sh

yes all right why you so do we do a story of the frontal yeah or the

back hanging that's what I'm saying rightow hang there's absolutely zero chemistry here I think I feel like I'm mad

thirding now I think I'm really mad third Wheeling right now yeah yeah I still got to recover a little from from that site what's so funny it's not funny

it's not funny I feel bad I feel bad I understand this maybe some people just can't be as loyal as I am only the emotional

manipulation no make it up to you well I hope you can but yeah I just I don't know right now like my trust has just been dismantled a little bit

soile once it's break of course is fragile and was only broken by one person it's kind of sad such an awkward shot I feel a little

bit just not ignored I'm trying to figure out like a vocabulary and and with hers like oh I don't want to do do anything if I if I don't know if you're

you're serious she was she asked me like do you want to go on a DAT like outside like outside you know like you have to take me out outside for for for like for

me to like feel and then and then she's like what I'm going back to America how am I supposed to do that but he's I mean that should be obvious you guys you guys should be bed she knows you're going back to America so it's

like you guys are going on a date just to enjoy each other's time that's what I want to do but she doesn't want to enjoy she's like I know I'm going to get hurt

I genuinely don't know what to do because it's like I feel like with her it's probably gonna stop like I'm not

gonna break through just her like [ __ ] three walls I got to go through just just just there's not enough time to go through there's not enough time to to like go through it and and then it

just feels like everybody else's VI everybody else have been building up like and their relationships have like developed over this weekend whereas minine

is can be honest I think me coming into this room was me like moving on let me what's good y'all if y'all been enjoying the show so far make sure you

give the video a thumbs up and if you guys want to see a season 2 well I need your help truthfully season 2 cannot happen if the show does not get off the ground and right now I'm hosting a

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not I made a brand new Discord community so come through and say what's up you guys will go in and have kind of like a speed losing couple with the shortest

time we'll have to wear the Rave outfits as a pair tonight yes funny not funny very fun [Music]

we got this this is this is the best team right here yes all right all right 10 seconds okay wait listen he said it starts the minute we

go straight in so let's just go once both necks are in both necks we can't fit into you have to you have just try all right three we'll be reasonable in start three we got this we got this two

one [Music] go okay start it start

[Music] it speed I think she's actually a very

smart girl think she has a good heart and she is sexy what about you Julia Julia what do you like about Eric I

think Eric Eric is very intelligent I love his mind and he's very kindhearted but what else I'm ring I think he's got a [ __ ] good

ring R what is one toxic trade about you my toxic tray is I don't have

one [ __ ] what is my he looks like he's going to orgasm no sorry can't I can do anything in this world are you [Applause]

kidding honestly my skin I sweat is like a mill I the if you lose I could have gone way longer than that I'm going to be asking you guys

questions just answer them yet we got this we got this you at last got this got this 3 2 1 go all the way down all the way down

next all the way down down all right so start start what's your favorite thing about Carol Timmy I like the intelligence favorite thing about Timmy

um he's really nice when was the last time you kiss somebody you can answer three months ago

um do you want to give us more questions or no I'll how's it feel to be intimate right right now this is not in Listen to It's Qui you're holding my hand because it's cold it's not cold it's not cold

because now what about now because it's uh what about now what about now what about now what what about now how in does this feel now it's fine

yeah my dick is shering I can't feel my dick anymore all I know is I think we we're going to beat one team already so question is it Timmy or

