how i transmuted trauma into success and learned esoteric wisdom to make millions at 21

Here's an introduction. I'm Hudson

Cosper. I'm a 21 year old millionaire. I

do online business stuff. I start in high ticket sales now. I have two different businesses that I run. Um, and

yeah, I make a lot of money and I post content on social media basically like esoteric type mindset content like how to get rich in the mind from a mindset perspective rather than a hard work perspective because I've never really

believed that hard work was the thing that got me rich. I always believed that it was my mindset. Like I believe that someone who works a lot harder and has a [ __ ] mindset is going to go less further than someone that actually like has the

best mindset in the world and knows exactly where his work's going to take him. That just works less. So that's

him. That just works less. So that's

basically my whole like motto. Um that I got here for mental work, not hard physical work. And yeah, I make like

physical work. And yeah, I make like 200k a month so it's working for me.

>> Yes, sir. And like how did you kind of like discover kind of like the whole esoteric mindset thing? Because you

probably like started off like the whole like wake up at 4 a.m. [ __ ] cold shower like grind grind grind. How did

you like figure like what made you realize that like it's all about working smarter not harder and like you you said that you did more mental work than physical work?

>> So the thing for me was always discovering I always wanted to cheat in life. Um every video game I played like

life. Um every video game I played like growing up I cheated in.

>> Every sport I ever played I found a way to cheat. Even when I was younger like

to cheat. Even when I was younger like fishing tournaments I would cheat. So

like I was always finding a way and that's like not ethical to a lot of people. Um, but I wanted to figure out

people. Um, but I wanted to figure out how like in school. Obviously, I

cheated. I I'm a high school dropout as well, by the way. I dropped out when I was 17 years old, a week after turning 17. So, basically when I was like 16,

17. So, basically when I was like 16, but actually 17. Um, my junior year of high school. And I started online

high school. And I started online business when I was 15. I was working at a golf course and I [ __ ] hated it. I

hated my life. Uh my dad had just passed away and like I was kind of at complete rock bottom and I realized I was like all these 50-year-olds around me that are screaming at me. I found it so pathetic. Like before that I never

pathetic. Like before that I never really wanted to get rich. I never had that desire. Like the desire really hit

that desire. Like the desire really hit when I was like 15 when I became conscious about it. Um and for me I just wanted to learn how the universe worked a certain way. And I was doing online business from 15 to 17. Made zero

dollars trying to just like actually work for 12 hours a day and I was like what the [ __ ] This isn't working. So

then I started just like looking up stuff like basically like manifestation on YouTube and I started learning about this stuff and I was like oh a lot of this stuff that I'm seeing is gay. This

stuff's not real. Then I dug really deep. I found people that I actually

deep. I found people that I actually liked um like people like Carl Young, Manny Pull, Neville Gard, like those type of people. I started watching their content, reading a [ __ ] ton of books and there was a year period of my life where

every day for 12 hours I would do that instead of working on my business. I I

was obsessed with knowledge and I figured out knowledge is power. So then

that was the year where after that like basically like 17 18 when my life completely changed. Um like completely

completely changed. Um like completely completely it went from probably making like 10k a month when I was 17 to like I made 150k in the span of 4 months when I was like about to turn 18 basically

>> and that's when like my whole life changed. So I figured out basically like

changed. So I figured out basically like that the universe works in a way where you can basically like bring anything that you want. Like basically like the universe, you have to look at it like there is a way to cheat and that you can literally bring everything down to your

will. Like everything at the end of the

will. Like everything at the end of the day comes from bending reality and shaping your own reality and getting what you want out of life in that sort of sense instead of working hard. And

that's kind of how I discovered it. And

ever since then my life has changed. So

yeah.

>> And I feel like we're kind of like brought up in a system that like very much discourages that. Like obviously

you drop out of high school. I think the whole school system like very much discourages bending reality to your own will. They basically tell you go to a

will. They basically tell you go to a high school, go to college, get a degree and kind of just go down like the normy kind of like [ __ ] path.

>> Yeah. The the true test out of life is to see if you can get what you want. And

the whole school system, the whole system that we're raised in, everything that we watch, everything that we see is to like basically follow instructions.

And I believe like a sign of high IQ and actually high intelligence is being able to do things out of life on the flow like living because people are always so obsessed with like oh how do I enter flow state to work hard? But flow state

is a state of being. It's basically like do you know how to flow with life? Like

the whole point of life is like no one has anything figured out right now I'm making a [ __ ] ton of money. Do you think I still have my next five years figured out? No. But I'm going to go with the

out? No. But I'm going to go with the flow and I'm going to do whatever I want. If I get an idea that comes in my

want. If I get an idea that comes in my head tomorrow like oh go start this another business somewhere else I'm going to do. So, but I truly think that people who like don't follow instructions in school are the ones that actually become more successful cuz they

realize like, holy [ __ ] I don't need instructions to live my life. All I need is my mind because everything is mental.

All is mind. Um, I'm sure maybe some of you, I don't know if there your audience is into this type of content, but everything is mind. Like everything that has happened in your life is your fault.

Every bad thing, every good thing, it's all your fault. It's not the devil's fault. It's not God's fault. It's your

fault. It's not God's fault. It's your

fault. Like and when you start becoming conscious about the fact that every single thing that like happens in your life is from a thought of yours or from an emotion behind a thought of yours that's when you realize like wow every thought I've ever had is what shaped my

reality. So if you're living in like a

reality. So if you're living in like a life of despair and anxiety and that's all you're thinking about >> that's what your life is going to be.

