Q&A | Get to Know Me
By Alexie Gigi
Summary
Topics Covered
- Pain Transmutes to Power
- Feelings Fuel Manifestation
- Live Abundance Delusionally
- Moon Guides Daily Discipline
Full Transcript
Hi everyone, welcome. Today is going to be a little bit of a different episode than what we usually do. We're just
gonna kind of sit down. I got my tea right here. This is Forest tea, but
right here. This is Forest tea, but we're kind of just going to sit down and chat. And I'm going to do a little Q&A
chat. And I'm going to do a little Q&A and tell you guys more about me. I feel
like I've been doing for social media for two years now and I haven't sat down and told you guys about my life, about my past, about how I got started, my
story, and just like I want you guys to get to know me a little bit better. So,
I posted a Q&A on my Instagram story a little bit ago, and I know you guys have been waiting for this video for so long, but now it feels like the right time to just sit down and be vulnerable with you. But I'm going to be talking about
you. But I'm going to be talking about everything today. my story, how I got
everything today. my story, how I got started, like my morning routine, night routines, everything that you guys asked me. We're going to be touching on
me. We're going to be touching on everything. Beauty, business, mindset,
everything. Beauty, business, mindset, the dark parts, astrology, manifestation, everything. So, let's get
manifestation, everything. So, let's get cozy together and let's start with the question. So, let me just give you maybe
question. So, let me just give you maybe a little bit of an intro. Like, I'm
Alexi Gigi. Alexi Gigi Auto. My middle
name is Gigi, but ever since I started content creation, I've always my entire life, I wanted to be named Gigi. So,
when I started making a Tik Tok and all of that, I was like, you know what? I'm
going to use my name. And I kind of used it as a sort of identity work, alter ego type thing that I you guys know, like I talk to you about all the time. So, I go
by Alexi Gigi now. And actually, let me reintroduce myself. My name is Gigi.
reintroduce myself. My name is Gigi.
That is my new identity. I'm sticking
with it like as of right now. First
question is how old are you? I am 26 years old. I was born on March 9th, 1999
years old. I was born on March 9th, 1999 03099.
So I have angel numbers in my birthday which I love. Um but a lot of you also asked me like to talk about my birth chart and to share my placements, my big three, my big six. So I'm going to share a little bit and give you a little rundown on my birth chart because
obviously knowing someone's birth chart is a great way to get to know them. So
I'm a Pisces sun. I'm a Sagge and moon.
I'm in Scorpio rising at 29°. Um, I have my Mars in Scorpio, my Lilith in Scorpio in conjunction. My Aries is in Venus. My
in conjunction. My Aries is in Venus. My
North Node is in the sign of Leo and in the 9inth house, and I have a midheaven Virgo. There's a lot more, but that will
Virgo. There's a lot more, but that will kind of give you the gist on who I am.
My Mercury is also in Aries. And I also have another question asking me what's my favorite placement in my birth chart.
And honestly, I love them all for very, very different reasons, but the one I gravitate towards most is the conjunction I have between my Lilith and
my Mars in my 12th house in the sign of Scorpio. I feel like I exude Scorpio
Scorpio. I feel like I exude Scorpio energy, the Lilith, the dark feminine side in the Mars. And like I find a lot of my inspiration and my drive and my
motivation um for life and like what I do through those placements. So, I would have to say that placement right there.
But I also love my North Node in the 9inth house. And I feel like I kind of
9inth house. And I feel like I kind of showcase that a lot in what I do in my travels and my teachings and in my job.
Oh, another question is where am I from and where do I live now? So, I grew up in Massachusetts. We lived in many
in Massachusetts. We lived in many different towns in Massachusetts. Um,
but I currently live in Massachusetts and I currently live in Italy.
[clears throat] So, I've been in Milan. That's where I am right now. I've been in Milan for about 2 and 1/2 months now. Um, and that is also kind of like what I wanted to talk to you guys about because you're
like, everyone's like, why did you move to Europe? Like, what are you doing
to Europe? Like, what are you doing there? Like, what is this all about? And
there? Like, what is this all about? And
I can't tell you exactly what I'm doing here yet, even though I want to so bad, but I promise you guys, like, you will find out soon. And I know you're going to be just as excited as I am. But I am
working on something really, really big and just kind of like the next step for me. Something that I have always dreamed
me. Something that I have always dreamed of, always dreamed of. It's like a dream come true to be doing it here in Italy.
I don't know if you guys can take a guess, but it is a new brand. It's a new business um that I'm making and it really kind of just encompasses me as a
person and all the different sides of me kind of intertwined into one. I've been
putting my heart and my soul and like everything into this and this is something that I am so incredibly passionate about and I'm so excited. But
my best friend Spencer, she is here with me, too. She's actually taking a course
me, too. She's actually taking a course here in Milan, but she is working on the brand with me. So, she's been like my right-hand girl. And I'm so grateful to
right-hand girl. And I'm so grateful to be able to be living this experience living in another country with my best friend. This is the first time I've ever
friend. This is the first time I've ever been to Europe, literally ever in my entire life. And I've been traveling
entire life. And I've been traveling like all the places that I can while I'm here. I've been so busy, but I've been
here. I've been so busy, but I've been traveling trying to travel everywhere.
Um, we went to Paris. We went to Mayorca, Spain. Um, I went to the
Mayorca, Spain. Um, I went to the Dolommites recently on a solo trip, Tuskanyany, like Muchenza, all over Italy. And it's just been it's
been a dream come true. And I'm so grateful that I get to be here and I love it here. And also a lot of you guys asked me like is Milan is Italy like on any of my astrophotography lines and yes
it is. Of course it is. You guys know of
it is. Of course it is. You guys know of course it is. It is on my destiny line.
So being here is living out my destiny in a very very very major way. And you
guys know my north node is in the 9inth house which is travel and spirituality.
And I meant to be here. And I was only originally supposed to stay here for 2 to 3 months. Um, but I'm coming back.
That is something I just decided. I am
coming back. Um, I had to go back to the US next week, actually, which I'm so sad about. Like, I love it here so much. But
about. Like, I love it here so much. But
I'm going back because I have my really good friend's wedding that I'm in. And
then I also have another wedding on um my boyfriend's cousin's getting married.
And then obviously it's Thanksgiving and Christmas and then New Year. So, I'm
going to spend that at home with family and kind of just like getting everything together. And then I will be back right
together. And then I will be back right after the new year to Milan. I'm going
to have a might have a different apartment. I don't know if I'm going to
apartment. I don't know if I'm going to keep this one yet because the host um the landlords they said that they needed it for a bit in like February and April.
So I don't know if I want to like move out all my stuff for that and come back.
And I will also be bringing my cat Chandler. He hasn't been with me the
Chandler. He hasn't been with me the past 2 months which has been so sad. But
I'm so excited to see him. He's my baby and I miss him so much. And one of the questions was, "Can you show your cat?"
I will. I will. Next week I'll be with him and I'll be reunited. It's been so sad not being with him, but I am so excited to see him. But yeah, that's where I'm at right now. It's where I'm living right now. And a lot of another
question that I got was, can you show a day in your life? And yes, I'm actually going to be making that video tomorrow, a day in my life. Um, just kind of showing you guys my morning routine, my night routine, and all the spiritual
hygiene I have, and living my manifestation as a lifestyle essentially. So, I know you guys have
essentially. So, I know you guys have been wanting to see that for a while.
