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By Heaven Hazy
Summary
Topics Covered
- No Promises Liberates Moments
- Past Trauma Blocks New Love
- Soft Waves Transform Deeply
- Self-Love Conquers Brokenness
- Real Love Still Fails
Full Transcript
[Music] You came into my broken world. Quiet
like a breeze. Didn't hear you knock, just slipped in with such ease.
[Music] Saw the cracks inside my walls. Never
forced to make them stop. Waited while I wrestle with the pain I couldn't drop.
Now I'm standing in your sunlight, [Music] learning how to brea again.
And I know I'm damaged good, but you make me feel like I'm understood.
Maybe I could trust this feeling.
[Music] One side safe and one side safe. When
you hold me in the dark, one side safe and one side safe, but I'm still protecting my heart. You make me feel like I could stay, but fear keeps
pulling me away. One side I say safe from one side say with you.
[Music] You never push me for the answer that I'm not ready yet to give. You let me take it slow and steady.
Teaching me a way to live without the constant fear of falling. Without the
weight of letting down. You make me feel like I'm worth saving. When I'm lost, I can be found. And I know I'm damaged.
Good.
But you make me feel like I'm understood.
Maybe I could trust this feeling.
Once I say, once I say when you hold me in the dark. Once I say, once I say, but I'm still protecting my heart. You make
me feel like I could stay. But fear
keeps pulling me away. Once I say once I say with you. I'm half open, half closed.
with you. I'm half open, half closed.
Scared to let it show.
Walls around my heart. Still don't want to let you know.
But you're patient in the silence, waiting by my side. Maybe safe is in your arms where I don't have to hide. I
want to give you all of me, but half is all I know to show.
I want to tear these walls down, but I'm scared of letting go.
[Music] You say you'll wait until I'm ready.
You say you'll help me heal these scars.
Maybe love don't have to hurt me.
Maybe safe is where you are.
[Music] One side safe and one side safe when you hold me in the dark. One side safe and one side safe. But I'm still protecting
my heart. You make me feel like I could
my heart. You make me feel like I could stay. But fear keeps pulling me away.
stay. But fear keeps pulling me away.
One side safe and one side safe.
One side safe and one side safe. When
you hold me in the dark. One side safe and one side safe. But I'm learning to trust my heart. You make me feel like I
could stay. And maybe love will find a
could stay. And maybe love will find a way. One side safe and one side safe
way. One side safe and one side safe with you.
Yeah.
Better you could.
City lights are dancing on your skin.
I don't want to think about tomorrow.
All I need is feeling you breathing.
Let me steal this moment. Let me borrow.
Time stands still when you're this close to me. I don't need to know what we will
to me. I don't need to know what we will be.
Don't talk about forever. Don't make it complicated.
Just hold me like you mean it.
No promises, just now. No future's just this moment.
Somehow [Music] your heartbeat next to mine is all I need to feel alive. No promises
just now. Let the world fade out.
[Music] [Applause] No promises just now.
with you.
[Music] Street lights painting shadows on the wall while you're tracing patterns on my
chest.
I don't need to understand it all. This
is better than the rest.
Every breath you take is like a prayer.
I just want to keep you lying there.
Don't talk about forever. Don't make it complicated. Just hold me like you mean
complicated. Just hold me like you mean it.
No promises, just now. No future, just this moment.
Somehow your heart be next to mine is all I need to feel alive. No promises
just now. Let the world fade out.
Oh, no promises just now.
with you.
Maybe we're not meant to last. Maybe
this will be the past. But right now, you're in my arms and that's enough for me.
Maybe love don't need a plan. Maybe we
should just take it as it comes.
[Music] as it comes.
[Music] No promises just now. No future's just this moment somehow.
Your heartbeat next to mine is all I need to feel alive. No promises
just now. Let the world fade out.
No promises just now.
[Music] With you [Music] with you.
You just now.
[Music] No promises. just now
No promises. just now with you.
[Music] [Applause] [Music]
Tuesday afternoon, the wind was calling through the balcony doors you used to close.
Coffee getting cold on the table where your laughter used to flow.
I didn't notice when you were here how the silence felt so strange. Now every
ordinary moment shows me everything has changed. Left on the balcony with
changed. Left on the balcony with nothing but the breeze. Trying to
remember how it felt when you were here with me. Every little moment now carries
with me. Every little moment now carries all the weight of knowing you're not coming back. I'm left here on the
coming back. I'm left here on the balcony. Left here on the balcony.
balcony. Left here on the balcony.
[Music] The city sounds the same as always,
but they echo differently now.
Your empty chair beside me.
Makes me wonder why and how such simple things could cut so deep when they used to feel so light. Now the
afternoon sun burns a little too bright.
Left on the balcony with nothing but the breeze.
Trying to remember how it felt when you were here me.
Every little moment now carries all the weight of knowing you're not coming back. I'm left here on the balcony. Left
back. I'm left here on the balcony. Left
here on the balcony.
[Music] I used to take for granted the way you'd steal my sweater. how you'd point at
strangers and make up stories about their lives together. Now I'm looking at the street below. But all I see is empty
space where your voice used to paint the world in colors I can't replace. Left on
the balcony. Nothing but the breeze.
Trying to remember how it felt when you were here with me. Every little moment now carries all the weight of knowing
you're not coming back. I left here on the balcony.
Left on the balcony with nothing but the breeze.
Trying to remember how it felt when you were here with me.
Every little moment now carries all the weight of knowing you're not coming back. I'm left here on the balcony. Left
back. I'm left here on the balcony. Left
here on the balcony.
Left here on the balcony where the afternoon gets cold. Left here
on the balcony [Music] with stories left untold.
left you on the balcony.
[Music] Shadows in my chest I could never explain.
Running from the echoes, hiding from the pain.
Before your touch, before your name, I was trembling alone. Nothing was the same.
[Music] I never told you why I pulled away when you reached out to hold me close.
There's something broken deep inside my chest. A story that nobody knows. I
chest. A story that nobody knows. I
learned to run before I learned to stay from someone who let me go.
And I know it's not fair to make you pay for what she did.