Now if you're living in a state of abundance and you're living in a state of gratitude that is your life is going to reflect that. the external world is a complete refle reflection of your internal and yeah when you become conscious about these things your life

completely changed and that that's what it was for me and I was like hold up why would I even be in school and obviously it was a like craziest risk of all time um >> to just drop out like my mom cried every single day and

>> like in front of you >> yeah all the time like she'd scream at me she cried obviously >> how did you feel like seeing that >> this sounds [ __ ] up but I loved it >> really >> you love seeing your mom cry

>> yeah well I love seeing woman cry in general? No, I'm joking.

general? No, I'm joking.

>> No, no, no, no.

>> Other other woman than my mama. I hate

to see my mom cry. But at the end of the day, I was like, >> her crying like this, like I can't wait to look at my life in four years and tell her be like, "Do you remember when you used to cry every single day worried?" Now I have those conversations

worried?" Now I have those conversations with her. I'm like, "Do you remember

with her. I'm like, "Do you remember where you cried every single day about me dropping out of high school and look where I'm at now?" When I dropped out, I I wasn't in the state of mind like, "Fuck, like, [ __ ] I have a scarcity mindset like I'm screwed." Like my whole

mindset and I didn't even post on social media at the time till like a year ago.

It was like the mindset behind it that I had was this is going to be the greatest story ever told.

>> Yeah.

>> My dad died at 15, dropped out of high school at 17 and millionaire. I became a millionaire at 20 years old and now I'm 21 years old. I knew it was going to be the greatest story and that's the mindset that I had going into it and that's exactly what happened. So

>> So have you always had like this clear picture in your head that you're going to be super successful? Cuz for me like bro ever since I was in kindergarten I'd walk around the school like I [ __ ] like own the place. Like I always knew I was gonna be like

>> So I didn't always know that I was going to be rich, but I always knew I was better than other people. I always had an ego. Everyone in middle, even middle

an ego. Everyone in middle, even middle school, like sixth grade would be like, "Hudson thinks he's better than other people. Hudson's ego's too big." Even a

people. Hudson's ego's too big." Even a teachers like I don't know why I had this state of mind that the teachers around me like are just below me. But

I'd be like, "You're teaching at a school, you make 50k a year. Like you're

pathetic." Like and I always thought that way. That's why I never listened to

that way. That's why I never listened to them. So like

them. So like >> I definitely thought I was better than everyone. And a lot of people are going

everyone. And a lot of people are going to think that's selfish. A lot of people watching this would think that's bad.

But your ego at the end of the day is your identity. A lot of people have this

your identity. A lot of people have this misconception about ego and they think that it's like a negative thing where like, oh, you shouldn't let your ego like do this and blah blah blah blah.

But at the end of the day, if you look up the true definition, like go type in Safari right now. I bet you don't know this. The definition you're going to see

this. The definition you're going to see is it's your subconscious and conscious intertwining to figure out who you are.

It's your identity. And my ego was not going to let me fail cuz I knew who I was as a person. I knew what I was worthy of. Um, and being worthy is a

worthy of. Um, and being worthy is a real thing that I'll get into in a second. Like basically feeling like you

second. Like basically feeling like you have to deserve success. That's we'll

get into that in a second. But at the end of the day, your ego is what's going to hold you accountable of not failing.

You have to know who you are. You have

to have an identity. You have to know exactly who you are. And a lot of people don't. If I asked you the question right

don't. If I asked you the question right now, who are you? How would you answer it? Would you answer it with your name?

it? Would you answer it with your name?

A lot of people watching this probably would answer it with their name. They

would be like, oh, I'm Hudson. But

that's not who you are deep down.

There's a lot more to you than that. So

if you don't have an ego, you lack identity. You're not you're the lowest

identity. You're not you're the lowest consciousness ever and you're not going to get anything that you want out of life.

>> Yeah. Why do you think society like tries to like humble people? Like

society tries to like tell you like you shouldn't have a big ego and like tries to make you act more humble than you actually are.

>> I think society tells us a lot of things. Like basically it's like the

things. Like basically it's like the things that I was growing up like that that I was taught growing up was work hard, go get a nice paying job. Your

ego's bad. Be humble.

But every single thing that I ever listened to when I was younger that was that what I was brought up raised like taught that [ __ ] didn't work.

>> Me having an ego me not being I'm not saying don't be humble because humble to me just means like at the end of the day like I think true humbleness is like I don't believe like a lot of people are like oh as much as God gives you you

being rich God can take it away. I don't

think God made me rich. I don't think God makes anyone rich. I think it's all in you. I had the there's basically a

in you. I had the there's basically a million versions of yourself. There's

the homeless version. There's the rich version. I am the one that created the

version. I am the one that created the reality of me being rich. That's what it is. So like I don't give I'm not like oh

is. So like I don't give I'm not like oh God gave me God made me rich. Maybe God

put the desire in my head of me being rich. But at the end of the day I think

rich. But at the end of the day I think being humble is just like realizing that you can't just cuz I'm rich. I'm not

going to go around [ __ ] on other people cuz everyone can get here. And

that's something that even me cuz like we're talking about ego that hurts my ego a little bit being like damn a random person can be where I'm at cuz I went through hell to get to heaven, right? Like that's analogy that I always

right? Like that's analogy that I always say like I went through hell to get to heaven and it's hard for me to say anyone can get here but genuinely like >> as much as I was so [ __ ] at 14 and

now I feel like I'm really intelligent.