So, I am going to be filming my whole day tomorrow to show you guys kind of like what a day in the life is like.
Every day is different and I'm going to answer some questions about that um in a second. Another question is, am I in a
second. Another question is, am I in a relationship? Yes. Um, I've been dating
relationship? Yes. Um, I've been dating my boyfriend for 4 years. We met in college. Another question is, did you go
college. Another question is, did you go to college? And yes, I did go to
to college? And yes, I did go to college. I went to the University of
college. I went to the University of Alabama. Um, which a lot of people hear
Alabama. Um, which a lot of people hear that and they're kind of shocked. I've
lived many, many, many different lives.
Um, but that was a great experience in and of itself. I did the whole sorority thing. I was in Pi Betafi and it was a
thing. I was in Pi Betafi and it was a very, very fun experience. I met some of my best friends, Spencer, um, who's in Milan with me right now. She I met her at the University of Alabama and she
actually introduced me to my boyfriend that I'm dating now. And yes, 7th house ruler. That's how I met my boyfriend
ruler. That's how I met my boyfriend through my own 7th house ruler in my birth chart. We met at a bar and it's in
birth chart. We met at a bar and it's in my fifth house. So, next question is like what do you do for a living? So,
sorry if I keep looking at the viewfinder. By the way, I feel like the
viewfinder. By the way, I feel like the lighting has been going like in and out like just being super bright and then not being super bright. So, excuse me if I'm looking at like the viewfinder. I'm
just trying to see if the lighting is fine. Um, so what do you do for a
fine. Um, so what do you do for a living? this all of this astrology,
living? this all of this astrology, spirituality, content creation. Um, I
own my own business within my content creation. So, all the workbooks that I
creation. So, all the workbooks that I do put out monthly, the new moon and full moon workbooks, free code, all of the offerings that I give you, this is my full-time job. And I don't like
calling it my job. Like I every time someone asks me if I work I say literally I don't I don't I don't have a job because I do not feel like this is a job because it is my passion and is my
purpose in life and I am fulfilling my north node journey. I am fulfilling my purpose by doing this. I literally do not call it a job in any sense of the word. And in college I majored in
word. And in college I majored in biology at first. I was prevet so I wanted to be a veterinarian but then I soon realized that that wasn't exactly
for me. And so then I dropped that major
for me. And so then I dropped that major and I majored in public relations which I graduated with a public relations communications degree and I did nothing
with that degree. So really everything that I have truly learned and am doing for my career has come from experience and obsession. But I also want to say
and obsession. But I also want to say I'm just extremely grateful to be able to do this as a job. I love you guys so much and I love the community that we've built together. an incredible amount.
built together. an incredible amount.
You guys have no idea how much I love you so freaking much. Okay, so one of the big questions I got asked and got asked a lot um was how did I get started in spirituality and astrology? Like
what's my story? What age did I first start learning about astrology? And was
there a moment that everything changed for you? And what made me start my
for you? And what made me start my spiritual journey? So I feel like this
spiritual journey? So I feel like this is all kind of just like one question.
So, let me answer it for you guys and let's get into it. So, I would I get asked the question like how old was I when I first started astrology or first started learning about these things and
these topics? I can't really answer that
these topics? I can't really answer that because there wasn't a specific point in my life where I was like, "Oh, that's interesting. Like, let me learn about
interesting. Like, let me learn about that." I have always been curious and in
that." I have always been curious and in tune with the spiritual world ever since I was a little girl. like ever since I could remember like that was something
that was a part of me in a way and that I was extremely interested in. Maybe,
you know, when I was little, I couldn't quite put the words behind what I was feeling and what I was thinking and how I would question the world around me,
but I always knew that there was something there. And there was always
something there. And there was always such kind of like an unquenchable thirst for wanting to learn more about the unseen. So, the meanings behind
unseen. So, the meanings behind everything, like it's always been a part of me since I was a little kid. I was
always in tune with my, you know, intuition and, you know, just very interested in all that stuff. And my mom kind of taught me since I was a little girl, kind of like the principles of
universal laws and manifestation. So, I
kind of grew up with it in that kind of sense. Um, my mom and my sister and my
sense. Um, my mom and my sister and my grandma, that whole side of my family, they were born in Chile. Um, my sister was born in Chile. She came here when she was 7 years old. Um, but I come from
a very like Hispanic and spiritual background as well. So, I would say that a lot of the spiritual side to me has to do with that and how I grew up. And in
terms of like when did I start educating myself and really diving deep into it.
You guys asked me if there was a moment and honestly, yes, there kind of is a moment, but and I'm going to tell you guys in a second, but there's also so many moments throughout my life where h
where there has been a very big shift and transformation. So there hasn't just
and transformation. So there hasn't just been one type of thing, but there has um you know, spirituality didn't find me at first through the books and the crystals and all that stuff. It found me through
pain. Um it found me through a lot of
pain. Um it found me through a lot of struggle in my life. Like I did not have a relatively easy childhood or a very um
easy past so to say. Um I did struggle a lot with my mental health. like I was very very very depressed for many many years. Um I suffered from a severe
years. Um I suffered from a severe anxiety disorder from when I was a little kid to like college honestly like I would not I could not go out and speak
to anybody. I couldn't call anybody on
to anybody. I couldn't call anybody on the phone. I couldn't do anything
the phone. I couldn't do anything without like literally having an anxiety attack. Like I would have to have my mom
attack. Like I would have to have my mom do absolutely everything for me because I was just scared of the world. I was
scared of everything. I was scared of being seen. And I was scared that my
being seen. And I was scared that my voice wasn't good enough in many sense of the world. And there was a period in my life where it was extremely extremely
dark. I was in a very very abusive
dark. I was in a very very abusive relationship. Um this was high school,
relationship. Um this was high school, my senior year of high school. I was a very very abusive relationship. Um I had a lot of family um you know issues going on at the time. And if you guys want me
to get deeper into this, I totally can.
like I am totally comfortable talking about it now because I truly felt like I feel like I've help healed from it and I've done my shadow work and I've done everything and I'm you know at peace
with my past cuz it made me who I am and I would never change it for the world cuz I truly believe that everything I went through was for a reason for me to be here right now and to share with you guys like what I have learned since
then. Um but yeah, this was kind of the
then. Um but yeah, this was kind of the moment cuz I cuz I was literally like it's either I die or I change something in my life. But I was senior in high school. I was at a boarding school and I
school. I was at a boarding school and I ended up not being able to finish my senior year. Like I did all my classes.
senior year. Like I did all my classes.
I actually didn't graduate high school.
I got my GED after that. Um because of this um I was extremely depressed. I
couldn't get out of bed. And there were so many other factors in my life going on. But mostly I just hated myself. I
on. But mostly I just hated myself. I
hated my life. I hated everything. And I
did try to take my own life. Um, and I don't know if I can say this on YouTube or my podcast, but I did try to take my own life and it led me to 3 days in a
coma in the hospital and I was hospitalized for a couple weeks and then I was transferred to an inpatient um, hospital care. So, I was at a
hospital care. So, I was at a psychiatric hospital for around like 2 months um, during that time of my senior year of high school. So, I did go
through the darkness. I felt like I lost everything in my life. And honestly,
that was kind of when everything changed. And not in a cinematic way,
changed. And not in a cinematic way, right? In a very very quiet, terrifying
right? In a very very quiet, terrifying realization that I didn't want to die. I
just didn't know how to live. And when I woke up from the coma, it wasn't necessarily like this huge thing like, oh, I found God. I found spirituality. I
found astrology. Like, I was already familiar with that. But I kind of woke up with the question of like, well, why?