[Music] Eric least gentle we just got two they might be

first they going go again n I'm going to R you guys yet if we win I'll give you anything anything okay oh SE what are we

aiming for you're aiming last listen to me if if you need me to literally like hug you do be more I I'll do it okay fine fine fine go you got it

you got it mental fortitude okay start now start now start now more terrible don't talk to me get the time you said you said it wasn't fair we

did we did it for you guys explain yourself your we going to average it two times so why why do you run to Eric when

we say couple up he honestly told me that he's a [ __ ] machine look at you I have really thin skin like just now my chest chest what's your goal this

year my goal this year wait let's name one piece characters Zoro 10 has the biggest titties who has the biggest bo hanock bo H has the biggest

titties oh Robin Robin got bigger Robin titties is like say perky but it's like beautiful you know what I mean you know what I want to do what you want

to and bbl's Brazilian buttlifts oh what are your goals this year are you faing no no he hey hey hey we're here we're here in through your nose out through

your mouth din din din y are you okay are you sure look at

me it's fine why no I think I think I think it's taking a tour did I out

no wa you got you got to keep naming big titty anime girls D if you close your eyes like that again we're pulling you up so this is actually good for you really what the I'm used to it now oh my God

the level of respect I have for you now is like 3x that's [ __ ] crazy you re this feature with jimy yeah uh but apparently he thinks I'm a

SP little princess why is that why he say that yeah why no no you answer why I mean I I kind of am I kind of am I I I kind of

see where he's coming from but I don't think it's true do you guys think you guys can work that it that's up to you I like to get

chased and I like to see actions wow [Applause] slowly slowly slowly like seriously deep breath you did

good put another don't let go in case she falls down it's not down the stairs guys just go cuz you got let the body do its work

first then you have later leave you're [ __ ] mad respect

respect do again H I didn't get that do again you did great how you feel right now yeah what's going on in your head I

think I just proed what I say is right through my actions oh my God you destroyed your limiting belief you did why she why you look more defeated than

her J he tried his best to take care I'm good no I'm good I'm good I'm good I went quiet right I think yeah yeah yeah I was about to black out like so close who was about to pull you out I saw yeah

then I was like n you can do it do you hear me calling your name like do you know do you know or like [Music] okay what

the what the [ __ ] did you guys kiss what did you guys kiss you got to hold hands hold hands hold hands hold hold do you think F's

lips are soft does FAS has soft lips has his lips yeah very good War towel stay warm

now open open what we're going to play the next game it's going to be a physical race we're going to pay you up for this one we're going to couple you up right we're going to mix things up a

bit okay that was it that was the end of my speech that was a challenge all right guys starting

in five four 3 2 one go did shut up you're the one [Music]

trying oh man that's a most platonic kiss I've ever seen hey oh you I was holding back she not going to let you go further do

uhoh whoa whoa [Music] I need [Music]

a me you get I know you might ankles soon as that be Dr we [Music] you tequil who do you think the most drunk

ton jimm all right you got four votes who you think get the most drunk tonight [Music]

[Applause] meal know [Music] ferari sty Chelsea Kelly Francy Jazzy

chy and Christy I'm talking Nikki Gracie midet Stacy stepy car and Whitney I'm talking Kira Jamie Kayla Leah Diva and be [Music]

[Music] [Applause] [Music] [ __ ] good call in the party bus come on now come on you know get everybody set up man we going to have a good time

tonight we going to have we going have a good time have a good time what do good time we have a good time what's going on like under did you

hear that don't get that thank you we dead in Australia right here look right here it says [Music]

it I'm good thank youah blah what what I doing what we doing hi bad no not bad that's her bed break up with me today

not my bed but tomorrow maybe my bed but today she break up with me okay p p

p only P only ping that [ __ ] was hard he was like how many tickets you need that yeah I've never pulled up to a event he like how many tickets you

need extra oh [ __ ] how am we going to sell it right here ready to ra so I'm looking for my ra B and apparently she's close to me but apparently like she's not and she's like seeing a bunch of other guys that that's

waiting for her so now I'm like do I even have a ra Bay like am I going to find one here did you ever ask ra B if you want her did you ask your R properly I did I did multiple times and now she's

like she now she's abusing me she's abusing my emotions like that I clearly do not because I have a very s thought you know what I mean

like it's very so sof like ice hello guys hi [Music] hello what [Applause]

is what one one one one no way my girlfriend hey girl my girlfriend the best best you see any everywhere everywhere

my eyes are busy eyes arey here right here right here that's all I see that is all I see bro I I I pulled up I was like

yeah I need like 15 tickets and he just started handing me like 1 2 3 4 I still got like like like like like like five here all that's

