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I actually wrote some immature words about the past I originally wanted to say short composition, but now the word small composition has been stigmatized.

It’s not suitable for use. I’ll print it out and read it to everyone.

What is a biography? I have to be the President of the United States to write this kind of thing after I retire.

Let me print it out first To have a sense of ritual, I will turn on the printer first.

Baby Xuxu is so rich, why can’t he still live broadcast it?

Didn’t Baby Xuxu just create the big one?

I don't know if it's okay or not.

Hope everything is well with them I'll print it first I'll go get some coffee Oh my god, I'm even wearing high-heeled shoes like radish. I pay too much attention to you.

Then let me just say a few words Hey, wait a minute, the coffee wasn’t brought in.

Can you please stop stepping on my keyboard, kitty?

Just a few words, a few sentences, hahaha, I am writing these things This is also my first time writing something like this.

Don't laugh at me This thing is somewhere between written language and spoken language Some nonsense about an unknown body Don't laugh at me. Please stay professional and serious.

Hmm, huh, huh, right now, when I write in the middle of the night, I feel like I'm full of literary thoughts.

My heart is racing. Have you ever had this experience?

It’s in the early hours of the morning that inspiration strikes I woke up the next day and looked at it happily I feel so stupid I'm in this awkward situation now But it's too late I hope everyone can cooperate with me Try not to laugh at me. Haha, I felt so embarrassed after reading the first sentence.

Ahem 67373’s 10th anniversary The tenth anniversary of 67373 is a person’s fate.

Of course you have to work hard on your own But we must also take into account the historical process i have absolutely no idea How did I, as an architectural designer, become a self-media blogger?

Well, there are indeed some toes digging into the ground.

Well, in 2014, I was still a The business of the now-defunct design institute was not good in the past year or two.

I used to stay up late and work overtime frequently Staying up all night to catch up on texts turned into browsing Taobao at work At that time, I didn’t know why Suddenly the company has no orders. I am just happy that I don’t have to work overtime.

I’m worried about what to do with my year-end bonus.

It rhymes. Now looking back at what happened that year I looked up the news from that year. The real estate market experienced sudden changes in 2014.

Various indicators have fallen back from their high levels, and housing prices in major cities across the country have collectively declined.

This familiar yet unfamiliar feeling helps the market from the bottom up 2014 is undoubtedly an inflection point for China’s real estate market regulation policies From strong administrative intervention to marketization, right?

Well look what the real estate market is not continuing the glory days of 2013 Instead, a sudden turn to pessimism spreads Frequent bailout measures Exceeding market expectations, economic downward pressure is increasing day by day, stabilizing housing consumption Aimed at preventing further downturn in property market Stimulate the real estate market to maintain economic growth

It is expected that after loan restrictions are relaxed There will still be follow-up policies to stabilize growth in the future.

Continue to be optimistic and then when I first started to be a blogger I didn't expect it would take so long I have never been able to retire. In fact, I never thought about it when I was a child.

I'll live this long When I was a kid, I thought women were like Christmas trees After the 25th, no one wants it.

I didn’t even think about how I would live after the age of 25 Just take a step and look at it I want to be an anchor just for fun Earn some pocket money The main thing at that time was to take the exam to become a registered architect.

I hope I can get the annual salary in a design institute can be increased to about 300,000 I had about a hundred thousand or so at that time.

It’s still a very ambitious year to double the Go on a trip Play games and watch movies I don't know what kind of life I want to live either And how have you been there? But I think a blogger will be able to stand up to the sky after being a blogger for a few years.

Who is not a flash in the pan on the Internet?

Oh my God, I see my elementary school student's choice of words and sentences I'm so embarrassed The tenth anniversary of being an anchor is something I never imagined Maybe this is what delayed retirement feels like.

I accidentally got ahead of you again. In 2014, there were no projects in the design institute.

I was bored, so I started a live broadcast on Douyu I didn’t expect that everyone would like it very much.

It became popular all of a sudden Back then, Douyu didn’t have any cash gifts, only fish balls.

Fish balls can only be obtained by signing in online or playing mini-games.

1,000 tons of fish balls is almost equal to 800 RMB after tax.

I got about 3,000 yuan for fish balls in the first month For 3,000 yuan of fish balls, I bought a 700 yuan sound card and more than 2,000 yuan of microphone.

It can be said that he is very enterprising.

Blogger never hesitates to invest in productivity career-oriented students It aired for about two or three months.

Douyu super management came to me to sign a contract Given a terrible contract, the reason why it is terrible It's because the contract amount is very low Every clause is a domineering clause The liquidated damages are several million I asked the superintendent: Will anyone really sign this kind of contract?

Chaoguan said that most anchors are uneducated The superintendent who signed the contract very quickly was named His Highness Tutu. Now it seems that he has gone to TIKTOK to develop.

Tutu said that this is a standard contract and there is no way to change it.

Okay, here I want to update the new entry into the workplace To the children who are new to society, let me tell you that there is nothing that cannot be changed.

Unless you don’t have enough status, don’t believe what they say. The unified regulations cannot be changed.

At worst, I won’t sign it. Don’t do it when your career is just starting to improve.

Go sign a long contract It's like you don't think you're fat The same principle applies to finding a partner to fall in love with and get married.

At that time, I was very dissatisfied with my own words.

The one I own that Betta gave me I am dissatisfied with the salary. Why is it so small?

I asked if it could be increased a little bit He said that no matter how much the price went up, he teased him and said Douyu Erke would only dare to ask for so much.

I won’t tell you the specific numbers.

At that time, it sounded childish anyway.

Everyone says you should seize the happiness in front of you.

It got better after a while After broadcasting for a while, another supervisor asked me to sign a contract.

Tutu may have been promoted last time This super tube is called Shark Yanyan I guess many people know him.

I signed a looser and more expensive contract Solid price is RMB 288 Rounded to almost double California minimum wage Yanyan said 288 How good it is to love hair by the way Cerise spends 288 or more Send a signed photo to thank everyone for listening to my advertisement Hey, why did you finish talking in just a moment?