Like, why? like not necessarily why am I still here, but why am I like this? Why
do I feel so much? Why did this person do this? Why is my life like this? Like
do this? Why is my life like this? Like
why? Why? Why? Why? I wanted to understand the patterns. I wanted to understand life. I wanted to understand
understand life. I wanted to understand why people hurt. I wanted to understand why I felt the way I did, why I thought the way I did. And I just literally I had this thirst, like this insatiable
thirst for wanting to know why. And that
search led to years and years of self-taught education. Honestly,
self-taught education. Honestly, astrology and spirituality just gave me the language for things that I had always felt but never quite understood and that I couldn't quite explain. And I
slowly began to see all the patterns. I
learned about astrology. It made me make sense of the world. It made me make sense of me. I began to see the patterns in the stars and people and in myself in situation and moments. And I learned
about universal laws and how we create our own reality, how the world works.
Honestly, like that dark chapter of my life and just the hard things that I have gone through in my past and in my childhood, it really just became raw material, like raw material for my
transformation and my spiritual journey and what I am meant to do and why I am here today. Breakdowns are just
here today. Breakdowns are just disguised breakthroughs. And you don't
disguised breakthroughs. And you don't have to obviously like go through this huge thing like I did in order to have a very big spiritual awakening or you know
get into a point of your life where you are so happy and grateful. Like everyone
has a different journey. Everyone has a different path. And no matter how hard
different path. And no matter how hard my past was, no matter how much I went through, I went through all of that for a really big reason. And that's why I'm
here. And I alchemized all that pain
here. And I alchemized all that pain that I went through and worked on all the limiting beliefs that stemmed from that and from my childhood. And I
alchemized all that pain and all that trauma. And I used it all as fuel for
trauma. And I used it all as fuel for who I am today and for the life that I have created for myself. Pain can be transmuted into power if you're willing
to face it and to look at it. That is
why I think shadow work is so incredibly important and healing and healing is healing is the answer to getting whatever reality that you want. Like
through healing everything is possible.
So, I am telling you guys a story because maybe you can relate and maybe you are maybe now you're in a situation where you feel like life isn't worth, you know, living and maybe you don't
like yourself quite that much or I don't know, maybe you were just at a hard time in your life and that's okay. I feel
like one of my biggest purposes and who I am today is I today I am the person that I needed back then. like I have made sure that I am that person now, the
person that I needed, the person that I would look up to and the fact that you know I get obviously like DMs and emails and I talk to you guys sometimes and you
tell me that I have helped you in even just like the smallest way that fills me and fills my cup more than anything could ever. Like I am who I am today
could ever. Like I am who I am today because of that girl that I was in high school and at 19. like I lived through
all that so I can be here and spread my love and my voice and I'm just so grateful that you guys have held me and
given me a space to speak and to share my voice. So thank you and I am getting
my voice. So thank you and I am getting emotional because I am a very emotional person. That's another fact about me. I
person. That's another fact about me. I
cry for everything. When I'm extremely happy I will cry for everything. Another
thing, um, growing up I hated feeling so much. I'm like barely drinking my tea.
much. I'm like barely drinking my tea.
It's like cold now. Hold on, let me just take a sip. Yeah. Growing up, I hated feeling everything. Like I always felt
feeling everything. Like I always felt like something was wrong with me because I just felt everything so heavily. I
took on everyone's emotions around me so heavily. Like I was impacted by
heavily. Like I was impacted by everything so heavily. And I would just like want to hide in a corner and like I didn't want anyone to see me. I didn't
want anyone to hear me. I did not feel like I was worthy enough. Whatever. But
I just hated the way I felt because I was taught through, you know, my childhood and through the relationships and through love. One of the biggest teachers by the way is like the relationship I have had in my life. But,
you know, I was taught that feeling too much was bad and that I shouldn't and that it was too much. And so that was like one of the things I hated about myself so much was how much I felt. But
now after doing the shadow work and limiting beliefs and knowing what I know now, that is my favorite thing about myself. Like if one of the questions
myself. Like if one of the questions like what's your favorite thing about yourself that my ability to feel because it is a freaking superpower. Like let me tell you it is a superpower. Feeling an
emotion is the number one medium to your subconscious mind. The way that you can
subconscious mind. The way that you can manifest things into your reality is sped up through emotion. You feel like the version of you that has whatever you want to have before you actually have
it. And you live in it with that
it. And you live in it with that emotion. You have it. And I think that's
emotion. You have it. And I think that's one of my biggest ways that I do manifest because I am a really really strong manifesttor. Ever since I was a
strong manifesttor. Ever since I was a little kid, I have been. But a big way that I do it is through emotions. That
is a superpower. So if you are someone who feels a lot, you're powerful. Let me
just tell you, you are so powerful. And
don't let anybody tell you otherwise.
And there had been so many moments after that where I had other little breakdowns and breakthroughs and more transformations and more knowledge. But
ever since then I literally was just like I had an obsession like an obsession with astrology. Like obsession
obsession with learning about everything about quantum physics, about neuroscience, about metaphysics. Like I
was in it and I just honestly I studied that more than I studied like actual classes in school. And that has always just been my passion. And I like I cannot get enough of it. Like I'm still
learning today. I still dedicate 10
learning today. I still dedicate 10 minutes of my day every single day to learn something new. And I think a big of that is my big thing of that is my north node in the 9inth house. You guys
know I said that's one of my favorite placements. The light is being weird.
placements. The light is being weird.
All right. Now that you guys know my story, let's answer some other questions. So another a lot of questions
questions. So another a lot of questions I did get asked was about financial abundance. Like how did I become so
abundance. Like how did I become so financial abundant? and how am I at a
financial abundant? and how am I at a point in my life today of where I'm at.
So, first of all, I didn't grow up as a child like extremely privileged. Um, I
grew up with what I needed. Um, but we did, you know, have to move houses because we couldn't afford rent and a lot of that stuff. So, I feel like a lot
of what I went through as a kid and what I experienced in, you know, the household I was living in, like my mom not being able to pay rent, like she immigrated here from Chile with my
sister. Um, and her and my dad had a
sister. Um, and her and my dad had a very tumultuous relationship. Let's just
say that. And so, I just kind of grew up in this like toxic household. And this
has nothing I'm not saying anything bad about my parents cuz I love them both so so so much. they just, you know, they were going through a tough time. And so
that is kind of how that's the environment I grew up in. So I never really knew what it was like to be financially abundant. Like I didn't get
financially abundant. Like I didn't get teach taught any of that stuff, you know? I kind of taught myself everything
know? I kind of taught myself everything just like I taught myself everything else in my life. Like everything
astrology, spirituality. That was
another questions if I'm selftaught.