But I swear I was trembling long before you came along.
fighting battles that I thought I'd already won. Every time you say you love
already won. Every time you say you love me, something's wrong. Cuz I'm still
trembling from before.
Still trembling from before.
She promised me forever and a day, then vanished like the morning. So when you whisper softly in my ear, I'm terrified of nights like this. I want to trust the
words you're saying now, but fear is all I know somehow.
[Music] And I know it's not fair to make you pay for what she did.
But I swear I was traveling long before you came along.
Fighting battles that I thought I'd already won. Every time you say you love
already won. Every time you say you love me, something's wrong. Cuz I'm still
trembling from before.
Still trembling from before.
I want to give you everything you need, but my heart's a wounded thing. Tell me
how to love without the fear of losing everything. I want to be the man you see
everything. I want to be the man you see in me.
But I'm still learning how to breathe.
I was trembling long before you came along.
Fighting battles that I thought I'd already won. Every time you say you love
already won. Every time you say you love me, something's wrong. Cuz I'm still
trembling from before.
I was trembling. Before you came along, fighting battles that I thought I'd
already won. Every time you say you love
already won. Every time you say you love me, something's wrong. Cuz I'm still
trembling from before.
Still trembling from before.
I'm still trembling from before.
I'm still trembling from before.
[Music] Tell me why I'm standing while you walk away so clean.
[Music] Bearing all the damage from the love we built between.
[Music] You were there beside me when we crossed that sacred line.
Why am I the only one who's breaking down tonight?
When you held me just as close when you said you'd hold me tight. Why
am I the villain in your story that you write?
It was not just me.
It was not just me.
[Music] Last September evening, you were whispering my name.
[Music] Now I'm less believing that I'm carrying all the blame.
[Music] But your heart was beating just as fast as mine that day.
[Music] I am the only one who's breaking down tonight.
When you held me just as close when you said you'd hold me tight by another villain in your story that you
write.
It was not just me.
It was not just me.
[Music] The truth inside your silence shows the lies you choose to tell. I gave you all
my kindness while you built your distant shell. This guilt you want to give me, I
shell. This guilt you want to give me, I refuse to take along.
[Music] I am the only one who's breaking down tonight.
When you held me just as close when you said you'd hold me tight. Why?
Another villain in your story that you write.
It was not just me.
It was not just me.
It was not just me.
It was not just me.
[Music]
I tell myself I'm over you every morning when I wake.
[Music] But your name keeps rolling off my tongue. Like a habit I can't break.
tongue. Like a habit I can't break.
I practice saying I'm fine in the mirror on the wall. But the echo of your name makes a liar of us all.
I say I don't miss you, but your name's still on my lips.
Your echo name. Your echo name dancing through my fingertips. I say I don't need you, but I'm calling out for more.
Your echo name. Your echo name.
bouncing off these bedroom walls.
[Music] I deleted all your pictures, but I kept the way you laugh.
Now it haunts me in the silence like a ghost I can't get past.
I convince my friends I'm moving on.
Tell them stories they want to hear. But
when they leave and I'm alone, your name is crystal clear. I say I don't miss you, but your name's still on my lips.
Your echo name. Your echo name. Dancing
through my fingertips. I say I don't need you, but I'm calling out for more.
Your echo name. Your echo name bouncing off these bedroom walls.
[Music] Why does your name taste like honey when I swear I want it gone?
Why does it sound like music when I know this feeling's wrong?
I keep saying I'm forgetting, but my heart knows I'm pretending. Your name's
the only song. My broken heart keeps singing. I say I don't miss you, but
singing. I say I don't miss you, but your name's still on my lips.
Your echo name. Your echo name. Dancing
through my fingertips. I say I don't need you, but I'm calling out for more.
Your echo name. Your echo name bouncing off these bedroom walls.
Your echo name. Your echo name.
It's all that I can call.
Your echo name. Your echo name. Bouncing
off these bedroom walls.
[Music] Golden hour, shadows fall. Still I'm
waiting here alone. Hoping you might turn the corner, find your way back home. Summer breeze feels like magic,
home. Summer breeze feels like magic, but it cuts without your near. Crowds
are moving all around me, but your face won't appear.
Summer evening feels like magic in the air, but it's empty without you standing there. All these people passing by, but
there. All these people passing by, but none are you.
Tell me what I'm supposed to do.
I know we said goodbye, but I can't let this die. Not tonight.
this die. Not tonight.
Give me a sunset second chance to hold you in this fading light.
Give me a sunset second chance to make it right.
We'll make it right. The sky is burning golden red.
Like all the words we never said.
Give me a sunset second chance.
Before the night takes you away.
[Music]
Every summer evening takes me back to when you were laughing in my arms. I thought back then we would watch a thousand sunset side by side. Now I'm
here alone tonight. Maybe you're
thinking of me somewhere, too. Maybe you
can feel the way I'm missing you. If you
listen to your heart the way I am, maybe you'll understand.
I know we said goodbye, but I can't let this die. Not tonight.
this die. Not tonight.
Give me your sunset second chance to hold you in this fading light.
Give me a sunset second chance.
To make it right.
To make it right. The sky is burning golden red
like all the words we never said.
Give me a sunset second chance before the night takes you away.
I don't need forever promises. I don't
need you to stay for good. Just give me this moment the way you said you would.
When you told me that you love me in the summer of last year. If there's any chance you mean it, please just meet me
here.
Give me a sunset second chance to hold you in this fading light.
Give me a sunset second chance to make it right.
To make it right. The sky is burning golden red.
Like all the words we never said.
[Music] Give me a sunset second chance before the night takes you away.
Before the night takes you away.
Give me a sunset second chance before the night takes you away.
[Music] Oh, [Music] I keep searching for the reason why you
left me in the dark. Told myself a thousand stories just to cover up the scar. If it was real, you'd be here. But
scar. If it was real, you'd be here. But
that's not what I see. So I'm rapping to the silence just convincing me. I keep
telling myself it wasn't meant to be.
that real love would have found a way to stay. I keep writing stories in my head
stay. I keep writing stories in my head about how you never really felt the same. Maybe I imagined all the
same. Maybe I imagined all the chemistry. Maybe I just saw what I
chemistry. Maybe I just saw what I wanted to see.