I feel like I I I know a lot of things.

Um so anyone can like even the most [ __ ] person if they're a pthead sleeping on their mother's couch eating potato chips like they still have a chance. Everyone has a chance at life.

chance. Everyone has a chance at life.

So yeah that's like true humbleness is like realizing that anyone can get here.

So, I'm not going to [ __ ] on anyone for that's not in my spot cuz anyone can do it. And that hurts me to say that anyone

it. And that hurts me to say that anyone can do it, but anyone watching this actually can get their dream life and live the life that they want to live.

It's very attainable and it's very easy.

But yeah.

>> Yeah. You say you have to go through hell to get to heaven. What was kind of like that hell for you if you want to like dive into like what your hell was?

>> Um, obviously my my father passing away.

I I'll go really deep into that. My dad

overdosed on opioids. Um, and I was actually at a high school party and I got a phone call from my mom and she's like, "Your dad has no pulse." This is this is the worst story of all time. It

sounds like it's straight out of a movie.

>> Unbelievable.

>> And what happened was me and my dad got in a fist fight. I know the date. I'm

not going to say the date, but I I know the exact date. I know the exact time.

We got in a fist fight cuz my dad a lot of people would say, "Oh, you're he was abusive. He was this. He was that." I

abusive. He was this. He was that." I

think it was my I think my dad just made me tough. Other people looking at it,

me tough. Other people looking at it, they'd probably say you had an abusive father hitting you and [ __ ] like that.

But we got in a fist fight. He's like a 230lb man. Obviously, he's going to beat

230lb man. Obviously, he's going to beat the [ __ ] out of me. And that was the first time I've ever went a week without speaking to my dad. Um, and after we got in a fight, my mom walked in the house

and I was still hitting my dad in the back of the head cuz my dad wasn't going to hit me in front of my mom. He always

like tried to keep it private. Sometimes

he'd do it, but if my mom didn't know about it, he didn't obviously want to like show that he's [ __ ] beating his son to his to his wife. And they had marriage problems and stuff like that, too. Like I wouldn't say I grew up in a

too. Like I wouldn't say I grew up in a a broken home from the age of 0 to 12, but from 12 to 15 definitely it was chaos in my house. And I think a lot of the chaos being able to like transmute

it into fuel help that helped me a lot.

But the last thing I ever told my dad was you could drop dead and die right now and I wouldn't give a [ __ ] And I don't know what possessed me to say that. I had never told my dad like oh I

that. I had never told my dad like oh I hope you die. I'd never say [ __ ] like that in my life. This is where like I kind of look at I'm like damn that had to have been not like a sign from something but

everything happens for a reason I believe in and I think everything happens perfectly if you believe it to be that way. There's some people that take life like if they would have went what I went through which I I'll finish the story and then I'll get into that.

So basically that was the last thing I said to him. He looked at me he said you're a [ __ ] which is like hilarious cuz I I live my life by that now. I'm

like don't be a [ __ ] Like that's like what I'm like what did my dad teach me?

He taught me to be tough >> and don't be a [ __ ] Right. So, it's

like get what you want of life. Be

selfish. Do whatever. Don't be a don't be a [ __ ] Right. So, we didn't talk for a week and then I get that phone call and then he had gone to took a trip to Louisiana. Um I lived in Texas at the

to Louisiana. Um I lived in Texas at the time and we had to drive 4 hours and go to Louisiana. He had no pulse. They

to Louisiana. He had no pulse. They

shocked him back to life but he was brain dead. Then 3 days later they took

brain dead. Then 3 days later they took the ventilators off of him cuz they were keeping him alive through however that [ __ ] works. I don't know. And then he died in front of me. Like I watched the the thing go down and I remember sitting

there and I wasn't crying. Everyone

around me, my grandma, my my dad's two brothers, my both of my sisters, my mother, um, all crying. They're all

holding hands and crying. And I'm in the corner and I'm sitting there and I was so like not like detached, but like depersonalized from reality. And the

only thing I thought of was it's time to become the man. And I don't know what gave me that mindset shift. I never

thought like that before, but that's the only thing I thought of is like it's time. That was the one thought it could

time. That was the one thought it could have like a cooler thing that I thought in my head, but it was >> cool as [ __ ] though. it's time to become the man. And that's what it was.

That was like hell for me. It was

basically like having to get through that. Having to watch my mom cry every

that. Having to watch my mom cry every day. Having to watch my sister go

day. Having to watch my sister go through every like my dad didn't make a lot of money. He probably made 10K a month, which is not bad at all. Like he

he did good for himself, I guess, middle class, but he spent all his money. Like

he left my mom with nothing. Actually,

he left my mom in debt. And my mom works at a school. She's like the what's it called? Principal, secretary, something

called? Principal, secretary, something like that. She makes 24K a year. So my

like that. She makes 24K a year. So my

mom was going to be [ __ ] when it comes financially. My sister's [ __ ]

financially. My sister's [ __ ] Everyone relied on my dad. So, I was like, I have to step it up. And having

that for like two years of my life kind of [ __ ] my head up. But then I started looking at it from a mindset like, how can I use this to fuel me? Like, how can I use this and transmute it to make me a better person? And that's the path that

better person? And that's the path that I went down. But that was that was hell for me. And I believe every single

for me. And I believe every single person has to go through something negative to get something positive. Like

right now, if you're going through like absolute hell, you have to realize that there's better things coming. And that's