Yes, I am selftaught because of an obsession. Obviously I said that. But
obsession. Obviously I said that. But
yeah, so I always knew that I was meant for something grand in my life. Like
always had just had this feeling since I was a little girl that like I am meant to be rich. And I know it sounds materialistic, but I am a materialistic girl. You can be spiritual and
girl. You can be spiritual and materialistic at the same time. That is
how I view it. Like we are all avatars.
This is an avatar. This is my soul. If
my avatar wants some nice things, I'm going to get nice things. Okay? It's
your avatar. You control your reality.
Why not just get what you want? want
what you find pretty. So that's how I feel about that. But yeah, I didn't really know. And yeah, everything that I
really know. And yeah, everything that I went through in childhood, it really gave me this, you know, drive to be financially abundant for myself. And my
mom had always taught me never to rely on a man. So I remember the moment that I everything kind of just switched for me in my brain. I literally just decided like another question was like how do
you change your mindset into a financially abundant mindset? You just
have to decide one day. You just have to make that decision for yourself that you are going to live and think and feel and breathe and see the world and move through the world as a version of
yourself that already has that money in her bank account. Like you're going to just have to do it now. You're going to have to feel the way that you would feel if you had all that now. And you have to make that split decision. You just had
to make it. I remember that moment I was in my car and I was like, you know what?
Like, I'm going to do it. I'm going to do that for myself and I'm starting right now. And so, I switched my
right now. And so, I switched my mindset. I would literally like go to
mindset. I would literally like go to the car shop and I would like test drive cars acting like I could afford it when I literally only had $20 in my bank account. And I would test drive the car
account. And I would test drive the car and pretend like I was like about to lease this car or something. I would
walk through the mall and I would go to designer stores and I couldn't afford it. I couldn't afford it back then. My
it. I couldn't afford it back then. My
bank account was not like that back then. And I couldn't afford it. I
then. And I couldn't afford it. I
couldn't barely could afford like groceries. But I would walk through the
groceries. But I would walk through the designer and I would act like I belonged and I would pretend like I would actually be so freaking delusional and I would be like, you know what? I like
this color over this color. Like I
actually like this. Like I Pinterest boarded it all out. I worked on subconscious reprogramming. I did all
subconscious reprogramming. I did all the things and it just worked, you know.
But the thing is is that you can do all these manifestation rituals and you can do all the things 369 method but if you're not living the manifestation as a lifestyle every single day if you are
not doing the healing the limiting beliefs rewiring your limiting beliefs like doing the shadow work necessary if you are not working with your subconscious mind which rules 95% of of
reality things aren't going to click.
Like I know a lot of people say, "Why aren't my manifestations working?" Like,
"I'm I'm doing I'm meditating. Like, I'm
doing the things. Like, I'm writing in my journal. I'm scripting. I'm doing all
my journal. I'm scripting. I'm doing all this." You got to get to the root of it.
this." You got to get to the root of it.
You got to get to the root. You got to tackle the root. You got to face your freaking fears. You got to face your
freaking fears. You got to face your traumas. You got to do that shadow work.
traumas. You got to do that shadow work.
You got to get dirty with it. It's not
fun at first. It's not. And you also have to live it. You have to live it every single day. You have to walk like the version of yourself that has it all.
You have to speak like her. You have to make every decision like that version.
And you have to vibrate at the specific frequency of the version of you that has made a million dollars, has a million dollars in your bank account, that doesn't have to worry about money. There
was a point in my life where I was so stressed and so anxious about money all the time. And now I'm at a point in my
the time. And now I'm at a point in my life where I literally don't even check my bank account cuz I don't have to. And
the thing is is that this version of myself right now, the way that I feel right now, being financially stable and abundant, I felt it when I was had $20.
I felt it then and that is why I am who I am now with what I have now. Okay.
Another question I got was what if I have a hard time believing my manifestations? So there are two ways to
manifestations? So there are two ways to think about this. Okay. You have your conscious mind and you have your subconscious mind. Okay? So your
subconscious mind. Okay? So your
subconscious mind rules 95% of your reality. Okay. So a way that I like to
reality. Okay. So a way that I like to do this to like truly getting myself to believe that something can actually happen is I like to show my brain the proof that it can happen. So this is first what you're going to do. You're
going to do some research to prove to your brain that it actually is possible.
So for example, you want to be a successful brand owner. You're going to go online and you're going to search up and read about like successful entrepreneurs and you know women who have created their own successful
businesses and you're going to read their story and you're going to find people who have like a similar backstory to you and you are going to like literally just train your brain into seeing that yes that is possible.
Another way that I like to do it is by learning about like why things are possible especially like the quantum physics and the neuroscience behind
manifestation behind the manifestation techniques that you are doing behind all of that. Okay. So for example a great
of that. Okay. So for example a great starting point into that whole world is Dr. Joe Despensza. He has some great books where he does talk about the
science and like the studies behind certain things and why, you know, the way that you feel, the way that you think, and the way that you perceive the world can actually be your reality.
There's like a bunch of studies out there, right? So, just immerse yourself,
there, right? So, just immerse yourself, do your research, learn, read the books about quantum physics, read the books about neuroscience. Even if you don't
about neuroscience. Even if you don't quite understand that, like I promise you like when you train your brain and your brain knows that yes, this is possible because this and this and that, that is going to help you, okay? That
it's just that's going to help you. But
that's only 5%. Cuz your conscious mind is only 5%, you're only training your conscious mind. Your subconscious is
conscious mind. Your subconscious is 95%. So you want your subconscious to be
95%. So you want your subconscious to be on board. So a big way is reprogramming
on board. So a big way is reprogramming your subconscious. Okay? And this means
your subconscious. Okay? And this means you can do this through subliminals. You
can do this through meditation, through visualization, through entering the alpha, theta brainwave state. You can do this through mirror work. One of my favorite ways of reprogramming your subconscious, right? Through shadow
subconscious, right? Through shadow work. Really focus on the subconscious
work. Really focus on the subconscious side of the glow up. This is why I created recode for you guys, right? Like
it's all about training your subconscious. When you train your
subconscious. When you train your subconscious like sometimes you don't even know that like your subconscious mind could be like oh like doubting and having limiting beliefs from past
traumas from childhood from past memories right like you don't even know you're not even conscious of it right but there could be blocks within you. So
when you do the subconscious reprogramming it is clearing all that away. And subliminals are so powerful
away. And subliminals are so powerful for this too. Honestly it's like so easy especially if you make your own subliminals. You listen to specific
subliminals. You listen to specific subliminals. That's why I made you guys
subliminals. That's why I made you guys the Echo, the subliminal library for you, where you literally have all the subliminals. I'm also updating that
subliminals. I'm also updating that very, very soon and adding some new ones, too. So, make sure you get in on
ones, too. So, make sure you get in on it now. But subliminals are so powerful
it now. But subliminals are so powerful because they basically bypass your conscious mind and they're tuned to a specific frequency of 17,500 to 18,000 hertz. So, they bypass your conscious
hertz. So, they bypass your conscious mind and they go directly like speak directly to your subconscious mind. So,
you could be listening to subliminals like throughout your entire day, no matter what you are doing, which is the next question here. What is my morning routine and what is my night routine
like? So, this has a lot to do with like
like? So, this has a lot to do with like my spiritual hygiene and my energy protection routine and my living manifestation as a lifetime routine, which I will be uploading a video about
like a day in my life doing all this so you guys can see um firsthand. But, let
me give you a little gist of what my day-to-day life like is like. So, I
obviously like I work I do content creation. This is my business. Like
creation. This is my business. Like
creating all of my workbooks every single month. Like I write all my
single month. Like I write all my workbooks. I write, I design, I edit.
workbooks. I write, I design, I edit.