If it was real love, you'd be here with me.
[Music] That's what I tell myself to sleep.
[Music] I'm rewriting history, making sense of you and me.
If it was real, if it was real, you wouldn't have walked away so easily.
If it was real, if it was real, you would have fought for you and me.
So, I'll convince myself that what we had was just pretend. Cuz real love doesn't break. Real love doesn't bend.
doesn't break. Real love doesn't bend.
If it was real, if it was real, you'd still be here with me.
I keep analyzing every word you said, looking for the signs. I should have known that you were never really all the way inside. The love that I was calling
way inside. The love that I was calling home. Maybe all the promises you made to
home. Maybe all the promises you made to me were just things you thought I wanted to hear.
If it was real love, you wouldn't disappear.
[Music] That's how I dry these tears.
I'm rewriting history, making sense of you and me.
If it was real, if it was real, you wouldn't have walked away so easily.
If it was real, if it was real, you would have fall for you and me.
So, I'll convince myself that what we had was just pretend. Cuz real love doesn't break. Real love doesn't bend.
doesn't break. Real love doesn't bend.
If it was real, if it was real, you'd still be here with me.
[Music] But deep down I know the truth that love can be real and still not last.
[Music] But hearts can be true and still be trapped in the past.
[Music] Maybe real love isn't perfect. Maybe
real love can still fail. Maybe I'm just scared to admit that we were real, but we couldn't sell.
But if it was real, if it was real, why did you walk away so easily?
If it was real, if it was real, why didn't you fight for you and me?
I'll keep telling myself that what we had was just pretend. Cuz it hurts too much to think that real love has an end.
If it was real.
If it was real.
If it was real.
[Music] If it was real, you'd still be here with me.
[Music] If it was real, you still be here.
If it was real, you'd still be here with me.
[Music] [Music] I keep telling myself that you're gone, but your sense still lingers on my
sheet.
[Music] Every morning I wake up alone, but I feel your warmth where you used to
sleep.
I'm denying what I know is true.
That I'm still waiting here for you.
But I can't let you go. Though you're
not coming home, I need you to know.
I'm drowning in these warm leftovers of your love. The pieces that you left behind still aren't enough. I'm lying to
myself, but I can't give you up. These
warm leftovers.
Warm leftovers of what we used to be.
They're killing me.
[Music] I keep your picture by my bedside.
Though I tell my friends I'm moving on.
But the truth is, every lonely night, I'm still hoping that you'll prove me wrong.
I'm pretending that I'm feeling fine.
When you're running circles through my mind, but I can't let you go. Though you're
not coming home, I need you to know.
I'm drowning in these warm leftovers of your love. The pieces that you left behind still aren't enough. I'm lying to
myself. But I can't give you up. These
myself. But I can't give you up. These
warm leftovers.
Warm leftovers of what we used to be.
They're killing me.
[Music] I should throw away your sweater, but it smells like better times. I should
delete all your letters, but they help me sleep at night.
I know I should surrender, but these memories feel so right. So
right.
I'm drowning in these warm leftovers of your love. The pieces that you left behind still aren't enough. I'm lying to
myself, but I can't give you up. These
warm leftovers.
one left over. I'm drowning in these warm leftovers of your love. The pieces that you left
behind still aren't enough. I'm lying to myself, but I can't give you up. These
warm leftovers, warm leftovers of what we used to be.
They're killing me.
They're killing me.
They're killing me.
[Music] [Music] Soft waves rolling in slow. Heartbeat
rhythm. We ride the flow. No rush, no push, just vibe tonight. Catch that
wave. We're feeling right.
You didn't come like thunder in the night.
You came like morning mist upon the shore.
So gentle that I barely felt you there until you washed away what came before.
[Music] You never made me choose between the pain and all the love you had to give.
You let me heal in your quiet rain.
taught me a different way to live.
Like soft waves, soft waves. You came
into my life so slow. Like soft waves.
The deepest kind of love I know. You
never rush. You never push.
You just stay until I unerstood the software.
Soft waves can change everything for good.
[Music] I used to think that love was supposed to burn
like fire racing through my veins.
But you show me how the ocean learns to call the rocks for generations.
[Music] Now every memory of your touch feels like water on my skin.
You gave me everything and yet so much.
Without the noise, without the d.
Like soft waves. Soft waves. You came
into my life so slow. Like soft waves.
The deepest kind of love I know. You
never rushed. You never pushed.
You just stayed until I unerstood.
That soft wave, soft waves could change everything for good.
[Music] Some love crashes like the storm. Some
love fades away. But you're the tide that keeps me warm. Even when you're far away, I can feel you in the rhythm of my
heart when I'm alone. Every breath,
every pulse, every beat, you're in my bones. Like soft waves. Soft waves. You
bones. Like soft waves. Soft waves. You
came into my life so slow. Like soft
waves. The deepest kind of love I know.
You never rushed. You never push.
You just stayed until I understood that soft waves, soft waves can change everything for good.
[Music] Soft waves. Soft waves. Still feeling
Soft waves. Soft waves. Still feeling
you now.
Soft waves. Soft waves. You change me somehow.
[Music] Software.
Ooh.
[Music]
I take the same old path we used to walk when autumn leaves were falling on the ground.
[Music] Your laughter echoes in the empty space.
But you're nowhere to be found.
The street lights flicker just the way they did when you would take my hand.
Now I'm walking through these memories trying to understand.
On this heing walk, I remember how you stopped to smell the flowers by the fence.
On this evening walk, I surrender to the ghost of what we had and what we meant.
Every step I take feels heavier.
Every breath reminds me you're not here on this even walk.
Even walk with all these tears I've learned to bear.
[Music] The old oak tree still stands beside the lake where we carved our initials in the
park.
I trace the letters with my fingertip, but they don't heal the dark.
[Music] The wind still whispers secrets through the leaves like it did when you were mine.
Now I'm walking through these memories, leaving footprints in time.