Fuck me, I feel like it’s not enough. I read too fast.

Not long after, my hourly wage increased to 333 RMB per hour.

Not long after, Wang Sicong launched an e-sports live broadcast platform called panda TV which by the way has closed down Summer of 2015 in btv a game related The company put on a singing program Call all anchor e-sports players to sing on stage I also went to a competition to use my The singing ability is outstanding among all the game anchors

Then you can't kill them indiscriminately Haha, as expected, where I am The team’s championship bonus seems to be 100,000 RMB.

Before tax, during the finals As the biggest judge, Wang Sicong gave me and little Sophie The performance received full marks from the audience and gave it to several other competitions.

The team scored zero points in that event He also announced that he would build a live broadcast platform.

Big news after the game Principal Wang asked everyone to go to KTV together. I didn’t go much, which was a bit disrespectful.

Because there were many fans waiting for me at the scene Let's go have supper together after my game is over so i am in my mind Family always comes first. Principal Wang was a frequent visitor to Douyu at that time.

It is rumored online that he owns a few shares in Douyu. I don’t know how much that one share is.

His ID in Douyu is I am Principal Wang and I am also a super administrator.

I often play in major live broadcast rooms I also run live broadcasts of Hearthstone card draws and the like He used to occasionally come to my live broadcast room to interact with me He even invited me to play League of Legends with him for gifts and the like.

What kind of ADC did he play?

What support did I play?

Anyway, he used to cheat in my live broadcast room when I didn’t win.

While buying gifts, he asked if anyone would compete with him in PK.

Who gave Sister Fa a lot of gifts but unfortunately no one responded at the time?

I missed the opportunity of financial freedom What a pity Oh, the female tank who played with me I think Lao Wang should have thought eh at that time I’m just more optimistic about my live streaming skills Wants to invite me to his panda platform And after this series of operations, Give me full marks again They praise me and give me gifts.

I guess he was thinking about it at the time I'm a little embarrassed to pronounce this sentence.

I guess he was thinking, girl, I don’t believe I can’t even win you.

I will definitely go to his platform But I didn’t expect that there would be some communication problems between us later.

For example, I didn’t see any news from him It took me a week or two before I got back to him.

I heard that Principal Wang is planning to develop a live streaming platform Douyu is very panicked Here I use an adjective that is very market-sinking.

You can add another one if you are called Ru Lin Da Enemy As anxious as an ant on a hot pot, Douyu rushes to retain major anchors with high salaries.

At that time, Yanyan flew to Chongqing in a hurry to come and have a meal with me.

meal after meal At that time, I seemed to have been offered an annual salary of 4 million.

He said we could still negotiate and then I told Lao Wang the price.

I seem to be saying that as long as it's not too much lower than this, it's fine.

But then we couldn't reach an agreement anyway.

It also has a lot to do with my inexperience and lack of communication skills at that time.

If I review the review after a while, I think Principal Wang was engaged in platform work at that time.

It’s not that we want to start a price war That is to say, everyone knows that he is rich Then he will pay a high salary to poach someone Just digging the anchor, I don’t think he thinks so either.

Because he himself is a very well-known person and he brings his own traffic So I think if he can brush his face You don’t have to swipe your card Things that can be solved with that face It doesn’t have to be solved with money All in all, the bottom line is that everyone failed to cooperate and then what?

Douyu was actually quite rich at that time.

Several well-known venture capital investors have invested in Douyu It seems to be Sequoia Capital.

There is also something called Aofei Animation or something After investing several rounds in Douyu, I guess I have lost all my money now.

So Douyu also offered high salary to retain him.

What about the anchor's episode?

It can be regarded as raising the status of major anchors.

Can you find out whether Aofei Animation voted for Douyu?

What is their ABCD E FG round of financing?

Who jumped out of the car and is still in the car?

Shao Jie, the live streaming industry is booming in 2015 and 2016 Many live broadcast platforms have emerged The competition was fierce. At that time, there seemed to be thousands of products on the market.

Thousands of live broadcast platforms are still not enough Before Douyin and Kuaishou appeared?

The live streaming industry is still a relatively niche industry.

It was Douyin and Kuaishou that popularized live streaming.

Bamboo shoots springing up after the rain Chapter 3 Bamboo shoots springing up after the rain Don't laugh at my literary papermaking Well, actually many, many platforms have extended an olive branch to me.

I remember there was a battle flag stand where I smiled generously.

Sorry for my literary level Can you guys have a sense of humor and stop laughing at me about what I'm talking about?

between literary and paper making Is this such a small joke good?

We haven't had any tacit understanding for so many years.

It's really chilling There is no tacit understanding and it hurts my feelings. I remember that I had only been live broadcasting for a short time.

Some friends in the industry suggested that I go to Huomao TV The name Huomao TV did not appear in 2016 I guess it will almost collapse in 2015.

It was said that the platform just received an investment A venture capital investment so I have some money in my pocket.

If you can make money, you can make it every year.

Hurry up and go. The anchor won't be able to do this for long.

The battle flag of Balabala is also a battle flag At that time, I also said that although Zhanqi had no traffic, But Zhan Qi is rich Is the capital behind Zhanqi Zheshang Media?

Or have I forgotten something?

So he also advised me to go there.

At that time, Douyu was because its platform had relatively large traffic.

So the salary given is not very high.

This is the Zhejiang Newspaper Group that exploded at the beginning, right, right, this is it Um Do you have a turnover contract? You probably do.

This is what I signed at the time. It was a time contract.

In the years when I first started doing live broadcasts What I said is a bit grammatical wrong It was during the years when I was still doing live broadcasts Douyu almost has only one kind of contract It's a time contract Just because you are popular That is to say, when the number of people in your room reaches a certain size, Start counting duration Then when your duration reaches a certain period of time

I will remunerate you according to this ratio.

But later it was said that there are many, many types of contracts now Term contract Popularity contract There is also a gift contract Well, it's that gift contract It's just a running contract.