D I love you Australia I will come back it's my first time here I don't know why it took so long but I will come back I love y'all [Music]

[Music] [Music]

[Applause]

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with it if it was in your face play the drums how would you describe Carol's r that sh so low key so low key just out of nowhere out of surprises you right yeah you do it

intentionally oh she this is Jimmy the before why you

fusing so you brought someone back huh I did but I don't know what I brought I brought someone back to the house I don't know what to do with

them why so I don't know about personalities because I only got to talk to them like what like two minutes what was his first line I was like oh yeah

you want to hit all my and who you talking to your SL oh talking I think the most important things at least she brought someone

that's respect that's respect I Matt was like this is the I'm not going to lie you know how easy it is to bring a guy you could go up to

a street do one of these he he call literally that's like I could take a [ __ ] and that's a hard task like like bring a guy oh my God as a girl that

looks above average you can you can imagine the things just immediately I got to check in with my girls H that's like the most enthusiasm and I got to check oh I'm with a big group oh what

you want to take me back okay a lesson here girls are more loyal boys will literally let go of their friends to go for anything well I'm actually yeah I

wouldn't even say no to that cuz a lot of guys like they they [ __ ] Dy like they need who's Dy do any of the girls find them cute yeah's

cute I just realized who's not in the room is Grace and F you saw them on the bus yeah not on the bus not just on the bus like they've been together for like

the entire weekend yeah it's [Music] cute I'm come with that's a man right there he's like I'll come with my woman wow the Queen's

ready yet damn how come I don't get guys like that I know czy crazy but what what we back but I was just going to say the carrier of the like inside your soul

carrier of it oh my God like they're both beautiful you I mean like you actually have a beautiful soul yeah I do agree it's like you know it's like a um

tiam misser right it's like you're all like [ __ ] boy and all like looking like surface level it's like the layer of like dark chocolate powder that looks like dust you know what I'm saying wow

she's so stri out like she did it better than me like that that's that's exactly what I want to say but I didn't know how like when you actually put the FK inside him and like just do it and like you

know you said oh he actually has like a lot of like death in his personality he's actually like not stupid it's not easy for well I am I I am in a pretty vulnerable state right now but um that's

not to say I'm going cry I don't cry very easily what's the last time you prob oh by the way uh by the way new new objective all right is to make each

other Cry by the end of tonight love see these guys two together yeah it's actually so cute I love it like this actually like they're like a

couple out [ __ ] movie and what makes it cute is like they can't even [ __ ] talk each other have the time he's being racist

you I I was going to invite you to a rave in the stat oh the headline really which one is it Trilogy

whatever I went to his T what you mean oh he has a new one and I we we we vibing we on timing you're not part of the cont oh [ __ ] my

bad okay I keep forgetting I keep forgetting The Man Behind the first yesterday I really am right like 99% of comes to

like like Judgment of like people yeah but then her yeah I was actually Mis judg I was like [ __ ] yeah I get the hell honestly yeah that's what I told her though she needs

to show more of like the more vulnerable self cuz I feel like you come off too hard on the stuff like you come off very like in the little little I was like oh

my God a little braive a little bit I feel like you need sof up like yeah you don't have to act like alha boss [ __ ] like yeah like you definitely give

up those vibes First Impressions I think you also need someone to put you in yours no I don't think no but in a in a

communicative mature intellectual way I would say put me in my with that how does Carol feelit

in I think me and Carol I definitely have attraction toward it I don't know what it is I think I'm slightly huh what you find most most

attracted what what I find what I'm distracted um should get off his lap like a little attraction definitely

a little no as in like when I first saw her I was like oh I kind of like like she has a vibe that is attractive to me but I don't know if we're like a good

feel yeah I don't know I feel like we com it but honestly even off camera like I love all the girls here genuinely really