the mindset that you have to have going into it is like better things are soon to come and that you're going to learn a lot from it and become a whole lot better like person from it. And I do believe too that the darkest things in

our life make us the best people. And if

you can go through the darkest things with a smile on your face like I did, saying it's time to man up, saying that basically time to become the man. I have

to do what I want with my life and get what I want out of life now. Like I went at it from a state of gratitude. Like

okay, let's be brutally honest. If my

dad was on my life now, would I be where I'm at? I wouldn't. Yeah,

I'm at? I wouldn't. Yeah,

>> it was the best thing that ever happened to me looking back on it. And that

sounds insane to say, but generally that was the greatest thing that could have ever happened to me. And that's the mindset that I went to it. I said, not only me dropping out of high school, like the greatest story ever told, but obviously my dad dying, too. That's

that's a pretty cool story. It's like

that was the start of the arc. Um, and I I went through something so dark, so negative >> with a positive outlook on life. And

imagine God putting you through the worst things. Even though I don't

worst things. Even though I don't believe obviously like I believe all is mine and everything happens from us but it's not like oh I me a lot of people that I've had this conversation with are like damn you kind of like manifested your dad dying. Okay I don't know if we

have that much [ __ ] power. I believe

we have a lot of power. We have a soul.

We have the spirit of God inside of us.

We can do a lot of cool things but that much power to the point where my dad died like obviously like I don't think I did that. That's insane to say. So it's

did that. That's insane to say. So it's

like God put me through the most negative thing or the universe whatever you want to call it put me through the worst things. Imagine if God can look at

worst things. Imagine if God can look at you going through the worst [ __ ] in life with a smile on your face.

>> It's like, damn, you are someone that is worthy of getting what you want out of life rather than being in a state of despair. Um, and you have to feel like

despair. Um, and you have to feel like you deserve exactly what you want out of life. A lot of people talk about

life. A lot of people talk about manifestation, and I'll get into this in a second, but a lot of people talk about manifestation, they're like law of attraction, and they say like, "Oh, you have to basically just like say, I am

rich. I am rich in your head." No, you

rich. I am rich in your head." No, you have to feel like you deserve to get rich. You're not just going to

rich. You're not just going to constantly be able to just think about getting rich and you're magically going to be get rich. You have to feel every single day like you are someone that is worthy of like getting success and that you have to feel like you deserve it.

That's the true law of attraction.

Feeling like you deserve to get what you want out of life.

>> Yeah, for sure. We're talking a little bit like off camera. You're saying like you had like a dream recently. We're

talking about like where you go when you die and you're saying like you had like a dream like with your dad. I was I kind of like wish I was like vlogging that cuz like I had the chills when you're like >> Yeah, I I was getting the chills talking about it too.

>> If you want to like go into like what that was.

>> Yeah, I had a dream. Um it was like three weeks ago. I went back. I left my I live in Miami. I left Miami. I went

visit my mom in my hometown for two weeks. And I had a dream that like my

weeks. And I had a dream that like my dad needed me to pray for him. And I'm

I'm Christian, but not in the same way that a lot of people I'm I'm not a modern day Christian that's like, "Oh, the whole point of life is to be a good person. I believe that the point of life

person. I believe that the point of life is fulfillment and to get what you want out of life." Like, yeah, you shouldn't be a bad person, but I don't believe that me holding doors for people is going to get me into the afterlife or heaven or whatever you want to call it.

But I had this dream that my dad like was calling like, and I could feel it in my heart, too. like how like I don't know like it's I'm getting the chills talking about it now, but it was basically like him calling out for help like Hudson, please pray for me. Hudson,

please pray for me. Hudson, please pray for me. And in my head, it's like I had

for me. And in my head, it's like I had like this idea in my dream like this thought that he was like fighting like demons and that he needed like help. Um

and I went I woke up and then I immediately went outside and I prayed for him and >> I'm getting the chills again, bro.

>> I know. So So was I. It's so weird, too, cuz I haven't dreamed of my dad in years. Yeah.

years. Yeah.

>> So it's like now I have a dream about my dad telling me to pray for him and stuff. That's why like I'm always so

stuff. That's why like I'm always so curious about like what happens after death.

>> Um which I guess isn't really a good thing to talk about or to focus on like what happens after death. Like no what the [ __ ] I don't want to have any negative thought ever. Like you have to live in the present. Like anything that you want out of life, it has to be in the present. You wanting to like you

the present. You wanting to like you want I'm trying to get off this topic cuz I'm kind of like [ __ ] >> getting the chills and chirping now.

>> Yeah, fair enough.

>> But um everything is in the present moment. Like we shouldn't think about

moment. Like we shouldn't think about after death. We shouldn't be obsessed

after death. We shouldn't be obsessed with any of those topics. You have to be obsessed with getting what you want out of life cuz that's true fulfillment and it has to be in the present. Like you

can't say, "Oh, I will be rich in the future." You have to say, "No, I am rich

future." You have to say, "No, I am rich now." Like that's the version of

now." Like that's the version of yourself you have to be. Everything is

in the present. And then obviously the future gets pulled into the present. But

>> that's real manifestation.

>> Yeah.

>> Yeah. Bro, I literally got chills both times you told me that story. Like I

know you want to get off the topic like I guess one final question. Would you

say that that's like actually like your dad like actually speaking you there or do you think that's just like a sign from God? like what do you think that

from God? like what do you think that dream actually is?

>> I don't know. I couldn't tell you that.