There is also a ranking contract That is to say, each of you Your various indicators Take it all together and make a ranking It is not a betting contract to get the contract corresponding to the first place in the ranking.

It's a kind of flexible contract that's quite diverse, right?

Now Douyu can’t brush it by itself.

I don’t know. Actually, I think I brush it myself.

It was really a quagmire Yinzi’s last contract was a time-plus-flow contract.

The mainframe area itself has low turnover.

He spends tens of thousands of dollars at the end of each month Hundreds of thousands won't flow, right?

Hey, now I want Wang Po again Wang Po is selling melons and boasting about herself.

My elementary school student idioms popped up again I went to a game company a while ago At that annual meeting, I met the then-President At that time, Douyu’s super pipe in the host area was called Honglian.

Hey, when people see me, my nose bursts into tears.

But this is an exaggeration. Don’t go into it. She said, oh, sister Fa, you’re leaving.

We can’t even pay wages in the host area.

Oh my God, you don’t know how much of an impact it has on us. Hey hey hey hey. Oh my god.

We used to rely entirely on you for the flow of our hosting area.

Why are you leaving? You can’t leave, haha The sky is falling, you are gone We never saw meat again when we ate.

Hahahahahaha Oh, I said, oh, don’t cry, don’t cry, the green mountains will not change and the green water will flow forever.

There's not a drop of oil in the dish But the theme song at that time was indeed Just compare that one Because how to say?

Well, each zone does not matter whether it is the host zone, the League of Legends zone, or the DOTA zone.

Still the same Are there any other areas like PUB blocks?

The flow of anchors in each of their districts Even if this district super-manages the KPI performance of this community super-manage Then the Douyu console used to be nothing.

Not much traffic, not many good games Not too much running water I belong to those who fail to compete in League of Legends like me.

Actually, I wanted to make a career in the League of Legends.

Later I found out that the most I could get in the placement competition was silver, so I gave up.

My dream of masturbating is real I started playing League of Legends Later I discovered that I am really not good at MOBA games At that time Wang Sicong called I called IG professional players to come and take me and I beat them up.

I voted for my side.

But this is all exaggeration Please don’t delve into it.

Don't tell me that I'm lying or anything like that I was just kidding Anyway, I'm really good at it After about a year and two years of constant attempts, I found it really delicious At that time, Wang Sicong was still visiting Douyu frequently.

Then he, he, he uses the same tricks to seduce female anchors Not that kind of three-axe That is to say, it’s not dual queue.

If I play well in League of Legends at that time I can't develop like this It's all because I can't fight well. You guys go there on your own.

If you have any old viewers, you will know that Wang Sicong liked to find female anchors to double-team.

But Wang Sicong himself is not very good either.

There is something to say about this Then you think about him From what Wang Sicong said, I think he might be considered a diamond player.

I told her to be higher Then she brought a female anchor Generally speaking, female anchors are not very powerful.

Then he called again. Let’s say he was calling three IG professional players to join us in five rows.

Aren’t all the people lined up opposite this damn old nose?

If you want to take three with two, but you can't, you will often get beaten up by the opponent.

Because you know the matching system The great match is the great one So actually this is not a good choice Four belts and one belt can still carry you a little bit.

It’s really difficult to have four, three and two At that time, I also wanted to play League of Legends well.

Reach the pinnacle of my life But it's not good to fight I really couldn’t play well, so I had no choice but to retreat and start playing console games.

The wealth that pours into the sky in the console game area just comes, right?

Hey, it's just some combination of circumstances. Don't they know how to take the trumpet?

The trumpet is also quite tall.

I don’t know, maybe it’s to save face.

I also played the Souls game.

I'm better now than I was before, I think My console gaming is okay Anyway, it’s much better than MOBA games.

Do I sing a song?

In the past, console games that didn’t have full-length songs were stand-alone games.

Steam games used to have music sections It feels like this is the area where Douyu went bankrupt first.

Hey, actually when people watch the anchor, they don’t want to watch you.

No matter how good your talent is, it’s because you sing so well It’s not as good as what other professional singers can record in a recording studio.

Everyone can watch the live broadcast online Or focus on an interesting interaction Just a companion type It’s not just that I want to hear how awesome you are at singing, right?

So some, some, some, sometimes I see some old colleagues Singing is really great I can also sing a lot of songs Then I often ask what song you want to listen to Just order it. I think it will be a little bit limiting.

This is giving people the feeling that I am a jukebox I'm waiting for someone to request a song, a cramped feeling When I wait for someone to request a song, I feel like I'm waiting for a big brother.

Just when no one asked for songs, some singing anchors He will appear restless feeling of tension I mean, why hasn’t anyone requested a song yet?

I should say something at this time. Please order a song.

So we often see people with average looks A blogger who is not particularly talented but is very popular.

Some people say that I lose my popularity by singing That's not the case Well, some people have said that they find that they exercise several times a month.

I think it's a bit malicious to ask this question.

Well, okay, let me just say a few words.

I’ve said a few words and I need to go to the bathroom.

Pour some hot water by the way Go to the toilet and pour some bitter water Yes, life is too hard I signed and renewed my contract with Douyu Well, a big part of the reason is because I don’t want to change platforms Also, if you change the platform, you will be in breach of contract.

There were a lot of risks. At that time, the anchors wanted to change jobs on new platforms. Then the new platform will tell them He said he would help you solve your legal problems Will help you solve the problem of liquidated damages But this is actually a kind of painting cake Can it be solved by then?

It’s hard to say whether I’ll help you solve it or not.

This is true, that is, if you go out to work in the future, eh?

What kind of contract issues do you want to change jobs?

You signed a domination contract first I told you above Your salary is 10,000 Your liquidated damages are 5 million Then the legal affairs department will tell you Oh, these are just for fun. How can I really ask you to compensate me?

Oops, but that’s how everyone signs it It doesn't matter. Just trust me and then you sign up with the next company to tell you.

Come to our company. Do you have any legal issues?