On this evening walk, I remember how you'd stop to smell the flowers by the fence.
On this evening walk, I surrender to the ghost of what we had and what we meant.
Every step I take feels heavier.
Every breath reminds me you're not here on this evening walk. Feeling warm with
all these tears I've learned to bear.
Maybe someday I'll need to come here.
Maybe someday I'll find a different road.
But tonight I need to feel you near me.
Even if it's just the love we used to know.
Even if it hurts to let it go.
On this evening walk, I remember how you'd stop to smell the flowers by the fence.
On this evening walk, I surrender to the ghost of what we had and what we meant.
Every step I take feels light. And now
every breath reminds me I'm still here on this even more.
even walk. I'm learning how to disappear into the evening wall.
into the evening wall.
Where memories fade, but love remains
on the evening wall.
[Music] [Music]
Lightning in the sky. I was always running scared. Thunder in my chest.
running scared. Thunder in my chest.
Every echo filled with fear. But then
you came along like a calm I never knew.
Now the storm don't break me cuz it brought me here to you. I used to run from every lightning strike. I used to hide when thunder shook the ground. But
here with you I found a different light.
A peace that can't be found. When the
whole world is spinning out of control and everything I know is falling down.
You're the stillness in my restless soul. You're the cal I finally
soul. You're the cal I finally found. You're my calm in the storm
found. You're my calm in the storm when everything's breaking around me.
You're my calm in the storm.
Your love is the shelter that found me.
When the rain keeps falling, when the wind keeps calling me away.
You're my cal.
You make me want to stay.
[Music] I never knew that love could feel like home.
I never knew that hearts could beat this slow. But when you hold me, I'm no
slow. But when you hold me, I'm no longer alone.
You're all I need to know.
Every worry fades into the dark. Every
fear becomes a whispered prayer. You're
the light I got into your heart. You're
the answer everywhere.
You're my calm in the stor when everything's breaking around me.
You're my calm in the stor.
Your love is the shelter that found me.
[Music] And the rain keeps falling. And the wind keeps calling me away.
I come in a storm.
You make me want to stay.
[Music] Let the thunder roar above us.
Let the world come crashing down.
As long as you're here beside me, I will never make a sound.
I will rest here in your arms now. I
will let you be my ground.
You're my cal when everything's breaking around me.
You're my cal.
Your love is the shelter found me.
When the rain keeps falling and the wind keeps calling me away.
You're my coming to star.
You make me want to stay.
You make me want to stay in the cold.
You make me want to stay here in your arms. in the stone.
[Music] [Music]
Thought I washed you out. Erased you
from my skin. Scrub the taste away, but it's burning deep within.
Close my eyes at night and your vision's still alive. Like you never really left.
still alive. Like you never really left.
Still circling my mind. Told myself I'm moving forward. Told myself I'm fine,
moving forward. Told myself I'm fine, but your shadows on my back pulling me through time. Every step I take, you're
through time. Every step I take, you're the echo that I find. Still I'm running in your circles, trapped inside the
lines. I try to,
lines. I try to, [Music] but you so right through. I'm soaked in
you.
Soaked in you.
Every part of me is wet with what we used to do. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
No matter how I try, I can't get over you.
Dripping from my fingertips, flowing from my lips. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
I can't escape the way you feel.
I deleted all your pictures from my phone screen. I threw away the clothes
phone screen. I threw away the clothes that smell like your perfume. But you're
embedded in my soul like nicotine.
You're the ghost that haunts my empty room. I told everyone I'm better off
room. I told everyone I'm better off without you. I told everyone that I
without you. I told everyone that I don't miss your touch, but the truth is I'm still dreaming about you and I need you way too much. I try to try,
[Music] but you soak right through. I'm soaked
in you.
Soaked in you.
Every part of me is wet with what we used to do. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
No matter how I try, I can't get over you.
Dripping from my fingertips, flowing from my lips. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
I can't escape the way you feel.
[Music] Like water in my veins, you run through everything.
Like rain upon my skin. You're
underneath. You're underneath. I can't
wash you clean. You're part of me.
You're part of me.
I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
Every part of me is wet with what we used to do. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
No matter how I try, I can't get over you.
Dripping from my fingertips, flowing from my lips. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
I can't escape the way you feel.
Soaked in you.
I can't escape.
Soaked in you.
What's real?
Soaked in you.
[Music] I used to break it. Every little thing.
Lose myself inside somebody's dream.
[Music] Thought I had to fall just to feel alive.
[Music] Didn't know the strength was always deep inside.
Not wrong about love. Just learning to see that I don't need another soul to carry me
through the fire. I was fully refined.
Now I'm softer but stronger in time.
[Music] I found a part of me I thought I'd never see. Still with me.
see. Still with me.
Still with me.
Echoes of the past now they set me free.
Still with me.
Still with me.
Learning how to love myself so easily.
I don't need saving anymore. I'm not
broken at the core. Still with me.
Still with me.
I'm everything I'm meant to be.
[Music] I don't have the pieces I've tried to erase.
Every scar has its own quiet grace.
Now I dance alone under silver skies.
No more fear of saying my own name out loud.
I'm painting walls with the colors I choose.
Building life in a rhythm I can't lose.
Every moment feels like it's enough. I'm
falling deeper into my own love.
I found a part of me I thought I'd never see. Still with me.
see. Still with me.
Still with me.
Echoes of the past now they set me free.
Still with me.
Still with me.
Learning how to love myself so easily.
I don't need saving anymore. I'm not
broken at the core. Still with me.
Still with me.
I'm everything I'm meant to be. Every
step that I take, I'm a little more whole. Every word that I write is a
whole. Every word that I write is a piece of my soul. I was searching for a light, but the light was me. Now I'm
shining in the dark. Finally, I see. No
chains, no weight. I define my pace.
Every loss that I live gave my heart its place. Still with me. Still with me. I
place. Still with me. Still with me. I
don't have to hide. Love the person I become. And I say it with pride. Still
become. And I say it with pride. Still
with me.
Still with me.
Echoes of the past, now they set me free.
Still with me.