I'm still trying to figure that out. I I

I don't know what that could mean. Um

having a dream of someone cuz I I do believe dream like the first thing actually. It's crazy. We can get into

actually. It's crazy. We can get into dreams and stuff. The first thing that ever made me go down this whole esoteric rabbit hole was dreams. I kept having the same dream of me on fire like hurting people. Like I could go up and

hurting people. Like I could go up and hug like always, you know, like what's that like that superhero that's like in flames? What is that? Fantastic 4.

flames? What is that? Fantastic 4.

>> [ __ ] I don't know. It's like Fantastic Four, I think. The guy that like has flames. His name's Johnny. Something

flames. His name's Johnny. Something

like that. I don't know. But that's like I would always have the same dream over and over. Um, and it would be me and

and over. Um, and it would be me and flames and it would go around. It would

be me like hugging someone and they would not like a nice hug, like me going like this and I would be killing people on fire. And I got so obsessed. I was

on fire. And I got so obsessed. I was

like, I have to know what this means.

So, I went down first I found like Sigman Freud. That shit's ass. Then I

Sigman Freud. That shit's ass. Then I

went to Car Young's dream analysis. That

was good. And I realized the dream meant a lust for power because I felt my whole life that I was powerless for my dad.

Like always held power over me. I felt

like I was powerless. Like never seen like I I didn't have money when I was a kid obviously. So I always felt like not

kid obviously. So I always felt like not like I I mean I always felt that I was better than other people but I always like crave some sort of power and that's what the dream was. It was a lust for power which is that literally is what motiv when I figure this stuff out.

That's when I was like I have to get rich as [ __ ] and I have to start posting on social media cuz at the end of the day it's like that sounds like a bad thing to say like oh you want lust for power. No, I want to have power. I want

power. No, I want to have power. I want

to have influence. I want to be better than other people. That's true

motivation. That'll actually get get you want out of get what you want out of life. Not, "Oh, I want a Lamborghini."

life. Not, "Oh, I want a Lamborghini."

We were talking about that earlier. Like

you being like, "Oh, I want a Lamborghini." Like, that's not real

Lamborghini." Like, that's not real motivation. Real motivation is dark

motivation. Real motivation is dark motivation.

>> Wanting to have [ __ ] that other people doesn't have. That's something that'll

doesn't have. That's something that'll truly fuel you that a lot of people aren't willing to talk about and they're not willing to accept the bad things about themselves. But that's turning the

about themselves. But that's turning the unconscious conscious. That was a bad

unconscious conscious. That was a bad thing in my head, wanting a lesser power. But you know what I did? I became

power. But you know what I did? I became

conscious about it and I use it as f fuel. And that's alchemy. Like so. Yeah.

fuel. And that's alchemy. Like so. Yeah.

>> Yeah. I remember like not being able to do like afford [ __ ] Like I was in Las Vegas on a baseball trip when I was like 10. I remember like my one friend was

10. I remember like my one friend was like buying like whatever he wanted >> at 10 years old.

>> You Yeah. Cuz he like did YouTube so he could buy whatever he wanted. And I

remember I couldn't. And I remember like literally went home. I'm like 10 in Vegas. I'm supposed to be have like a

Vegas. I'm supposed to be have like a great time. I cried myself to sleep. At

great time. I cried myself to sleep. At

10 cuz I'm like I'm like bro he's like buying Yeezys and [ __ ] We're like where the whole baseball team. I'm like, "Bro, I want to be that guy that's like able to afford that shit."

>> Yeah.

>> And like, "Bro, everybody's like having a good time laughing. Like, why did that affect me so much that he could buy it and I couldn't? Nobody else gave a fuck."

fuck." >> Yeah. That is a weird thing sometimes.

>> Yeah. That is a weird thing sometimes.

Like, why you? Do you ever think that to yourself and have the answer to that?

Like, why you out of everyone?

>> Yeah. I'm not.

>> Do you think Do you think you were chosen this way or >> do you think that there like selected people from God for like higher purposes or No, >> I used to I used to be like, "Oh, this is my purpose." Like there is some

people selected. But yeah, I think some

people selected. But yeah, I think some people are given certain gifts than others. That's a genetic thing at the

others. That's a genetic thing at the end of the day. Like me being able to be a good speaker, you as well.

>> That is a genetic gift. So definitely

there is certain things that people have over other people. Like some people are faster than me. So go [ __ ] go race. I

don't [ __ ] know. But yeah, I I do think some people are selected. So I I do think that some people are chosen by God.

>> But at the end of the day, everyone still has a chance. Like I might h have had an advantage over you by just like Actually, no. Did I have an advantage or did

no. Did I have an advantage or did everyone start at the same point? I

don't know.

>> You had more of a drive. Like you had >> I had more of a drive mot. But I'm the one that made that drive become reality.

Some people just like become [ __ ] losers if some traumatizing [ __ ] happens to them.

>> Exactly. Most people go down the route of drugs and despair and all that stuff.

I used it as fuel, right? Um like I transmuted every single bad thing into something positive out of my life. But I

asked myself that question pretty pretty frequently actually. Like why me out of

frequently actually. Like why me out of everyone? And I definitely do think that

everyone? And I definitely do think that it was my purpose to do what I do now.

Um, and I think I'm on a really good path. But

path. But >> yeah, at the end of the day, you do have to ask yourself like, damn, why you? If

you have the desire in your head, like you have to get it done because that is the purpose of life. That is the point of life. Like fulfilling your desires.

of life. Like fulfilling your desires.

Like if you say, would you say your desire was from God?