Every single one of my workbooks. Every
single thing that I put out is written by me. And honestly, like I spend a lot
by me. And honestly, like I spend a lot of time doing that. And I have quite a bit of questions on like how I do that and stuff. So, we'll get to that in a
and stuff. So, we'll get to that in a second. But I do spend a lot of time.
second. But I do spend a lot of time.
And I feel like a lot of people think, you know, content creators and things of that essence, like they don't work a lot. And I feel like there has been some
lot. And I feel like there has been some people who think that I just don't work a lot, that I'm just on vacation all the time, which I I am on vacation all the time. And you know, I work hard and I'm
time. And you know, I work hard and I'm grateful that I get to live both best of both worlds. Like this is just the
both worlds. Like this is just the mindset I have and the reality I created for myself. But I do spend like
for myself. But I do spend like countless nights like not sleeping sometimes just for curating all the workbooks and making sure that you know you guys have everything you need to
utilize the energy of each new moon and each full moon. And it is something that I absolutely love doing. Um so every day honestly in like days in my life it
looks different right? I create my own schedule, but I do like to, you know, be disciplined and have some structure and have that masculine energy, but I do
also like to flow a lot in my feminine.
A lot that I, you know, everything that I do really goes by my own intuition and what my gut is telling me and also what the moon is in during that time. So I
follow the moon very strategically and I always check to see what the moon is in and I will kind of like for example if there is a moon in cancer that day I will decide to take a little bit more
rest right I usually will feel a little bit more sensitive and I will rest that day or if it's in Taurus I'll get cozy if it's in like Aries it's my time to
like shine out and be bold and move my body more right so it's basically based on the moon and als Also every day I will check my transit chart and I will see exactly how all the planets are
aspecting and I will usually do this like on the weekend before the the week starts. So I will check the transit
starts. So I will check the transit chart for the entire week so I know exactly what days to allocate this for, what days to do this on, what days to avoid doing this on and stuff. Like I
will always check my transit chart because the energies are there and like if energies are there to benefit me, why not use it? Like if you guys want me to make a video like just kind of going through that whole scheduling thing, I
totally can. Um, but also like all my
totally can. Um, but also like all my beauty appointments, all the beauty stuff, I do it on a Friday because it's Venus day. Now on Monday, it's the moon
Venus day. Now on Monday, it's the moon day. So, I don't like to do like the
day. So, I don't like to do like the hardest and a lot of like my work work.
I don't like to do it on Mondays because I like to rest and I like to be in my feminine energy and I like to like meditate for most of the day honestly.
And then on Tuesdays is where the more of my workload comes in because it's ruled by Saturn. Now, this also goes handinhand with what sign the moon is in too obviously, but Wednesday is a good
day for communication. So usually if I have the choice, I will like set meetings on Wednesdays. I like if you had an interview, Wednesdays would be the best time to do that. Thursdays are
a Jupiter rule day. So it's very very lucky. So anything that I'm doing that
lucky. So anything that I'm doing that like if I'm putting something out for the first time, like I will do it on Jupiter. And every time I ever put
Jupiter. And every time I ever put anything out, like I will do it on a day that is well aspected for my chart and just like in general. So like a typical day in my life, I like to wake up pretty
early. So, it changes honestly every
early. So, it changes honestly every day, but I wake up around like 6:00 a.m.
I usually do a Pilates class at like 7:30 or 8:30. Um, in the morning, sometimes it's 6:30, but usually like to do 7:30 8:30 cuz I like to wake up earlier, maybe 5 or 6 before. And I like
to schedule just time in my morning to just be with me, my mind, my body, my soul, do my energy protection ritual, and get my energy right for the entire
day. Like I like to have time in the
day. Like I like to have time in the morning for myself. I always allocate time for myself. That is a huge me myself is my my biggest priority. So
allocating time for myself is very very important and that is what you're going to see in a lot of my days. Um but when I'm still in bed, the first thing I do is I meditate. No matter I don't even like I don't even open my eyes yet and I
am meditating and I am visualizing and I am feeling. That is the number one thing
am feeling. That is the number one thing I do. I whether it be that me
I do. I whether it be that me visualizing about like visualizing my day and visualizing it going well or me me visualizing like a moment that I want to manifest and feeling that emotion and
making myself cry like I will feel that sometimes I will watch my mind movie too. I haven't been doing that recently
too. I haven't been doing that recently because I need to update my mind movie because a lot of it has already come true in my mind movie, which I will be talking about with you guys a little bit in another video if you guys want me to,
but um I do have a video explaining exactly how to make a mind movie and what is a mind movie, but usually I watch that. I haven't been recently
watch that. I haven't been recently though. Um but I will visualize my mind
though. Um but I will visualize my mind movie in my head essentially. And then I do not like to be on my phone the first 30 minutes when I wake up. Nope. My It's
my time. It's not my phone's time. It's
not Tik Tok's time. it is my time. And I
always go into the bathroom and I look myself in the face and I'm like, "Today is an amazing day." I always start off with that affirmation. Whether that be when I'm in bed meditating and visualizing my day or when I'm in the mirror and I'm doing a little bit of
mirror work and I'm like, "Today is a amazing day." Always in the present
amazing day." Always in the present tense. It already is. Like I'm not going
tense. It already is. Like I'm not going to. It already is. And then I always
to. It already is. And then I always like to say I am my ultra ego name and I am filled with blessings and today is the best day. The first frequency that
you think about in the day is what's going to loop throughout the rest of the day. So in the morning is incredibly
day. So in the morning is incredibly important. So then I will usually have
important. So then I will usually have like water with lemon or I will make a tea with some lemon in it and some honey. And then I will just lightly move
honey. And then I will just lightly move my body whether that be like stretching for like a couple minutes or sometimes I will sit down and I will meditate another time like an actual classic
meditation for like maybe like 10 15 minutes. I like to do a lot of my own
minutes. I like to do a lot of my own meditations that I make. Um, I do the one in recode a lot in the subconscious glow-up system. Um, I love that one, the
glow-up system. Um, I love that one, the 10-minute one. And I will usually do
10-minute one. And I will usually do that. Sometimes if I have like extra
that. Sometimes if I have like extra time in my day, I will do a longer meditation right off the bat. But
usually I will just do a quicker meditation and I will kind of just like stretch out and just really like become one with my body and feel my body. And
then I like to practice energy protection always. I will create my
protection always. I will create my energetic shield for the day. Then I
always check my transit chart and then sometimes I will morning journal just about my intentions for the day and then I will get ready. So I like to get ready fully every single day. Sometimes this
will be I always go to Pilates every day. Usually it's Pilates or I will do
day. Usually it's Pilates or I will do an at home workout. I like to do Melissa Wood health at home but usually I will go to a Pilates class either traditional reform Pilates or solid core. When I'm
back in Boston, I go to Boston Body Pilates or Solore. Um, and I switch up both based on like what it is I'm feeling, based on my intuition basically. Um, but here I've been going
basically. Um, but here I've been going to a reformer Pilates studio in Milan and I love it. It's so nice. But I go there or I will do an at home workout.