Still with me.
Learning how to love myself so easily.
I don't need saving anymore. I'm not
broken at the core. Still with me.
Still with me.
I'm everything.
I'm meant to be still with me.
Still with me.
Every scars a meloy.
Still with me.
Still with me.
[Music]
Finally free.
[Music] You came into my broken world. Quiet
like a breeze. Didn't hear you knock.
Just slipped in with such ease.
[Music] Saw the cracks inside my walls. Never
forced to make them stop. Waited while I wrestle with the pain I couldn't drop.
Now I'm standing in your sunlight [Music] learning how to breathe again.
And I know I'm damaged goods, but you make me feel like I'm understood.
Maybe I could trust this feeling.
[Music] One side safe and one side safe. When
you hold me in the dark, one side safe and one side safe, but I'm still protecting my heart. You make me feel like I could stay, but fear keeps
pulling me away. One side and one side safe with you.
[Music] You never push me for the answer that I'm not ready yet to give. You let me take it slow and steady.
Teaching me a way to live without the constant fear of falling without the weight of letting down. You make me feel like I'm worth saving. When I'm lost, I
can be found. And I know I'm damaged good, but you make me feel like I'm understood.
Maybe I could trust this feeling.
Once I say once I say when you hold me in the dark. Once I say once I say but I'm still protecting my heart. You make
me feel like I could stay. But fear
keeps pulling me away. Once I say, for once I say with you, I'm half open, half closed.
Scared to let it show.
Walls around my heart. Still don't want to let you know.
But you're patient in the silence, waiting by my side. Maybe safe is in your arms where I don't have to hide. I
want to give you all of me, but half is all I know to show.
I want to tear these walls down, but I'm scared of letting go.
[Music] You say you'll wait until I'm ready.
You say you'll help me heal these scars.
Maybe love don't have to hurt me.
Maybe safe is where you are.
[Music] One side safe and one side safe. When
you hold me in the dark, one side safe and one side safe, but I'm still protecting my heart. You make me feel like I could stay, but fear keeps
pulling me away. One side safe and one side safe.
One side safe and one side safe when you hold me in the dark. One side safe and one side safe. But I'm learning to trust
my heart. You make me feel like I could
my heart. You make me feel like I could stay. And maybe love will find a way.
stay. And maybe love will find a way.
One side safe and one side safe.
with you.
[Music] It ain't gone. You better
city lights are dancing on your skin.
I don't want to think about tomorrow.
All I need is feeling you breathing.
Let me steal this moment. Let me borrow.
Time stands still when you're this close to me. I don't need to know what we will
to me. I don't need to know what we will be.
Don't talk about forever. Don't make it complicated.
Just hold me like you mean it.
No promises just now. No future's just this moment.
Somehow [Music] your heartbeat next to mine is all I need to feel alive. No promises
just now. Let the world fade out.
[Music] [Applause] No promises just now with you.
[Music] Street lights painting shadows on the wall while you're tracing patterns on my
chest.
I don't need to understand it all. This
is better than the rest.
Every breath you take is like a prayer.
I just want to keep you lying there.
Don't talk about forever. Don't make it complicated.
Just hold me like you mean it.
No promises just now. No fuses, just this moment.
Somehow your heart be next to mine is all I need to feel alive. No promises
just now. Let the world fade out.
Oh, no promises just now.
with you.
Maybe we're not meant to last. Maybe
this will be the past. But right now, you're in my arms and that's enough for me.
Maybe love don't need a plan. Maybe we
should just take it as it comes.
as it comes.
[Music] No promises just now. No future, just this moment somehow.
Your heartbeat next to mine is all I need to feel alive. No promises,
just now. Let the world fade out.
Oh, no promises just now.
[Music] With you [Music] with you.
You just now.
[Music] No promises. just now
No promises. just now with you.
[Music] [Applause] [Music]
Tuesday afternoon, the wind was calling through the balcony doors you used to close.
Coffee getting cold on the table where your laughter used to flow.
I didn't notice when you were here how the silence felt so strange. Now every
ordinary moment shows me everything has changed. Left on the balcony with
changed. Left on the balcony with nothing but the breeze. Trying to
remember how it felt when you were here with me. Every little moment now carries
with me. Every little moment now carries all the weight of knowing you're not coming back. I'm left here on the
coming back. I'm left here on the balcony. Left here on the balcony.
balcony. Left here on the balcony.
[Music] The city sounds the same as always,
but they echo differently now.
Your empty chair beside me.
Makes me wonder why and how such simple things could cut so deep when they used to feel so light. Now the
afternoon sun burns a little too bright.
Left on the balcony with nothing but the breeze.
Trying to remember how it felt when you were here me.
Every little moment now carries all the weight of knowing you're not coming back. I'm left here on the balcony. Left
back. I'm left here on the balcony. Left
here on the balcony.
[Music] I used to take for granted the way you'd steal my sweater. how you'd point at
strangers and make up stories about their lives together. Now I'm looking at the street below. But all I see is empty
space where your voice used to paint the world in colors I can't replace. Left on
the balcony. Nothing but the breeze.
Trying to remember how it felt when you were here with me. Every little moment now carries all the weight of knowing
you're not coming back. I left here on the balcony.
Left on the balcony with nothing but the breeze.
Trying to remember how it felt when you were here with me.
Every little moment now carries all the weight of knowing you're not coming back. I'm left here on the balcony. Left
back. I'm left here on the balcony. Left
here on the balcony.
Left here on the balcony where the afternoon gets cold. Left here
on the balcony [Music] with stories left untold.
left you on the balcony.
[Music] Shadows in my chest I could never explain.
Running from the echoes, hiding from the pain.
Before your touch, before your name, I was trembling alone. Nothing was the same.
[Music] I never told you why I pulled away when you reached out to hold me close.
There's something broken deep inside my chest. A story that nobody knows. I
chest. A story that nobody knows. I
learned to run before I learned to stay from someone who let me go.
And I know it's not fair to make you pay for what she did.
But I swear I was trembling long before you came along.
fighting battles that I thought I'd already won. Every time you say you love
already won. Every time you say you love me, something's wrong. Cuz I'm still
trembling from before.