[Music] [ __ ] I was like I don't care if the guys are not my type not a Vibe like I'm not here for the boys I was like I really hope the girls are a good vibe

yeah of course we are me too that's exactly what I think did you take off your makeup oh I your whoops I started

filming I see the same girl yep I see the yeah this is still the din know we know about Yep this your first time is this your first time seeing okay I'm going to be

honest I nearly didn't come on the show because I thought I was I thought I was fat what part of you makes you think

possibly be F tell me I walked at the Raad today and there was slightly larger girl and she was wearing a crop top and tights

and she has like love handles or whatever I do not think twice about her way I just go I wish I had a confidence because I know if it was me same thing

like before I leave I'm like if I look like py then I'll cheat it but then when I see girls doing it I'm just like like yeah respect like I have one input on

this about insecurities right but this is is going to I'm going to talk about athletes and then it's going to come back okay like just just hold it's a TED talk it's a TED Talk just just hold me

up for a bit right good like if you look at Michael Jordan Steph Curry like something relatable for you guys right Steph Curry became Steph Curry because

of his flaws you know what I mean it's your flaws that makes you break yeah did you guys catch that serious did you guys catch that because

why how did it become the greatest threo shoter of all time he was always so small and he had to shoot from distance but people couldn't cuz he was always getting blocked he was so small but that's why had to shoot

from range and he made that so like to translate that it's like your imperfections are your Perfections yeah but you have to own it first if you don't own it it's always going to

[ __ ] linger in your poison mate that was crazy that was good that is so true though that is so true yeah like I I used to I used to feel [ __ ] ugly as

[ __ ] back back in high school right but it's like I had to work for my personality I had to work to get girls I have to work you know um so but but that kind of De like

developed my personality sure um like I feel like if I was a really goodlooking guy making the type of content I make now I look way more douchy because I'm kind of like a goofy looking you know

goofy looking guy like before I'd be like [ __ ] insecure about my cheeks insecure about my face and like I look like a thumb back in [ __ ] he did I did I did you know when you finish like

a popsicle I'm sorry no no no no that's exactly what it looks like it's kind of like oh no that's not sentimental can I please say want to say

what you're sentimental um I'm going to be honest when you asked me to do the show I was really hesitant because I looked at your content I was

like same that's not really what I wanted to be part of right and then you kind of linked me to them that's how the dating comes in yeah

um but I think after having the talk with you you are no car you're hardw workking so

ambitious and so down to earth it is our surprise I would actually say that as well Jimmy I obviously the whole internet thing are you going to

cry not yet I knew the whole internet OB Persona is a Persona eventually was true truly impressed and taken back by like how genuine you are I know the content

seems out out of pocket but yeah thank you for taking a chance and and would you say it's it's

been it's been great it's very hesitant but it's been great we had a [ __ ] good hug at the r but we family bro now you got now you

got top it and kiss kiss him kiss oh ready and and you have a rule you don't

I don't [ __ ] anyone who's not my boyfriend but the third one wasn't my boyfriend I genuinely thought he would

be and that was only about 4 months that one hurt the most of my like 26 years I've never been so down like I would go for runs at 3:00 a.m. and just fly on

the o and just yell just cry I Dena is hugging me because that guy reached out literally like a couple

days before I came here and um AR like a situationship before it's like the the illusion of uh relationship a

relationship illusion of love like you're basically doing everything that you're in the relationship of I literally gave him everything so when they don't want to be with you you're just like am I not good enough it makes

you feel that it makes you want to do even more yeah push so you so you guys weren't like officially dating you guys seeing each other but it's going serious

yeah no I always always where my heart is leave always and actually he we actually ended things

like 2022 I'm taking antidepressants and do stabilizers because last year I had big worse year of my like I was in the hospital with five I called the ambulance on myself like you you would

never guess it because of who I am this is like the normal me but I had the toughest year last year and this this has happened for like a couple years like I started getting back in like