>> Absolutely. Yeah. So it's like >> so so if you're a good person your whole life and you pray and you worship God and you go spread the gospel or whatever. I know you're not Christian or

whatever. I know you're not Christian or you're not like any you don't identify to any religion, but let's say there's someone that's like Christian and they think that's what's going to get them to heaven being a good person, but then they have a desire they didn't fulfill.

>> At the end of the day, if I'm living in sin and I'm doing not the best things, but I'm fulfilling a desire that God gave me, I think I'm more worthy to go to heaven than someone that is not fulfilling their destiny is.

>> Yeah. Exactly.

>> You know what I'm saying? You're using

the talents that God gave you. Like if

you waste talents, you're kind of like spitting in God's face.

>> Yeah. So, so what do you think the purpose of life is?

>> I think the purpose is like get what you want out of life and like become like recognize your full potential, >> the best version of yourself.

>> Yeah. Like God gave you gifts to become a certain person. If you like don't become that person, you're basically just like spitting in God's face.

>> I agree. Yeah. I I agree. I think the whole point of life is fulfillment to get what you want out of life. And that

sounds bad. Like, oh, how could the point of life be to become rich? Yeah.

>> Well, that version yourself, you have to think of it. It's not the money that I'm happy about and that I'm fulfilled about. It's the version of myself that I

about. It's the version of myself that I became in order to be able to make millions of dollars, right? That's how

you have to look at it. But how do you think we become I'll answer in my way.

How do you think we become the best version of of ourselves?

>> How do I become the best version? I

think, like you said, dark motivation is huge for that. Yeah. Like for me, it was just kind of like people like [ __ ] on me for like my content, like not thinking like it would go anywhere. And

I don't know why I took that so personally. Even like the whole Vegas

personally. Even like the whole Vegas thing, like, bro, I'm 10 years old. I'm

supposed to be having like the best time of my life. I'm in [ __ ] Las Vegas and I'm like crying myself to sleep because my ego hurt that I can't afford certain shoes, you know?

>> It is [ __ ] insane. Like maybe I'm like weird for that. Maybe that like sounds like gay or whatever.

>> But I don't know. I think it is like dark motivation could definitely drive you to like recognize your potential.

For sure.

>> I feel like a lot of people like just don't have like >> I don't know. A lot of people like have like guess like more of an easier life.

So like don't have like some [ __ ] [ __ ] Like you've gone through some [ __ ] that like is very very unique. Like nobody's

gone through what you've gone through.

>> Yeah.

>> Like you know like you have a crazy story.

>> That's true. Yeah. I I think the way that someone becomes the best version of themselves is like >> you have to realize like let's you use you as an example Tyson. How

>> the best version of yourself, how would he walk, how would he act, how would he behave, how would he speak, how would he move around in life, how would he have conversations and all those things.

That's what you have to do in the present moment. So, anyone watching this

present moment. So, anyone watching this that's like, damn, how can I become the best version of yourself? Everything

that I just listed, you have to do that in the present moment. How would the millionaire version of yourself speak?

How would he walk? How would he talk?

How would he behave? And when you do those things, >> it starts coming down into the the present. Like the future gets pulled

present. Like the future gets pulled into the present. That's how I think we become the best version of ourselves.

Basically, just like identifying how we would be.

>> It works the other way too. Like if you tell yourself you're a loser, if you live like a loser, like law of attraction goes both ways. You manifest

your dream life or you could also manifest being a bum. Like bro, I used to like I used to feel like a loser. I'd

smoke weed with my friends like watch them [ __ ] and do you [ __ ] like [ __ ] all of my night and I felt like a loser.

>> Yeah.

>> And like I was >> and then you're in a state of being a loser. Therefore, what's your reality? A

loser. Therefore, what's your reality? A

loser. If your internal is a loser, your external is going to be a loser. And

then you're going to attract loser people. But I hate that when people

people. But I hate that when people think manifest manifestation is just for a good like no. Every bad thing in your life when I was talking about earlier all is mine. Like no, you manifest bad [ __ ] in your life too. And the thing when you become like let's say you have

manifested bad [ __ ] in your life anyone watching this when you become conscious you're like damn every bad thing I have manifested myself when you become conscious about that and you become aware of it that's when your life changes because then you have you realize that you have the power to do

the opposite to manifest good in your life and that's like the first step of like awakening the soul basically. Yeah.

>> Um so that's a very good good topic. Um%

but yeah that's interesting.

>> Yeah. Do you think like a lot of people just don't have a clear picture? Like

for us, like we always knew that we're going to be something big, >> but I feel like a lot of people like that's why they go to college. That's

why they listen to their parents because they don't have that self-belief. Like

they don't have that image in their mind. Like I always saw myself becoming

mind. Like I always saw myself becoming rich and famous. I always like felt famous. Like I walk around elementary

famous. Like I walk around elementary school like I'm the man. I felt like famous.

>> Facts. Yeah. You know.

>> Yeah. Um as corny as it sounds like being popular and [ __ ] like I I was definitely like popular in school. So I

always felt like I was the [ __ ] as well.

>> Yeah. No. So was I. But no, the people that like just sit and follow the path I don't think they have it in them. And I

think they're also too scared to go out and get it. And I think a lot of people, let's say they're they're like 70% better than the average person. They're

still won't go after it because they're scared of their potential. Because

people that we look at that go to college, they're generally just scared to chase their dreams cuz their potential scares them. It's like, dude, the path that we went down, it's not an easy path.

>> I would argue it's harder than college.