We help you solve the problem But it’s really hard to say this It’s hard to say. For example, let’s say you went to panda TV, right?

Panda platform and then wait until the lawsuit It was originally a very long process a very long process It may have been several years since the platform was still there.

At that time, is the leader who said he would help you find out the truth still there?

Did the platform still have money at that time?

Are you still willing to help you solve this problem?

It’s a big question mark, so you must be careful when signing a contract.

Ah, I uh, speaking of that, after I signed a contract with Douyu for several years, There were still a lot of troubles after that. For example, there was a particularly strange thing at that time.

That is to say, there is a PUBG anchor named Nuomi.

At that time, the public suspected that he seemed to be cheating.

At that time, the game PlayerUnknown’s Battlegrounds PUBG is extremely popular Every anchor who plays Jedi is a traffic star Then Nuomi seems to be suspected of cheating.

I don't know if he is real Because I don’t play FPS myself.

But after this incident came out I don’t know why so many people come to scold me.

I forgot because so many things happened during that time I can't remember the ins and outs of everything But I only remember that he was suspected of cheating But many people came to scold me I forgot to explain what this logic is.

I don’t know, Nuomi seems to still be a water lover.

This is a bit strange Also, sometimes some clips from my live broadcasts It will be taken out of context by some people and used for speculation.

I forgot what I said It’s been too long. For example, at that time, I had a bad habit of buying stocks.

I bought a certain stock and lost money But I mentioned this stock again in the live broadcast Tell me, I lost money on this stock Then the stock community As for stocks, he actually has his own It’s like a community like Tieba Someone inside will say Is it because of this Internet celebrity?

I think the stock has fallen bala bala bala Just because sometimes stocks go down That's not a good mood Some are looking for someone to scold Swear out your anger or something like that Internet celebrities are so bad Then I just felt that it was inexplicable.

I was joking in the live broadcast, I just said, I said if You're in a bad mood when your stock price drops. Don't take it out on me.

Go ahead and scold others online. Don't scold me like this.

This flower is actually not very appropriate.

But it’s inappropriate to say how wrong you are It was almost like this, and some people made a video about it.

I instigated fans to scold people online and lead children into mischief. What about a live broadcast by a big anchor on a certain platform?

The broadcaster instigates viewers to go online and curse people, blah blah blah, oh, I’m flying to Al Qaeda, right, right, right It seems like this Then I would submit articles everywhere and make that video Another time it was my birthday or something, some water friends co-signed it and gave it to me.

A Cartier bracelet. A Cartier double-buckle bracelet.

Then about a dozen or 20 water friends jointly gave it away Because they say eh They think it means that everyone should not be I don’t want everyone to be under too much pressure, but I also want to It’s just that it’s better for everyone to give something together.

And what about these things?

I'll just unbox it during the live broadcast.

Just take out this Cartier mobile phone bracelet.

Then say thank you to these classmates and friends They gave it to me together And what about this matter?

It was made up by some people A parent came out and said A parent called the media to report that there were minors in the family The children at home do not study well every day Doing homework and watching female anchor Then the female anchor’s fan group approached her to collect money What's the point of buying a gift for a female anchor?

Who does this female anchor seduce minors and spend money on?

Come and take care of it, if things go on like this, they will lead the children into bad ways.

Do you still remember this?

I saw that at that time, Fang, you actually had a lot of similar ones.

Inexplicable and fictitious malicious news is posted everywhere At that time, I didn’t understand why I said what was the point of doing this?

Spend energy and money Later I found out that it was because of that period of time Lu Benwei said some inappropriate things in a live broadcast a while ago If it is not correct, the number will be lost.

Er, Wuwukai said it on impulse during the live broadcast.

Things you shouldn't say And still now I'm still resting, so I don't like me.

Some people want to handle this kind of thing according to law Come and block my account too eventually they succeed Ah, but she had not succeeded yet What did he say? Let me repeat it.

I'm also responsible, right?

It's just a formula In fact, it has something to do with PUBG PUBG this game is so harmful I didn't actually think that much at that time Totally unaware of these things The vigilance I have now is completely different.

Then at the end of April 2018 At that time, Douyu held another offline carnival.

Such a scene on the river beach in Wuhan Do it every carnival?

There are so many fun things to do It's easy to have some conflicts.

Mention some minor disturbances or something like that Then the conflicts between some anchors were intensified. It’s funny to talk about it.

For example, it means that some groups He needs some external enemies to resolve internal conflicts When internal conflicts increase, external enemies have meaning in their existence.

It's like a popular saying that says put everything aside The United States has no responsibility at all Then at that time, fans from all over the world were arguing again Really annoying I feel like I'm an innocent disaster, so what does it have to do with me?

Well, that's how things develop.

Later, there was a fan management of an anchor That's when everyone is quarreling every day There is a fan management of an anchor and I found the threat of fan management on my side.

He said that he would disclose my human flesh information to resolve conflicts.

It sounds very ironic now Tell me what is the logic of this?

What he means is It’s just that I have the anchor you like in my hands Chen Yifa's private information He may be. I have evidence of his divorce in my hand.

Don't push me too hard or anything like that.

That's the logic Just say stop arguing and keep arguing with me, but um, it’s just one issue after another.

I don’t know what’s going on, but it’s just the process In fact, up to this point it is still a very small-scale contradiction.

It's still controllable Not a big thing But suddenly one day on May 13, 2018, there was an ID named Wenwen in Li Yi Bar I mean, now Li Yi is the same as back then and the most open It wasn’t the same one when we first started.

It’s the same attribute Oh my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my.

He just broke the news about someone else’s female anchor’s personal information.

Then she said some of her life experiences I still want to say that I have exposed other people’s privacy.

after all I am very opposed to the opening and closing of human flesh and exposing other people’s private information Is it divorce or not?

It's Li Yi, right? D 8 Then suddenly the conflicts arose.

Then the fans of the female anchor who was exposed I would think that since everyone is so deeply conflicted, It must have been me But actually I, to this day, I don’t know who did it.

And does anyone know why he did this?