Still trembling from before.
She promised me forever and a day, then vanished like the morning. So when you whisper softly in my ear, I'm terrified of nights like this. I want to trust the
words you're saying now, but fear is all I know somehow.
[Music] And I know it's not fair to make you pay for what she did,
but I swear I was traveling long before you came along.
Fighting battles that I thought I'd already won. Every time you say you love
already won. Every time you say you love me, something's wrong. Cuz I'm still
trembling from before.
Still trembling from before.
I want to give you everything you need, but my heart's a wounded thing. Tell me
how to love without the fear of losing everything. I want to be the man you see
everything. I want to be the man you see in me.
But I'm still learning how to breathe.
I was trembling long before you came along.
Fighting battles that I thought I'd already won. Every time you say you love
already won. Every time you say you love me, something's wrong. Cuz I'm still trembling from before.
I was trembling all before you came along.
Fighting battles that I thought I'd already won. Every time you say you love
already won. Every time you say you love me, something's wrong. Cuz I'm still
trembling from before.
Still trembling from before.
I'm still trembling from before.
I'm still trembling from before.
[Music] Tell me why I'm standing
while you walk away so clean.
[Music] Bearing all the damage from the love we built between.
[Music] You were there beside me when we crossed that sacred line.
Why am I the only one who's breaking down tonight?
When you held me just as close when you said you'd hold me tight. Why
am I the villain in your story that you write?
It was not just me.
It was not just me.
[Music] Last September evening, you were whispering my name.
[Music] Now I'm less believing that I'm carrying all the blame.
[Music] But your heart was beating just as fast as mine that day.
[Music] I am [Music] the only one who's breaking down tonight.
When you held me just as close when you said you'd hold me tight by another villain in your story that you
write.
It was not just me.
It was not just me.
[Music] The truth inside your silence shows the lies you choose to tell. I gave you all
my kindness while you built your distant shell. This guilt you want to give me, I
shell. This guilt you want to give me, I refuse to take alone.
[Music] I am.
Am I the only one who's breaking down tonight?
When you held me just as close when you said you'd hold me tight. Why?
Another villain in your story that you write.
It was not just me.
It was not just me.
It was not just me.
It was not just me.
[Music]
I tell myself I'm over you every morning when I wake.
[Music] But your name keeps rolling off my tongue. Like a habit I can't break.
tongue. Like a habit I can't break.
I practice saying I'm fine in the mirror on the wall. But the echo of your name makes a liar of us all.
I say I don't miss you, but your name's still on my lips.
Your echo name. Your echo name dancing through my fingertips. I say I don't need you, but I'm calling out for more.
Your echo name. your echo name bouncing off these bedroom walls.
[Music] I deleted all your pictures, but I kept the way you laugh.
Now it haunts me in the silence like a ghost I can't get past.
I convince my friends I'm moving on.
Tell them stories they want to hear. But
when they leave and I'm alone, your name is crystal clear. I say I don't miss you, but your name's still on my lips.
Your echo name, your echo name dancing through my fingertips. I say I don't need you, but I'm calling out for more.
Your echo name. your echo name bouncing off these bedroom walls.
[Music] Why does your name taste like honey when I swear I want it gone?
Why does it sound like music when I know this feeling's wrong?
I keep saying I'm forgetting, but my heart knows I'm pretending. Your name's
the only song. My broken heart keeps singing. I say I don't miss you, but
singing. I say I don't miss you, but your name's still on my lips.
Your echo name. Your echo name. Dancing
through my fingertips. I say I don't need you, but I'm calling out for more.
Your echo name. Your echo name bouncing off these bedroom walls.
Your echo name. Your echo name.
It's all that I can call.
Your echo name. Your echo name. Bouncing
off these bedroom walls.
[Music] Golden hour, shadows fall. Still I'm
waiting here alone. Hoping you might turn the corner, find your way back home. Summer breeze feels like magic,
home. Summer breeze feels like magic, but it cuts without your near. Crowds
are moving all around me, but your face won't appear.
Summer evening feels like magic in the air, but it's empty without you standing there. All these people passing by, but
there. All these people passing by, but none are you.
Tell me what I'm supposed to do.
[Music] I know we said goodbye, but I can't let this die. Not tonight.
this die. Not tonight.
Give me a sunset second chance to hold you in this fading light.
Give me a sunset second chance to make it right.
We'll make it right. The sky is burning golden red like all the words we never said.
Give me a sunset second chance.
Before the night takes you away.
[Music]
Every summer evening takes me back to when you were laughing in my arms. I thought back then we would watch a thousand sunset side by side. Now I'm
here alone tonight. Maybe you're
thinking of me somewhere too. Maybe you
can feel the way I'm missing you. If you
listen to your heart the way I am. Maybe
you understand.
I know we said goodbye. But I can't let this die. Not tonight.
this die. Not tonight.
Give me a sunset second chance to hold you in this fading light.
Give me a sunset second chance.
To make it right.
To make it right. The sky is burning golden red like all the words we never said.
Give me a sunset second chance before the night takes you away.
I don't need forever promises. I don't
need you to stay for good. Just give me this moment the way you said you would.
When you told me that you love me in the summer of last year. If there's any chance you mean it, please just meet me
here.
Give me a sunset second chance to hold you in this fading light.
Give me a sunset second chance to make it right.
To make it right. The sky is burning golden red.
Like all the words we never said.
[Music] Give me a sunset second chance before the night takes you away.
[Music] before the night takes you away.
Give me a sunset second chance before the night takes you away.
[Music] Oh, [Music] I keep searching for the reason why you
left me in the dark. Told myself a thousand stories just to cover up the scar. If it was real, you'd be here. But
scar. If it was real, you'd be here. But
that's not what I see. So I'm rapping to the silence just convincing me. I keep
telling myself it wasn't meant to be.
That real love would have found a way to stay. I keep writing stories in my head
stay. I keep writing stories in my head about how you never really felt the same. Maybe I imagined all the
same. Maybe I imagined all the chemistry. Maybe I just saw what I
chemistry. Maybe I just saw what I wanted to see.