It's depending on if there's a class available in the morning at that time, depending on, you know, my timing. if I
like have to do have a call a meeting during that day like fast like I want to do a fast workout at home. Melissa with
Health is great for that cuz they have like 10-minute ones, they have 15-inute ones. Um so, but I will always work out
ones. Um so, but I will always work out and I move my body every single day no matter what. I work out every single
matter what. I work out every single day. That is a priority to me because I
day. That is a priority to me because I do have a lot of Aries placements in my chart. So, I need to be moving my body
chart. So, I need to be moving my body cuz my body can store energy like it's nobody's business. Also, like what I
nobody's business. Also, like what I love to do is I like to plan my workouts. The workouts that I do is very
workouts. The workouts that I do is very strategic based on my own Mars sign.
Okay? So, I like to do a you know more intense Pilates like solid core because of my Mars in Scorpio because of that intensity. It's like it needs a little
intensity. It's like it needs a little bit of that like heat. I like to do hot yoga. I love the sauna. It needs that
yoga. I love the sauna. It needs that like m you know like I love my like traditional performers Pilates and that like gets my mindset right because it's a lot of breath work and a lot of
mindfulness in the morning but I also like my like I my body needs to move and it needs to move hard and that's because of my Mars sign. So look at your Mars sign if you haven't looked at that in terms of like working out like what's
best for your energy your frequency your body. I also in the morning, every time
body. I also in the morning, every time I'm doing my skincare, washing my face, I do lipnatic drainage on my face, like just with my fingers. It's so easy to have sacking. I always enchant my
have sacking. I always enchant my perfumes, my lip gloss, whatever I'm wearing for the day. But usually I will get ready, like fully get ready before Pilates or after Pilates depending on my
vibe for the day. It just depends. But I
always get ready and I always put on a little bit of something. So I will always like do my brows, like always fill in my brows. I always curl my lashes and I always like put on a lip
product. I will am that girl that does a
product. I will am that girl that does a lip liner and does a lip gloss for Pilates. It just makes me feel better.
Pilates. It just makes me feel better.
It just makes me feel it just makes me feel like that girl. And you know it really does it is a great mood shift. So
get ready every day and then I will go home. I will change and I will always
home. I will change and I will always like change into some cute clothes. Like
even if it's just I'm staying at home all day and like doing work on my computer or filming or whatever it is.
Like I will always make sure that I'm in a cute lounge set or like just a cute little outfit because it makes me feel good. It makes me feel like ready for
good. It makes me feel like ready for the day. So I will always get changed.
the day. So I will always get changed.
And recently I've been going to like this cute little co-working space. It's
like matcha and co-working here in Milan. So I've been going there and like
Milan. So I've been going there and like working on my workbook there or I'll work at my workbook here at the house.
Like I I work from wherever I want to work honestly. Um, that's why like I'm
work honestly. Um, that's why like I'm able to travel so much because I can just do all of my work. I don't like calling it work on my computer. But I
will work on my workbook. I've been
working very very heavily on this project that I'm doing. So I've been having a lot of meetings and you know a lot of extra you know time to allocate
in my day. So, I've been trying to find, you know, the best routine for the entire day to get everything done because I am basically like a double business owner at this point. So, I
really try to stay disciplined and try to stay structured and have that masculine energy while also balancing it with my feminine. That has been a big thing for me. Like, I knew that yes, I'm
starting this new thing right now. But I
do not want to sacrifice that time that I have for myself and I do not want to sacrifice my own feminine energy. And
that has been like a huge just like anchor for me honestly. Like balancing
out your energies is a must. And then I usually like have dinner. I usually make my own dinner. Another question um that I got asked a lot was like what do I
eat? Like how do I you know stay
eat? Like how do I you know stay healthy? I like to eat whole foods. Um I
healthy? I like to eat whole foods. Um I
am a big protein girl so I love my protein. I love making like buffalo
protein. I love making like buffalo chicken cottage cheese dip like in a healthy way just with protein like cottage cheese, buffalo sauce and like ranch packets. I love making like a taco
ranch packets. I love making like a taco bowl at night um with some cottage cheese as well. I'm big cottage cheese fanatic. Um I love making steak even
fanatic. Um I love making steak even though like I am a little bit intolerant for meta bread meat but I still eat it.
Um I like making steak. I love making chicken, salmon, shrimp. Um, I will make pastas every now and then and I will let myself like eat whatever I want. Like I
will obviously I eat whole foods and I eat for my body to fuel my body and my mind and my energy. But if I'm craving a pizza, like I'm going to listen to that
craving. I listen to my intuition and I
craving. I listen to my intuition and I will go get a pizza. And I've been in Milan and literally right below me, you guys will see in my vlog there's a gelato place. Like it's literally in my
gelato place. Like it's literally in my building. So I can walk downstairs, grab
building. So I can walk downstairs, grab gelato, come back up. I've done that quite a few times and it's okay cuz it's all about your mindset too. Like my
metabolism is fast and I trained it to be was and always but I trained it to be because I changed my mindset and I changed my reality. Now another question I got a lot of is can you do a makeup
tutorial, a hair tutorial, show me your skincare routine, your makeup routine, all that stuff. Um and yes, I definitely want to make that for you guys. I had it in a very long time because honestly I
didn't know if that's what like the majority of you guys wanted to see from me. Um, but you know there is also
me. Um, but you know there is also another side of me that loves all that stuff. Like you guys only have really
stuff. Like you guys only have really seen like the side of me that is about astrology and spirituality. But another
really big side of me is I love fashion and I love clothes and I love jewelry and I love makeup. I love skincare. I
love health and wellness. Like I love all of the girly stuff and I love bettering myself. Like I feel like you
bettering myself. Like I feel like you guys know like I I always constantly glow up all the time and glamour magic is a big part of it. But I also love
styling. I love putting things together.
styling. I love putting things together.
I love design. I love aesthetics. I love
curating specific aesthetics. Whether
that be in my home, in my outfits, in the jewelry that I wear, like the outfits that I wear. I am currently like curating and like I just love that and
that is a big big part of me. So I would love to share it with you guys a little bit more. Let me know if that's
bit more. Let me know if that's something you do want to see. But yes, I can make that makeup tutorial. I will
make that skincare video and yes, I will make that hair care video, too. Let's
see what other questions. Um, can you do a beauty supplemental or for clear skin?
I do have a beauty suppl.
What's your favorite crystal right now?
So, right now I've been gravitating a lot towards garnet. Garnet carnelian
rose coats the glow crystals. But I love garnet. I will carry it with me no
garnet. I will carry it with me no matter where I go. Another question is, "What's in your bag? Can you share?"
Okay, I'm going to do this one. And this
one's going to be really real cuz I literally haven't cleaned out my bag. I
switch out my bags all the time. So, let
make up my bag. Pause. All right, let's see what's in my bag. So, this is my vintage 1997 Chanel. She's so cute. It's
just like this lamb skinin. Um, okay.
Let's see. Well, first in here I have my keys. There's like these like old keys
keys. There's like these like old keys that they have in Milan. Um, let's see what else I have. I have a hairbrush.
Keep it with me always. I have my wallet.
I have AirPods.