There are a lot of speculations about who did it.

Who did it? Who did it?

But there is no reliable evidence as to who did it.

There are just conflicts between a few anchors Then when something bad happens to anchor A Fans of anchor A will think that anchor B has a conflict with him B The anchor did it and I don’t know who did it.

I was actually having some fun at the time That is to say, everyone said it was me Look, it's not me, right?

This is where I was kind of laughing at that time.

I just don't know who did it.

But I know it wasn't me I'll just watch and enjoy the fun But sometimes things happen unexpectedly When you thought you were watching the fun from the sidelines You were suddenly called on the field. It was also at that time that I was relatively stupid.

There is a relatively lack of knowledge in this regard That is to say, the problem lies in the absence of The key to the problem is not whether you did it or not.

It's about whether others think you did it It's a bit naive to say that the truth is not important. What matters is how others see it.

I thought to myself, I didn’t do it anyway.

I didn't do anything to anyone.

Who doesn’t know that I just see the joke?

But if someone says that you are someone who has a conflict with you, I think it must have been you.

Then you're in trouble Or even if he knew it wasn't you But in order to resolve the internal conflicts, he If you have a conflict, you have to say it was you who did it, that is, it was because of him.

Have a conflict with me So he wants to spread rumors to smear me In this way, we can stabilize the unity of internal fans.

Or was it lack of awareness at the time?

You tell me, I have studied CAAD for several years and memorized it.

I memorized the building regulations and never thought about it.

These things are not taught in schools.

lack of experience So at that time I was forced to go through a lot of attacks.

There are just a lot more inexplicable and vicious nicknames.

Why do you say that I am a divorced old woman? You say that I am a fighting fish and a white lotus?

What kind of crab do you say I am? Why do you say I am a crab?

It’s because they say I’m fighting fish Uh, cover the sky with one hand and walk sideways No one can offend me But there are a lot of weird things here He said I was domineering There are many more vicious nicknames

I won’t list them one by one. This betta bully is a big devil.

When did I become so powerful?

Hey, if you call that person a big devil Called a big um big bully, then you can think of bad things as his doing.

In fact, I think if I think about it later It’s almost the same logic So much happened during that time My memory is both blurry and clear Then every day I was scolded by all kinds of weird things.

Being scolded made me very annoyed at that time, and I couldn’t bear to feel more annoyed.

I just want to delete the word "too much trouble" for me.

My wife was getting annoyed when she was doing her composition in elementary school, so I came out and talked about it.

I said it had nothing to do with me, and then I said it very forcefully at that time.

This has nothing to do with me So public opinion began to turn towards me. In fact, I should have had some sense of crisis at that time.

That is to say, if public opinion starts to become one-sided, When you fall to me, I shouldn't be avenged for my so-called injustice.

and feel happy Instead, you should have a deep sense of crisis, that is, what will happen to the other party?

The lack of this is the result of some problems in the workplace or in society.

for power struggle In other words, some experience in the kind of battles in the public opinion field Lack of struggle experience means it’s not about what you should do But it depends on you after you finish this step What would others do?

Still too young then Once you are a minor, you will probably live a quiet life.

Some quiet days have passed To be precise, it was about three months ago Three months because someone in the other party’s fan group made harsh remarks Let’s see, we’ll see the results in three months.

You've only been alive for three months. I didn't know if I understood at that time.

I said what happened to three months?

Later I found out it was because three months later it would be an important one There are some important moments There are so many problems now. At that time, there were not as many problems as now.

There was a juncture at that time It’s the 1st of August 18th Then the other party is in their own social community area Keep flipping through my videos My early Weibo was based on the hope of finding out the disadvantages Where is the so-called me that is my source of dirt?

I started posting on Weibo in 2010 Weibo was probably established in 2010 or 2009.

At that time, I used Weibo as a circle of friends to post It's the kind of personal diary I post because I'm an amateur.

no one knows me I have no fans and have never thought about becoming an Internet celebrity.

Then I just scribbled on it Then I sent more than 10,000 messages Find fault with me It's easy to find my flaws or something like that And speaking of 2010 That era was also an era when speech was relatively loose.

Of course I never thought about it at the time.

That is to say, every year is the year when speech is the most liberal.

What about since my accident?

Weibo urgently launched a function It only displays Weibo posts within half a year.

It can be said to be a hot fix. I suggest Mr. Lai add another feature.

That is, if you don’t renew your membership Immediately display all your timelines on Weibo If you do it like this My financial report skyrocketed Promoted the process of history Having said that, it was just that period of time anyway.

The person opposite is checking my videos and my Weibo every day.

Just find some of my, my, my little braids and put them together.

Then come and give me some big news. There are a lot of them.

I have forgotten the Weibo I once posted was turned out I remember one time when I was working in a design institute Then I'm responsible for the design I was responsible for designing the villa one day. When I was designing the villa, When I want to design the worker's room, it's time to design the servant's room and the nanny's room.

I found that there are not so many private houses in the basement anymore There just aren’t that many places It’s just that sometimes there are terms of clear guard and secret guard.

There are not many directions where you can open windows.

There are limited rooms with windows that can be opened Then I went to ask my leader for advice I asked what to do. The boss said that they would not open windows in the workers’ rooms. I said okay and I took that as a kind of irony.

I wrote it on my Weibo and decided not to open windows in the worker’s room.

This piece of information later became one of the evidences that I betrayed the working class.

It’s been me for many, many years I would never have thought of it before, haha Another thing is that I took the Chongqing light rail at that time.

There is a girl opposite who is very fat Then the sitting posture is not very elegant She was very fat and she sat with her legs crossed towards me but because she was too fat No exposure at all At that time, I was also a young man with a rather vicious tongue, so I took the photo.

I said hum, I'll be sarcastic again I said I don’t know if you know it’s been many years Someone once had a popular idea called "Shooting Welfare Photos" Just take pictures of beautiful women to show to other male netizens Then at that time, for the sake of irony, I I'm disgusted by those people who often watch other people's photos of beautiful women online.