If it was real love, you'd be here with me.
[Music] That's what I tell myself to sleep.
[Music] I'm rewriting history, making sense of you and me.
If it was real, if it was real, you wouldn't have walked away so easily.
If it was real, if it was real, you would have fought for you and me.
So I'll convince myself that what we had was just pretend. Cuz real love doesn't break. Real love doesn't bend. If it was
break. Real love doesn't bend. If it was real, if it was real, you'd still be here with me.
I keep analyzing every word you said.
Looking for the signs I should have known that you were never really all the way inside. The love that I was calling
way inside. The love that I was calling home. Maybe all the promises you made to
home. Maybe all the promises you made to me were just things you thought I wanted to hear.
If it was real love, you wouldn't disappear.
[Music] That's how I dry these tears.
I'm rewriting history.
Making sense of you and me.
If it was real, if it was real, you wouldn't have walked away so easily.
If it was real, if it was real, you would have fall for you and me.
So I'll convince myself that what we had was just pretend. Cuz real love doesn't break. Real love doesn't bend. If it was
break. Real love doesn't bend. If it was real, if it was real, you'd still be here with me.
But deep down I know the truth that love can be real and still not last.
[Music] That hearts can be true and still be trapped in the past.
[Music] Maybe real love isn't perfect. Maybe
real love can still fail. Maybe I'm just scared to admit that we were real, but we couldn't sell.
But if it was real, if it was real, why did you walk away so easily?
If it was real, if it was real, why didn't you fight for you and me?
I'll keep telling myself that what we had was just pretend. Cuz it hurts too much to think that real love has an end.
If it was real.
If it was real.
If it was real.
[Music] If it was real, you'd still be here with me.
[Music] If it was real, you still be here.
If it was real, you'd still be here with me.
[Music] [Music] I keep telling myself that you're gone, but your sense still lingers on my
sheet.
[Music] Every morning I wake up alone, but I feel your warmth where you used to
sleep.
I'm denying what I know is true.
That I'm still waiting here for you.
But I can't let you go. Though you're
not coming home, I need you to know.
I'm drowning in these warm leftovers of your love. The pieces that you left behind still aren't enough. I'm lying to
myself, but I can't give you up. These
warm leftovers.
Warm leftovers of what we used to be.
They're killing me.
[Music] I keep your picture by my bedside.
Though I tell my friends I'm moving on.
But the truth is, every lonely night, I'm still hoping that you'll prove me wrong.
I'm pretending that I'm feeling fine.
When you're running circles through my mind, but I can't let you go. Though you're
not coming home, I need you to know.
I'm drowning in these warm leftovers of your love. The pieces that you left behind still aren't enough. I'm lying to
myself. But I can't give you up. These
myself. But I can't give you up. These
warm leftovers, warm leftovers of what we used to be.
They're killing me.
[Music] I should throw away your sweater, but it smells like better times. I should
delete all your letters, but they help me sleep at night.
I know I should surrender, but these memories feel so right. So
right.
I'm drowning in these warm leftovers of your love. The pieces that you left behind still aren't enough. I'm lying to
myself, but I can't give you up. These
warm leftovers.
one left over. I'm drowning in these warm leftovers of your love. The pieces that you left
behind still aren't enough. I'm lying to myself, but I can't give you up. These
warm leftovers, warm leftovers of what we used to be.
They're killing me.
They're killing me.
They're killing me.
[Music] [Music] Soft waves rolling in slow. Heartbeat
rhythm. We ride the flow. No rush, no push, just vibe tonight. Catch that
wave. We're feeling right.
You didn't come like thunder in the night.
You came like morning mist upon the shore.
So gentle that I barely felt you there until you washed away what came before.
You never made me choose between the pain and all the love you had to give.
You let me heal in your quiet rain.
Taught me a different way to live.
Like soft waves. Soft waves. You came
into my life so slow. Like soft waves.
The deepest kind of love I know. You
never rush. You never push.
You just stay until I unerstood.
The soft waves. Soft waves can change everything for good.
[Music] I used to think that love was supposed
to burn like fire racing through my veins.
But you showed me how the ocean learns to call the rocks for gentle rain.
[Music] Now every memory of your touch feels like water on my skin.
You gave me everything and yet so much.
Without the noise, without the d.
Like soft waves. Soft waves. You came
into my life so slow. Like soft waves.
The deepest kind of love I know. You
never rush. You never push.
You just stayed until I unerstood.
That soft waves, soft waves could change everything for good.
[Music] Some love crashes like the storm. Some
love fades away. But you're the tide that keeps me warm. Even when you're far away, I can feel you in the rhythm of my
heart when I'm alone. Every breath,
every pulse, every beat, you're in my bones. Like soft waves. Soft waves. You
bones. Like soft waves. Soft waves. You
came into my life so slow. Like soft
waves. The deepest kind of love I know.
You never rushed. You never push.
You just stayed until I understood that soft waves, soft waves can change everything for good.
Soft waves, soft waves, still feeling you now.
Soft waves. Soft waves. You change me somehow.
[Music]
Software.
[Music]
I take the same old path we used to walk when autumn leaves were falling on the ground.
[Music] Your laughter echoes in the empty space.
But you're nowhere to be found.
The street lights flicker just the way they did when you would take my hand.
Now I'm walking through these memories trying to understand.
On this heing walk, I remember how you stopped to smell the flowers by the fence.
On this evening walk, I surrender to the ghost of what we had and what we meant.
Every step I take feels heavier.
Every breath reminds me you're not here on this even walk.
Even walk with all these tears I've learned to bear.
[Music] The old oak tree still stands beside the lake where we carved our initials in the
park.
I trace the letters with my fingertip, but they don't heal the dark.
[Music] The wind still whispers secrets through the leaves like it did when you were mine.
Now I'm walking through these memories, leaving footprints in time.
On this evening walk, I remember how you'd stop to smell the flowers by the fence.
On this evening walk, I surrender to the ghost of what we had and what we meant.
Every step I take feels heavier.