I have my Invisalign case. That's
something you guys don't know about me.
I've been wearing Invisalign completely straightening my teeth cuz my bottom teeth were like really crooked for a while. Um but I'm almost done with it. I
while. Um but I'm almost done with it. I
have um a road lip tint.
I have a contact which I wear contacts too if you guys didn't know. Um I have a hair tie. This is like from Silk. These
hair tie. This is like from Silk. These
are the best hair ties. I will not use any other ones. Um I have this Kotil hand cream. I have a tie stick.
hand cream. I have a tie stick.
I have some matches.
I have this Nivea lip chapstick. I'm
gonna put some on right now. Actually,
that's I love that stuff. I've been
using this since literally like middle school and I love it. Um I have this portable charger with me. I have this vintage little pill case. How cute. I
keep some of my vitamins in here just in case I forget. I have to restock that actually.
Um I have my hearing aid batteries. That
is actually a fun fact about me that you probably don't know. A lot of people are surprised to know this about me, but I do wear hearing aids and I have had a hearing loss ever since I was a little girl. I was born with the hearing loss.
girl. I was born with the hearing loss.
My right ear is worse than my left. But
when I don't have my hearing aids in, I really cannot hear that well at all.
Like I really can't like I'll show you guys my hearing aids. But yeah, I wear them. They're really tiny. They fit just
them. They're really tiny. They fit just in my ear. You can't really see them like at all. Um, but yeah, I have not
great hearing and I wear hearing aids.
Next thing is I have lots of crystals in here. I'll show you guys in a sec, but I
here. I'll show you guys in a sec, but I have some euros, some coins, and then crystals. What crystals do I have in
crystals. What crystals do I have in here right now? I always have Oh, look at that. I have two of my
garnets. And I also have oh this lip
garnets. And I also have oh this lip liner makeup forever. This is anywhere caffeine. It's so good. I'm wearing that
caffeine. It's so good. I'm wearing that right now actually. I have the Chanel perfume. And then I also have
perfume. And then I also have my rose quartz, my hematite. I have
tiger's eye, another tiger's eye protection. I have black tormolene for
protection. I have black tormolene for energy protection. And then I also have
energy protection. And then I also have my malachite which I got in Sedona which is so strong. It like fits perfectly into my thumb right there. And I think that's it. Oh, and the last thing is I
that's it. Oh, and the last thing is I have this little sticker right here. And
this is actually tuned to a specific frequency for pain. So when you put the sticker on the part of your body that has pain or you just keep it with you, it is going to help with that pain. The
person who used this frequency for me was my boyfriend's mom. So, if you are ever in New Jersey and you need someone
for frequency healing or for um red light therapy or any of that stuff, like any energetic healing, I highly recommend um Kathy Soanti. She's
amazing. But she has the rife machine and she utilizes it. And this is tuned in pain. And I think I had this for a
in pain. And I think I had this for a headache um and it went away immediately. But yeah, that's in my bag.
immediately. But yeah, that's in my bag.
I love showing I love like what's in my bag videos. I used to watch that all the
bag videos. I used to watch that all the time when I was a girl like here on YouTube. I need to put all this stuff
YouTube. I need to put all this stuff back in my bag. But let's see what other questions we have. So, another question is like my hair. Is my hair natural and like a natural color? So, I actually
just got it done recently, but no, it's not naturally this color. It's a little lighter of a brown. Um, but I do dye it black. Basically what I ask her, I got a
black. Basically what I ask her, I got a couple questions about this, but I go to the hair salon and I just ask for the blackest black, soft black that is not blue black and I get that done and I just get a gloss with it too and a
little haircut. What are your glow up
little haircut. What are your glow up tips? So obviously I have a lot of glow
tips? So obviously I have a lot of glow up tips, but glamour magic is a big one.
Get into that. Get into glowing up from your subconscious. I have many videos on
your subconscious. I have many videos on glamour magic, but you guys know how I feel about glamour magic. Another
question is, what's your favorite color?
Can you guys guess? It's red. Obviously,
it's red. I love red. I love red. Like,
I love a deep red. Red is just It's definitely because of my Scorpio rising, Lilith in Scorpio, and Venus, Aries. Red
is my color, and it will forever be my color. I love red. I also love to look
color. I love red. I also love to look at green. Green had been my favorite
at green. Green had been my favorite color since I was a little girl. Like a
forest green. I love nature. Um, and I love being in the woods. So, green has always been like that. What's a fun fact about you? Um, a fun fact about me, it's
about you? Um, a fun fact about me, it's kind of what we just talked about, like being in the woods. I grew up going camping all the time. So, even though I'm this girl that like I feel like you
look at me like people would not guess that I love to go camping like in a tent on the ground, like sleeping on the ground and like making marshmallows and s'mores and waking up and like just camping and just being in in nature.
Like I I love that. I grew up fly fishing and camping with my dad. So, you
know, being in nature and hiking, I love to do all that. I have many, many different sides to me. What is your favorite way to regulate your nervous system? Being in nature. Being in
system? Being in nature. Being in
nature, hugging a tree, grounding yourself, taking off your shoes and socks, and planting your feet in the soil on the earth. That is the best way to regulate your nervous system in my opinion. I love to hug a tree. I love to
opinion. I love to hug a tree. I love to speak to trees. Um, I love somatic shaking. My favorite is when I plant
shaking. My favorite is when I plant your feet on the ground. You can do this outside. Best you do outside. You can
outside. Best you do outside. You can
also do this inside, too. You shake your hips. You move in a figure eight and you
hips. You move in a figure eight and you just literally just shake your body aggressively. And this is like releasing
aggressively. And this is like releasing any stored energy. Also, just moving your body like whether that be through stretching, through Pilates, through going to the gym, working out, just
moving your body is a great way to regulate nervous system as well as like spiritual practices like meditation, um journaling, visualization. Another
journaling, visualization. Another question, what's my absolute dream day?
Okay, so I feel like I have two dream days. The first dream day would be
days. The first dream day would be traveling, like just traveling somewhere fun and like exploring. Um, and when I travel, I like to travel. I like to like see new things and obviously I love like
the luxury hotels and stuff like that, but I also love to like experience the culture and truly immerse myself in the c culture and like really truly
experience a new life and a new way of living. So, I would have to say like my
living. So, I would have to say like my first option for a dream day would be to travel. My second dream day is
travel. My second dream day is definitely me being alone. Um, I love my alone time cuz I was my time to recharge, but it would have to be, okay,
my dream day. I would wake up on a Sunday morning, sleep in a little bit. I
would have my cat Chandler with me on the side. It'd be a rainy day. I know, a
the side. It'd be a rainy day. I know, a rainy day. Dream day. A rainy day. I
rainy day. Dream day. A rainy day. I
would make my cup of tea. I would
meditate. I would journal. I would, you know, play around with my crystals.