It's harder than the other [ __ ] And a lot of people see that and they're like, damn, what would it take for me to actually become the best version of myself and for me to get rich and for me not to go to college? It scares them so much and they don't think that they're the type of person that can get it. They

don't realize how much power that we have and they don't realize that like what do we have in us? It's a soul. Like

what the [ __ ] >> I'm going to like what you were talking about earlier spitting in God's face.

Dude, God gave me a soul. I'm going to get what I want out of life and I know that I can accomplish it no matter what.

And those people don't have that. They

don't have the self-belief and they also are too scared to get what they want cuz they're scared what what it's going to take. And then

take. And then >> basically just being >> Yeah. fear. It's a it's a fear at the

>> Yeah. fear. It's a it's a fear at the end of the day. Like every single person has a fear and you just have to get over it. And if you don't have a big enough

it. And if you don't have a big enough why to get over it, then you're [ __ ] And that's where the dark motivation comes in. It's like, do you have a

comes in. It's like, do you have a strong enough why to get what you wanted out of life? I definitely did. And a lot of people don't cuz they were given an easy life. Like let's say their parents

easy life. Like let's say their parents grew up pretty wealthy, making like half a million dollars a year. What's their

why going to be? But I think you can always find a why out of anything. Let's

say, for example, their girlfriend cheated on them. That's even a big enough why. You know what I'm saying?

enough why. You know what I'm saying?

Every single person watching this, you have a why. It's not like someone doesn't. Like you can find anything that

doesn't. Like you can find anything that you want to get out of rich, but I think people focus on the material things about getting rich and that's why they don't. They're like, "Oh, well yeah,

don't. They're like, "Oh, well yeah, getting a Lamborghini would be cool."

But is that something that's going to truly motivate them?

>> Look at Look at the bad [ __ ] that's happened to you. Literally, look at your family problems. Look at the trauma that you have. That's the [ __ ] that's

you have. That's the [ __ ] that's actually going to get you rich and that's what's going to build your why as a person.

>> Instead of seeing instead of seeing a Lambo, think of like what the other people will think >> about you in a Lambo. Yeah. You know

what I'm saying? So it

>> there always is a strong enough why. And

the strongest why is being better than other people. Why the [ __ ] would I not

other people. Why the [ __ ] would I not want to be better than other people? Why

would I want to be average? And a lot of people are too scared to admit that to themselves. So I think that's what

themselves. So I think that's what separates the people that aren't successful from the people that aren't are successful. I think we just became

are successful. I think we just became conscious about it at a very young age, which I think definitely I made a Tik Tok about this. I want to see what you think about this. I said the brutal IQ pill >> and it's like a lot of people say like

success is a genetic thing and that like >> basically like the people that know they're going to get rich like it's a genetic thing which >> I agree with that 50/50 because like at the end of the day I do believe me to be high IQ I have taken a IQ test. I'm

definitely [ __ ] 99% better than everyone.

>> Yeah.

>> But like at the end of the day any even someone low IQ can still be successful.

We've seen that day and day. But uh what do you think about the IQ pill?

>> I'm not going to lie, bro. I'm pretty

sure I scored like low on one of those cuz I was I didn't know what the [ __ ] it was like shapes and [ __ ] I don't know.

I did it in like psychology class >> and I did not get like that great of a result. But I think that like getting

result. But I think that like getting what you wanted out of life is the highest like determination of like high IQ.

>> Yeah, I think so too. I think that's a true test. Well, this is actually is

true test. Well, this is actually is from one of my friends that passed away, Benader. Rest in peace to him. He made a

Benader. Rest in peace to him. He made a Tik Tok that went really viral and it was basically the true test out of life is to see what you get out of life.

Right? That's the truth. He said, "The true test of intelligence is to get what you want out of life." And I 100% agree.

If you're so smart, why the [ __ ] don't you have what you want out of life. If

you're so smart, why aren't you rich? If

you're so smart, why aren't you happy?

That's what it really is at the end of the day. Um, but I think that the people

the day. Um, but I think that the people that are successful from the people that aren't, it's like we became conscious about the fact that like this is how the world works, everything we've been talking about, and those people didn't.

And I believe anyone can become conscious about it. And there's a lot of external factors that hold us back from it. But that's when you have to use your

it. But that's when you have to use your soul to get what you want out of life and really realize that like we aren't just some humans trapped here that just like basically like are powerless. Like

we have a lot of [ __ ] power. If you

go from the Bible, you see the spirit of God dwells inside. The kingdom of heaven is within. Like we have some sort of

is within. Like we have some sort of peace in us that lets us create and get what we want out of life. And like

>> when you become conscious about these things, that's when life completely changes.

>> Yeah. Like, bro, it is scary to chase your dreams, but bro, that fear is kind of what makes you feel alive. Like, bro,

I'm 18 years old. I'm all by myself in [ __ ] New York. Like a month ago, I was all by myself in Miami. Obviously,

that's a little bit scary. Like, just

like leaving my parents house, and a lot of people never do that cuz ow to fear.

That fear kind of makes you feel alive in a sense.

>> That's the thing. People use fear fear as a negative. It makes them stop. But

if you can transmute it, like do you know what alchemy is? It's basically

like Yeah.

>> changing states.