I only took a picture of a group that didn’t look good.

A girl who is very fat and looks like Dake. Then I say it sarcastically.

I said this is also a benefit And how did they arrange this for me?

So just take that girl's Sensitive areas are coded As a result, he obviously did not escape Turned into a naked person For example, it's like you have girls wearing bikinis one by one You coded the area covered by the bikini Then when people look at you, they will think you are naked.

So at that time I also felt that I said It’s true that I didn’t do well and my quality was very poor, but it wasn’t that bad.

Yeah, I just have a complicated feeling I just want to say that I am very much a Paris SHING person.

I just felt that the other party was a very good person but very poor at sitting.

My posture is not very good, and I am not good-looking and fat.

I just took the photo, but I didn’t mean to take photos of people getting naked or anything like that.

Then code them one by one My crime has doubled. Thank you for this BS screenshot source.

I'm scared when I look at your ID now Then sometimes I will still be there Share some comparisons on Weibo. I was young and ignorant back then.

Compare pictures of welfare machines I said wow, you have a good figure, etc. It is true that he is young and frivolous Well, in the second half of 2016, I released a single called Once Upon a Time Loved by listeners over the years It became popular again on major platforms a while ago

Thank you everyone for liking Fairy Tale Town. Fairy Tale Town was quite popular in the beginning.

My account has been lost since this song was released He has always been on the hot song charts and has never fallen off.

Some water friends said that this one can be considered a Tietou formation.

Haha, well, at that time, because I was a big anchor on a game platform Releasing a cross-border single is considered a no-brainer in the industry, and this single did well.

Many anchors also released songs one after another This was a good thing, but it also created some hidden dangers for me later on.

Because I am not a super anchor originally I'm just a big anchor The popularity of Once Upon a Time brought me a lot of popularity and also made me famous.

I will read two lines of poetry below.

As the saying goes, any tree that is beautiful in the forest will be destroyed by the wind.

If the embankment is higher than the shore, it will be destroyed by the waves. I am the one who is driven by the waves.

Well, there was also an anniversary celebration one year ago.

Probably around the eighth anniversary I have compiled a lot of information Looking back with my water friends over the years, I Some interesting things in the live broadcast Looking back on my live broadcast career Well, everyone quite likes it.

But the time is almost up as we talk.

There were some unhappy people at the back It's time for something to happen In the past few years, I was generally not strong enough.

He didn't have a good attitude when he said this himself At that time, this link was stopped.

Now, which country in the West have I not been to?

I don’t know how much higher the level was than before.

So I can chat and laugh with you all again.

In 2017, Douyu didn’t know which rounds of financing it had raised, A B C D E The company has revenue growth It’s stressful because you can’t just take money without getting anything in return.

Shareholders say that your company is quite popular.

The traffic is pretty high, so why don’t you make money?

Net Burning Douyu For Douyu, it uses the most money.

One of the several sections is the salary of the anchors.

The second one is that the biggest one is actually the bandwidth cost.

Not the anchor’s salary Anchor’s remuneration and cooperation fees It’s just not worth mentioning in front of that bandwidth cost.

It’s not worth mentioning that the biggest expense is bandwidth cost.

Because you want it, you want it, just let it allows setting up a server Allowing so many people to watch high-definition live broadcasts online at the same time Can also interact in real time This requires very large bandwidth requirements Another thing is the copyright of the competition yes I also have to buy the copyright fees for some popular events every year

Otherwise, you cannot watch it on this platform So in fact, the host’s cooperation fee is relatively small.

Bandwidth is bandwidth fee, which is traffic fee.

I don’t know how to talk about bandwidth in Taiwan.

It seemed like twitch was also overseas before.

Is it in Korea? He said that twitch twitch withdrew from Korea because it could not pay in Korea.

High bandwidth charges Is it flat and wide? Yes, yes, it is flat and wide.

So the cost of this is quite high.

So Douyu keeps burning money But there is no feedback to shareholders They are facing pressure from shareholders on their revenue.

At that time, Douyu Douyu thought of some ways Invited many anchors with high gifts from external stations Come and join the Douyu platform Drive Douyu’s consumption atmosphere with hope because Douyu The fish itself was born out of the AC barrage website.

Then everyone likes to post barrages I don’t really like sending gifts.

The boss of Douyu hasn’t come out yet.

Chen Shaojie’s original words say that if everyone had prostitution for free Let's take the lead in listing Because they run this company In fact, the biggest goal is to be listed first.

Only by going public can we repay so many rounds of financing.

Has Shao Jie been released on bail?

Shao Jie is really good. In fact, I think Douyu invites a lot of anchors with high turnover rates.

Coming to the platform is a good business strategy It's very, very normal, but it was like being a fish at that time At that time, Douyu did a sexy operation, which was to forcefully kill several female anchors.

The popularity value displayed outside brought to the same level to form a competitive relationship with each other.

That is to say, everyone’s popularity may be high or low.

But in order to make everyone feel like fighting crickets It feels like forcefully pulling everyone into a pool for PK.

What about that time?

Uh, the discussion among these female anchors is very hot.

If there are many viewers, they like to compete with each other every day.

Who has a higher gift today?

Who has better makeup today?

Who has more fan cards?

Who has more advanced users in the live broadcast room?

Who is ugly and whose song has done well in the rankings?

So what about the data of other external stations? At that time, it was these female anchors Any little thing will be pulled out by the audience every day It's just pk. When you pull it out and compare it with each other, you have to put it in order.

Some people make fun of Douyu at this time call it no solution TV At that time, I was actually very annoyed by this situation.

When I went to Wuhan to discuss other matters with a certain leader of Douyu I asked if this could be restored to normal Just don't do this Don't just artificially manipulate this popularity But the leader said it in front of me at that time If I were me, we would have done something wrong.

My whole family is dead, but I was frightened by him. I said, you said so.

I didn't expect that either This one is not Chen Shaojie Not Chen Shaojie is an atheist Anyway, that’s how to say it, oh, atheist Oh, anyway, I just forced everyone to stand up and fight with crickets.