2021 2022 yeah after I came back to Australia I thought I would be all right it was a 5day trip but that night was like I tried

to I just like didn't want to live and I called I called my best friend straight away I said to him damn I just like did

it and then he's like what are you what are you going to do I'm I'm going call the ambulance this is this is what they say like I've

course 5,000 times like um and I called the Ang this to myself I was just like hey like this just happened um can you come pick me up I don't know what to do I knocked my dad's

store at 11:30 I was like Hey I just try to my dad's like what the are you crazy I sit down I'm crying he's like are you crazy I'm like yes I don't know going on

and end up staying to the hospital a couple of days and then like afterwards I was like oh I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine I'm never going to do this again I want to I want to be normal again I want to be sociable I know like how to use my

potential as a human being to like connect with people and then second time comes around whips me again and I just like can't handle it anymore and like I was

talking to psychologist I doing like better help like therapist blah blah blah blah blah I just end up like start driving my car one day and like I just swerve and I actually like swerve on the

road the hardest part was telling my parents looking my mom in her face and saying to her I don't want to live and her being don't ever say that because I nearly sacrificed my life for you and

say that to my face to face of my mom and my dad like not emotionally as capable of expressing but just still saying that to my father and him being

so closed off emotionally him crying to me saying I'm scared please don't do this I'm scared my dad has shown his emotion maybe twice in his life but he

did it multiple times last year then my sister only doing everything she can to just like call me every day to make sure I

don't and then like and that's why like and then I did my and I'm like oh I need to like go somewhere it was either

New York or whatever went to Dubai was get some Consulting P [ __ ] ton of money I this Sal is good and I was on a high and then like I thought like I solved it

then like a month later boom like just it crashed so hard that I I I bought a Airbnb for like 3 weeks and I bought a

big one just so I could be alone and then the moment I checked in I just laid on the couch I pretty much like borderline stayed there for like two weeks until my friend would call me three times and be like come out we're

eating I'm like [ __ ] fine and every day I depressed and then like to the point where I couldn't handle it anymore my parents are like my mom's like stop being St come back home right now and I

did then I saw a psychiatrist and then and but like I had to wait 2 weeks right so what did I do I started like looking for like options again course online I

literally drove so what I did I searched up hotpots in Sydney and I drove to the place just to see it there's cops there someone else had like walked and when I

told my friends she was she she was crying because recently someone out of school had actually jumped from there um

yeah like uh that was like my whole of last year like I don't remember anything really good other than the fact that I created the songs that was the only good moment for me

and like yeah I'm still figuring out how to like articulate what's on my mind all the time there's like a [ __ ] time going

on um but I think I'm doing my best and like I just I want to be a person this year who people can rely on me cuz last

year I couldn't be that and I think it destroyed me looking back thinking that every single relationship I was so grateful for that everyone was there for me and I definitely like saw that

everyone loved me a lot even though I didn't really understand why but I don't like the fact that I had to lean on

everyone the whole year and didn't that I got you you really just came in and just

shared like than anybody BR this is so much that was crazy everyone get in

this I'm sure I can speak for everybody here bro like if you ever have those thoughts or feelings like that like like please reach out every single one of us

will it's tough what you're going through you will how you like how's your night with f what do you think about F do you like

him that's m out of mind hi I'm J love to take you all on a speed dat I'm

the my type of guy tall smart good sense of style bonus if you like makes his own clothes why you and we could just start

a family channel together that's you know honestly that's the in game truly yeah right now I'm just uh auditioning for my family

did you just rub your booty on my and then move to the next I think we do have a good and like I feel like I get along

really but at the moment I don't know if I can say anything more than that you look so mad you look so mad

what round and round we go my love I prayed I prayed but no response over and over we break apart so sick and tired of

broken heart