>> Exactly. That's exactly what it is. So

it's like um well it's transmuting lead into gold but that's like a metaphor basically like to me it's like transmuting the negatives into the positives. It's like what how can I use

positives. It's like what how can I use all the negative things that come to me any negative emotion that I I feel how instead of living in that state can I you can I transmute it to basically be in a positive >> so fear for you like yeah it's it is a

lot of [ __ ] fear but guess what you're going to use it to motivate you >> and then yeah I think it's been like 30 minutes but if you have anything interesting to ask or go off of we can keep yapping and stuff. Yeah, I have nothing that's like necessarily off the top of

>> anything because I know I had seen your content and then you had seen mine content before. Um, so like anything

content before. Um, so like anything from my content that you've seen that you kind of like thought like helped you a lot or that you learned from. Ask me

about that or we could talk about that or something like that. Like what you thought was the most >> interesting, which I'm sure I don't know what video you found me from.

>> The one at the LA house. That one that like really went viral.

>> You'll see this one. God knows you're ready to get your dream life. That one I think. Yeah.

think. Yeah.

>> I just think it's crazy that like you found my content and I found yours. you

know, like how it's like it's kind of like >> I don't know if you want to say like God or the universe like cross path for a reason.

>> Okay. I don't think it's I think God made the universe work this way, right?

But I'm not saying God is the one that was like, "Oh, Tyson and Hudson are going to link up." But God made the universe work this way where you attract who you are. So it's like the way that I am in the state of being that I'm in, I'm going to attract people around that.

So if you have [ __ ] losers around you and you know that you have losers around you, change your state because guess what? And if you have losers around you,

what? And if you have losers around you, that means you are a [ __ ] loser at the end of the day. So, stop hanging out with losers, right? Um, and I I was, dude, when I was like 15 after my dad

passed away, we had a friend group of like 15 people. Me and five of my friends cut every single one of them off. And I'm still friends with the

off. And I'm still friends with the other four people.

>> Yeah.

>> Literally, I'm still friends with them to this day. We cut off every single loser. You want to know why? We thought

loser. You want to know why? We thought

we were better than them. That sounds

selfish. It sounds [ __ ] up, but guess what? You have to be selfish to get what

what? You have to be selfish to get what you want out of life. Do you would you agree that you have to be a narcissist and you have to be selfish to get what you what you want out of life?

>> To a degree. Yeah.

>> To a degree.

>> Yeah.

>> Why not to the fullest?

>> I guess like people like could consider me like to be a narcissist, but I also like want to inspire people. Like I

wouldn't say that you're narcissist either. Like I would not say like you're

either. Like I would not say like you're a narcissist whatsoever, you know?

>> No. I I think a lot of people like take the term narcissist way too extreme.

>> About other people. Aar a true narcissist like just doesn't give a [ __ ] about other people.

>> I care about other people and I care to inspire other people, but I always put myself first, which makes me selfish.

And people would still say that's narcissistic to put myself first. I put

myself above my mother. I sacrificed

spending time with her. I broke up with girlfriends. I did all this [ __ ] That

girlfriends. I did all this [ __ ] That is the most selfish thing that you could ever do. And people wouldn't say like

ever do. And people wouldn't say like some people would say that's narcissistic that I put myself over everyone. And I made some people around

everyone. And I made some people around me like not suffer. I didn't make my mom suffer from not like having a bad relationship with her after my dad passed away to get what I want. But I

realized in my head I'm like if I am around my negative mother for a year straight of my life, I'm not going to get what I want out of life. So you know what I did? I separated myself. And that

sounds really selfish to do, but what's more selfish? Doing that and spending

more selfish? Doing that and spending time with her and then sacrificing being able to provide for her >> or is it more selfish to do what I did to where like, yeah, I sacrificed a year of time, but then guess what? Now I'm

able to provide for her and [ __ ] So I I I feel like honestly I went down the non-selfish route. But you do have to be

non-selfish route. But you do have to be selfish in order to make it. You have to put yourself above everyone. You have to believe you're better. I think a lot of people would say it's narcissistic >> to believe that you're better than everyone else.

>> But I don't think that's a negative thing. I don't. I think every human

thing. I don't. I think every human should believe they're better than other people. Um, but what was I just saying

people. Um, but what was I just saying when I said when I when I was just talking? I talked about something that I

talking? I talked about something that I wanted to um mention. It wasn't being better than other people. Oh, it was the narcissist thing. Um, oh, it was

narcissist thing. Um, oh, it was sacrifice. Actually, I want to talk

sacrifice. Actually, I want to talk about sacrifice because this is like a very hot topic on the internet. Everyone

like knows like, oh, you have to sacrifice friends. You have to sacrifice

sacrifice friends. You have to sacrifice certain things to get what you want out of life. Look at it like this for

of life. Look at it like this for example. What define the word sacrifice?

example. What define the word sacrifice?

It means like basically losing something to gain something. So, you know, like let's talk about human sacrifice. These

elite billionaires that do these sacrificial rituals to get what they want out of life.

>> Yeah.

>> Sacrifice. And I'm not saying like basically success needs sacrifice. I'm

not saying they're right for doing those sacrifices at all. That's [ __ ] ridiculous. They're [ __ ] pathetic.

ridiculous. They're [ __ ] pathetic.

But >> basically success needs some sort of sacrifice. If you're not willing to

sacrifice. If you're not willing to sacrifice something, you are not willing to get the thing that you want out of life. Like God wants to see you go

life. Like God wants to see you go through hell to get to heaven. So

sacrifice a bunch of [ __ ] put yourself in a negative spot to get what you want out of life and then you deal. And

that's it. I think we could wrap it up here. I think that was fire.

here. I think that was fire.

>> Thousand%.

>> Yeah. Let's go.