In this way, although the heat is rising But conflicts are increasing day by day There is a bit of fandom among fans.

Like each other more than data Plus for revenue Douyu has held many competitions The game at that time Including current games In other words, if you win by buying gifts, you will be awesome, if you lose, you will be teased.

Then the atmosphere on the platform was not as harmonious as before.

At the end of 2017 There is a platform that invites me to contact me I hope I can go live on their platform At that time, I didn’t have a contract with Douyu yet.

It hasn’t expired yet but there’s not much time left.

Then Douyu uh Because of some reasons No money has been sent to me for a while Haha, it’s not that he is not Douyu and has no money.

It’s not that they didn’t pay me on purpose because there were some minor process issues.

That’s right. I was in 2015 or 2016.

Signed a one-year economic contract with an MCN Then the main content of our cooperation at that time was They take the ads and we give them a cut They help anchors receive ads Then we divide it into shares. At the same time, we also work with this M CN and Douyu signed a three-party cooperation contract Then the contract with MCN is one year and the contract with Douyu is two years.

So the cooperation fee Douyu gave me at that time was first sent to MCN.

MCN calls me again and goes through this step-by-step process.

It's a relatively normal business cooperation. I didn't know about the relationship between them later.

What little problems did the two sides have?

Not sure either So my money is stuck in there I was stuck for a while and didn’t tell me that I was too rich at that time.

You won’t pay me for several months You won’t pay me for half a year I didn’t feel DICH at all, but I sent it later.

It’s just that the process was stuck at that time.

Then Ping YY invited me to go live on their platform.

Then he gave me a very good offer It's pretty big, and I just happened to have a contract with Douyu.

There wasn't much time left, so I talked to Douyu.

I'll say it, I'll say it Someone dig me How do you put it, but Douyu had a routine operation at that time That is, when a person wants to negotiate a contract, some pressure will be put on that person.

For example, Douyu has a post bar called Douyu TV.

It's called Douyu TV, right?

Many Douyu viewers will chat with some anchors in it Related topics At that time, in order to avoid conflicts among the major anchors’ fan groups Just for fans of some big anchors A Post Bar administrator position for community management to achieve a balance of public opinion At the end of 2017 One day, the post bar manager of my water friend was suddenly removed from his post.

Then at the same time, another super-manager’s chat history was deliberately leaked.

Those chat records just looked very unfriendly to me.

There are just a lot of inexplicable malicious speculations.

Talking nonsense or something Another very strange thing It's a certain leader of Douyu At that time, my online name was Chang Kaishen I didn't know who this was before. The Internet environment was relatively loose at that time.

Now I guess he wouldn't dare to act like this Name YY How much did you pay and didn’t get it?

What does this empty talk mean?

Okay, what did I say?

It’s the leader whose online name is Chang He goes to Douyu Post Bar Suddenly he said in a rhythm that I have a brokerage company All the money was sent to my agency.

But at that time, my contract with the agency had already expired.

There is no brokerage appointment Originally, I thought it meant that an anchor had a contract with MCN.

It’s a normal thing, and it’s not something that’s not worthy of criticism.

It's just a business cooperation Now basically all self-media All self-media will have this kind of M CN related business cooperation But at that time The atmosphere in Douyu is different from now. The brokerage company Will be stigmatized as a troll team with a management company They are the source of all evil The brokerage company will buy fake gifts for you Make fake data for you

Then if you have a brokerage company, your income will be false.

All the negative news about other anchors is you Your agency sent a navy to do this.

So the fans of those big anchors at that time attacked each other.

The other party has a brokerage company that is trying to catch each other every day.

Is there a brokerage company?

Then suddenly the leader came out and said, Chen Yifa has a brokerage company It's like putting a big hat on me It’s also a bit baffling Anyway, let’s talk about the contract at that time.

And there is another very unexpected thing That is to say, during that period, a certain former Douyu anchor Xiaozhi A League of Legends anchor Known as Huludao Wu Qilong Now it seems that Douyin stopped broadcasting a while ago It seems to be due to poor health or something Then she suddenly broke the news that there was negative news about Douyu.

He said Douyu was attacking him every day with his navy He said he was a good boy But if you keep attacking me like this I'm going to ask someone to report on the female anchors on your platform.

Those female anchors are your pocketbook There's something wrong with those female anchors What can happen to a female anchor? Isn’t it just the things in her crotch?

Otherwise, it is a matter of getting divorced and getting married according to the unspoken rules.

Those are the things I believe these things are happening, let alone the anchor.

Just pretend that even popular celebrities are afraid of these things happening to them.

Then Xiaozhi said that it was because of these things I just want you sailors to stop causing trouble.

Don't make me anxious You let the female anchor stay on your platform Just take someone else’s divorced engine as Sister Wen This chip platform can do this kind of thing If I explode You think about the consequences yourself I have an idea of ​​what I have done.

This is the original painting I copied online I don’t know if it’s text type Then at that time, because I didn’t have my own Tieba management And the boss said that I have a brokerage company The supervisor said that my character was not good, and then Xiaozhi said that Douyu had a sister who got divorced.

Then all the negative comments at that time It just came to my head almost overnight I've always been a close-knit older sister.

The anchor turned into a vicious divorced woman but by the way Ha, I don’t think there’s anything wrong with divorce.

I learned from the 2017 Douyu Carnival I just knew that a female anchor got divorced I was surprised I think hey, do they have any intersection?

Actually, I don’t think it’s a big deal either.

Just get a divorce, what a big deal It’s freedom of marriage And I think I need to congratulate them If it were, there would be a cooling-off period today It’s not necessarily divorced yet. It’ll be really hard to deal with your cooling-off period in a few years.

Speaking of which, I didn’t really understand it at that time.

Why do I say that I am very popular in Douyu?

Why don’t I recognize that supervisor?

He never crossed paths Why would he come and speak ill of me publicly, right?