Every breath reminds me you're not here on this evening walk. Feeling warm with
all these tears I've learned to bear.
Maybe someday I'll need to come here.
Maybe someday I'll find a different road.
But tonight I need to feel you near me.
Even if it's just the love we used to know.
Even if it hurts to let it go.
On this evening walk, I remember how you'd stop to smell the flowers by the fence.
On this evening walk, I surrender to the ghost of what we had and what we meant.
Every step I take feels light. And now
every breath reminds me I'm still here on this even more.
Even walk I'm learning how to disappear into the evening wall.
into the evening wall.
Where memories fade, but love remains on the evening wall.
[Music] [Music]
Lightning in the sky. I was always running scared. Thunder in my chest.
running scared. Thunder in my chest.
Every echo filled with fear. But then
you came along like a calm I never knew.
Now the storm don't break me cuz it brought me here to you. I used to run from every lightning strike. I used to hide when thunder shook the ground. But
here with you I found a different light.
A peace that can't be found. When the
whole world is spinning out of control and everything I know is falling down.
You're the stillness in my restless soul. You're the calmer finally
soul. You're the calmer finally found. You're my calm in the storm
found. You're my calm in the storm when everything's breaking around me.
You're my calm in the storm.
Your love is the shelter that found me.
When the rain keeps falling and the wind keeps calling me away.
You're my coming in the star.
You make me want to stay.
[Music] I never knew that love could feel like home.
I never knew that hearts could beat this love. But when you hold me, I'm no
love. But when you hold me, I'm no longer alone.
You're all I need to know.
Every worry f plays into the dark. Every
fear becomes a whispered prayer. You're
the light I got into your heart. You're
the answer everywhere.
You're my calm in the storm.
When everything's breaking around me.
You're my calm in the storm.
Your love is the shelter that found me.
[Music] And the rain keeps falling. The wind
keeps calling me away.
I come in a storm.
[Music] You make me want to stay.
Let the thunder roar above us.
Let the world come crashing down.
As long as you're here beside me.
I will never make a sound.
I will rest here in your arms. I will let you be my ground.
You're my cal [Music] when everything's breaking around me.
You're my cal.
Love is the shelter found me.
When the rain keeps falling and the wind keeps calling me away.
You're my cal.
You make me want to stay.
You make me want to stay.
In the corner, you make me want to stay here in your arms. I'm calling the stone.
[Music] [Music]
Thought I washed you out, erased you from my skin.
Scrub the taste away, but it's burning deep within.
Close my eyes at night. And your
vision's still alive. Like you never really left. Still circling my mind.
really left. Still circling my mind.
Told myself I'm moving forward. Told
myself I'm fine, but your shadows on my back pulling me through time. Every step
I take, you're the echo that I find.
Still I'm running in your circles, trapped inside the lines. I try to, [Music]
but you so right through. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
Every part of me is wet with what we used to do. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
No matter how I try, I can't get over you.
Dripping from my fingertips, flowing from my lips. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
I can't escape the way you feel.
I deleted all your pictures from my phone screen. I threw away the clothes
phone screen. I threw away the clothes that smell like your perfume. But you're
embedded in my soul like nicotine.
You're the ghost that haunts my empty room. I told everyone I'm better off
room. I told everyone I'm better off without you. I told everyone that I
without you. I told everyone that I don't miss your touch. But the truth is I'm still dreaming about you and I need you way too much. I try to try,
[Music] but you soak right through. I'm soaked
in you.
Soaked in you.
Every part of me is wet with what we used to do. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
No matter how I try, I can't get over you.
Dripping from my fingertips, flowing from my lips. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
I can't escape the way you feel.
[Music] Like water in my veins, you run through everything.
Like rain upon my skin. You're
underneath. You're underneath. I can't
wash you clean. You're part of me.
You're part of me.
I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
Every part of me is wet with what we used to do. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
No matter how I try, I can't get over you.
Dripping from my fingertips, flowing from my lips. I'm soaked in you.
Soaked in you.
I can't escape the way you feel.
Soaked in you.
I can't escape.
Soaked in you.
What's real?
Soaked in you.
[Music] I used to break at every little thing.
Lose myself inside somebody's dream.
[Music] Thought I had to fall just to feel alive.
[Music] Didn't know the strength was always deep inside.
Not wrong about love. Just learning to see that I don't need another soul to carry me
through the fire. I was slowly refined.
Now I'm softer but stronger in time.
[Music] I found a part of me I thought I'd never see. Still with me.
see. Still with me.
Still with me.
Echoes of the past. Now they set me free.
Still with me.
Still with me.
Learning how to love myself so easily.
I don't need saving anymore. I'm not
broken at the core. Still with me.
Still with me.
I'm everything I'm meant to be.
[Music] I don't have the pieces I've tried to erase.
Every scar has its own quiet grace.
Now I dance alone under silver skies.
No more fear of saying my own name out loud.
I'm painting walls with the colors I choose.
Building life in a rhythm I can't lose.
Every moment feels like it's enough. I'm
falling deeper into my own love.
I found a part of me I thought I'd never see. Still with me.
see. Still with me.
Still with me.
Echoes of the past now they set me free.
Still with me.
Still with me.
Learning how to love myself so easily.
I don't need saving anymore. I'm not
broken at the core. Still with me.
Still with me.
I'm everything I'm meant to be. Every
step that I take, I'm a little more whole. Every word that I write is a
whole. Every word that I write is a piece of my soul. I was searching for a light, but the light was me. Now I'm
shining in the dark. Finally, I see. No
chains, no weight. I define my pace.
Every loss that I live gave my heart its place. Still with me. Still with me. I
place. Still with me. Still with me. I
don't have to hide. Love the person I become. And I say it with pride. Still
become. And I say it with pride. Still
with me.
Still with me.
Echoes of the past, now they set me free.
Still with me.
Still with me.
Learning how to love myself so easily.
I don't need saving anymore. I'm not
broken at the core. Still with me.
Still with me.
I'm everything.
I'm meant to be still with me.
Still with me.
Every scars a meloy.
Still with me.
Still with me.
[Music] Finally free.
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