Maybe do some incense work. Maybe do
some glamour magic and just like lounge in my silk PJs, take a shower, do my skincare, do a face mask. Maybe I'll go out of the house and get a massage or
get a facial or something. Or maybe I'll go to the spa and like do a sauna cold plunge circuit type of vibe. Do the
steam bath, do the steam room. Um, I
would come home. I would do red light therapy. I would get in my PJs and my
therapy. I would get in my PJs and my robe and I would watch like a nice movie. I would listen to subliminals,
movie. I would listen to subliminals, high vibrational frequencies. I would
just hang out with my cat and I would just recharge my energy and be home with a nice good book to end the day. That is
my absolute dream day. Now, another big question I got um was what are my favorite books and what books changed me the most? Were top five book
the most? Were top five book recommendations, favorite astrology books. Um, I have so many
books. Um, I have so many recommendations and I've made different Tik Tok videos on this too. Um, you guys can look at that. It's on my Tik Tok page. But I also have um a lot of my
page. But I also have um a lot of my like beginner friendly books. Um, if you guys want me to make a whole another video like going through each book beginner friendly to more advanced on every topic, astrology, universal laws,
quantum physics, all that stuff. I I can totally do it. Let me know if you want that. Um, but I do have on my Amazon
that. Um, but I do have on my Amazon storefront. I'll link it below. a lot of
storefront. I'll link it below. a lot of my favorite books, like beginner friendly books, everything about every topic, like mindset, absolutely everything, the moon, astrology, everything. So, I will link that down
everything. So, I will link that down below for you guys. Another question I got was, "Please give a tour of your crystals." And oh my gosh, I need to do
crystals." And oh my gosh, I need to do this for you guys when I'm back home in Boston. So, I will do it soon when I'm
Boston. So, I will do it soon when I'm back home, but I have a little meditation corner corner. It's called my meditation and spiritual corner where I keep the majority of my crystals and all
of my spiritual tools. And I have my little altar, my meditation pillow, and it's literally my favorite corner of my room. Like it is my corner. It is my
room. Like it is my corner. It is my place to go. Like you I need to show it to you guys cuz I don't know why I h haven't showed it to you guys before, but it's it's everything to me. So I
will show that to you next. I promise
you like that. What are your hobbies?
Like what do you like to do for fun and relax? I love to read. I also love to
relax? I love to read. I also love to like graphic design and any like creative work just like gets my juices flowing like my creative mind. Um I love
fashion and I love makeup and skincare and wellness. Um I love love love
and wellness. Um I love love love jewelry. I love aesthetics like I I love
jewelry. I love aesthetics like I I love to just like be on Pinterest and like visualize like everything. I love
meditation obviously like mirror work. I
also love Pilates. I love going for walks, especially in the woods. Um, but
I love to be in nature. Another question
I got was, "What made you start doing your workbooks and your meditation?" So,
I actually started making my workbooks for myself. Like, that's how I started
for myself. Like, that's how I started doing it just to have like some sort of organization. I'm a Virgo mid heaven by
organization. I'm a Virgo mid heaven by the way, but just for some organization for myself for every new moon, new moon, and full moons. Honestly, I still do my workbooks all every single new moon and
full moon usually by myself. I'd make
them for myself, but also you guys, you know, in speaking with you guys and stuff, like you wanted something to help you and to guide you in a way that, you know, was kind of just like all laid out
for you and that would help you based on your own birth chart. So, I really feel like what I'm doing with the workbooks, it I know that it is helping you guys and I, you know, it inspires me to keep on doing it because I don't think
there's anything really like it that is so specific to your own birth chart and it kind of just gives you everything you need. You know, it gives you every
need. You know, it gives you every single possible way that you could work with the current energies in order to better yourself and better your life and work with whatever energy is coming your way during that new moon and full moon.
And the meditations have been so so rewarding. I do my meditations as well.
rewarding. I do my meditations as well.
Um, someone asked me like, "What's the process of making your workbooks and meditations?" And what do you do
meditations?" And what do you do beforehand before you do that? So, every
single time I record a meditation, I make sure that my energy is completely cleared and everything that I'm pouring into that meditation or the workbook to
everything that I do is coming from a state of like me pouring only positive energy. me pouring the best energy ever
energy. me pouring the best energy ever into that meditation. So, I meditate before I do meditations, before I do the workbook to make sure my energy is clear
and then I can pour my heart, my soul, and everything that I have into that.
And yes, that is honestly like it does consume a lot of my energy, but that's why I always need to replenish my energy all the time. But I I love to do it for you guys, and it fills my cup to be able
to do that for you guys. I love it.
Okay, I think I answered a lot of questions today. And I hope you were
questions today. And I hope you were able to feel like you know me a little bit better. Um, and if there's any other
bit better. Um, and if there's any other questions that you have for me that you'd like to know about me, I would love to answer. Um, but I love you guys so so much. And I guess the last
question and answer is what advice would you give to anyone starting their own journey? So start where you are. Start
journey? So start where you are. Start
with what you have. Don't wait to feel ready. The universe doesn't require
ready. The universe doesn't require perfection. It only requires
perfection. It only requires willingness. And just know from like if
willingness. And just know from like if my story shows you anything that any pain, anything that you've been through can be turned into power and can be turned into something. It's alchemy. I
would say to start with learning about alchemy first and start with your shadow work and healing because it's very hard
to call in something new if you have all of this space and stagnant energy within you that needs to be cleared out. It
needs to be healed. And you know a big part of like a spiritual awakening is you know facing the dark stuff and facing the muddy stuff. And sometimes
it's not as easy as people make it seem like spiritual awakening so love and light and like yes it is love and light.
Of course it is. But it's also facing the deepest darkest parts of yourself.
And that is something that you're going to have to feel okay with and face and know that once you do face it, you are
going to experience the life that you were meant to live. And I also want to say that I a thousand gajillion percent
believe in you with my entire entire being. I am so proud of you. I
entire being. I am so proud of you. I
love you so much and I am so grateful for you and I know this video has been so long and I don't expect everyone to listen to out throughout the whole video. This has just been kind of me
video. This has just been kind of me yapping and answering questions about myself. But if you did make it this far
myself. But if you did make it this far into the video, let me know and comment a 44 for4. I love you guys so much. And
a lot of people ask me too like what does 444 mean to me? It is one of my favorite angel numbers. So is 111. I
have it tattooed. I want 444 tattooed too. Um but I don't know where or
too. Um but I don't know where or anything like that. But 444 is protection. And it is also an angel
protection. And it is also an angel number that every time you see it, you know that it's like a it's a breath, right? It's your angels are there
right? It's your angels are there protecting you, watching over you. You
are here right now. You are safe. You
are okay. It's a sign from God, from the universe, from whatever you believe in that you are okay. That you are safe.
And I also like to include 44 in all my profile pictures and everything like that because I want everybody who enters my space to be protected. And I also use
it as a form of protection for myself, too. and just kind of like having this
too. and just kind of like having this aura of love and gratitude for our community and in our community. That's
what I want the energy to feel like to feel like love in like a safe space. So
4 for4 just kind of encompasses all that. It's also like you know your
that. It's also like you know your emotional world like the fourth house in astrology. So, it's like feeling at home
astrology. So, it's like feeling at home and feeling like you're a little kid and you're just safe and you are always protected and every time you see it, it's just a confirmation that you're meant to be here and everything is
working out. Like, no matter what,
working out. Like, no matter what, you're good. So, I love you guys so so
you're good. So, I love you guys so so so much and I am so excited to share with you what I've been working on in Milan. I cannot wait to tell you and
Milan. I cannot wait to tell you and share everything. Um, but let's keep
share everything. Um, but let's keep evolving together and I love you so much and I will see you in the next one.
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