I also want to download my Tieba management A long time passed later I just found out that the name of the super administrator is pheasant or pheasant Beep or just call it Pheasant. I forgot my real name is Xu Chaxuan.

Adopted an old colleague of mine 600,000 yuan or 800,000 yuan red envelope?

So it’s quite responsible whether you should say it or not.

That superintendent is in charge of Douyu Management related to public opinion operations I guess I'm in now Because in 2019 Douyu issued an announcement Since the second half of 2019, the company has investigated and dealt with violations of Douyu high-voltage lines.

Nine cases resulted in 14 people being fired Eight people were transferred to the public security organs on suspicion of committing crimes Judicial authorities are now classifying cases involving job embezzlement, acceptance of bribes, etc. Typical cases are reported as follows: Xu Chuan, senior manager of the user operation department of the former operation center Xu took advantage of his position to embezzle a huge amount of company finances

His behavior violated the Douyu high-voltage line and he was fired from the company.

At the same time, he has been transferred to the judicial authority for suspected job embezzlement.

Criminal responsibility will be investigated in accordance with the law I didn’t know this until a long time later That's a lot about me in 2020 Some very vicious rumors against me At that time, in order to clarify with everyone that I was not married I haven’t been divorced yet, so I showed my household registration booklet to the audience. I didn’t even think about it and didn’t have it.

I can't think of any other way at once Then that Tomoto The word "unmarried" is written on the household register.

However, many people don’t buy it.

He said that if he did not change his household registration book on his own initiative, The status will not be updated. Even if you are married, it may show that you are unmarried.

The university may show that the academic qualifications are only high school, so tell me It's no use doing this Hey, I actually think this is unnecessary But the way things were going at that time, the household registration book might also be fake.

Anyway, just say eh If you are looking for an angle, there are still angles.

Well then anyway out of some feelings for the old platform and to prevent defaults and uncertainty caused by changing platforms. I didn’t go to YY At the beginning of 2018 I renewed my contract with Douyu for another 3 years Proof of being single Proof of being single In fact, I asked at that time I couldn't issue a single certificate because it had been cancelled.

This provision is I only issued a single certificate in 2012 At that time, it was to buy a house. I wanted to buy a house.

But if you are single, there seems to be some discounts.

Or is it the interest rate discount for down payment suites or what?

At that time, I went to the notarization office called the Civil Affairs Bureau.

I should have opened one but it was from 2012 It happened, so it’s been a long time Now the Civil Affairs Bureau over there no longer provides this service.

Yes, I think it is necessary to prove This thing itself is quite ironic.

Is divorce considered divorce?

I didn’t know what to do at that time, and I didn’t know what to do.

And I think it’s okay to be married, and it’s okay to be divorced.

My mother is worried every day now that I am not married.

Simba’s fans will come to criticize the host later.

The host god predicted him. What are you thinking about? How could they climb over the wall?

Actually, I just reviewed it a little bit.

Don’t many students know these things?

Maybe as if it were the sum of those years I’m not talking about core fans, I’m just those who watched the live broadcast back then.

Where are my friends from the live broadcast?

Audience friends will know more or less But because this matter develops very quickly, What people say is that a big anchor will be cultivated very quickly.

In other words, if it takes several years to appear, it will disappear in a few days.

So sometimes what if you didn’t pay much attention to this matter for a while?

You will find that all of a sudden there will be no more people. That’s it.

Masamune Cut Nagasawa, who are you?

I know you speak for Lao Tan But I don't know who you are Who are you? What's the name of Lao Tan's girlfriend, Ness?

Wow, these are a lot of distant and friendly IDs Is Ness married now? The groom is not an old man.

Oh my god, how do you know the IDs of so many old water friends? What kind of crescent app is this?

Oh my God, my dead memories are attacking me.

Detecting the age of the audience in the live broadcast room I won't cry anymore. I'm a strong adult now.

Jijijiji Fat Confession says that fat is called immovable fat bacteria At that time, I was the house manager one by one.

Then I often buy gifts I forgot who he was on the list. Sorry.

The child was unfilial. Later, she went to England to talk Which female anchor are you dating?

I forgot, sorry Then there are some people over there who spread rumors again, I said What happened if Fatty and I went to England again?

Well, there are a lot of things that I have never heard of.

in me about me I heard it from others Then with a few other well-known I hope that some of the less well known Things I was terribly wrong about When superimposed, it becomes my big-character poster.

At that time, Douyu was in July Douyu told me that we have received many reports here.

The Cyberspace Administration of China also received many reports.

Tell me, write a check I said it’s okay. I’ll correct my mistakes if I know they’re wrong. My attitude is very good.

Oh, then Guangxi Dam also said that it felt wrong.

It happened a long time ago But before punishment, we must treat the disease and save the patient.

Please write a check It was almost like this at that time I haven’t written anything about it internally yet externally.

I just said, just tell me to prepare and admit my mistake.

I think I was indeed wrong. It’s okay to admit my mistake, but just say it.

This matter was solved, but it took a while But later, I think it was, uh, they wanted to save a little bit.

That saves some money That is to say, I was solved by reporting it.

But in fact, this is not enough. It’s just that the influence is not enough. So?

So we started some more public opinion offensives.

It was mid-to-late July, Many people messaged me privately and said Sister Fa, I have the exact information here.

If someone wants to mess with you, please be careful. I was a bit naive at the time.

I have always been childish and naive, I just think I know I'm already writing checks I've already said this I have already realized my mistake deeply.

But then I discovered this It's not as simple as I thought, he just said He also found many, many um Media, self-media and public relations companies go together I want to make this public opinion bigger So actually looking back now Even if you received the news in advance what can you do

I can't get an extra kiss out of thin air.

A relative of a big leader Sometimes some students Some acquaintances like that Some friends feel sorry for me He said, oh, I already reminded you.

Why don't you take it seriously? But in fact, even after so many years There is no better way to go back and review it.

Unless you established a strong connection very early on It's impossible for you to be able to hold the Buddha in your arms temporarily, right?

Don't you know Buddha's feet?

That was the first time I encountered something like this.

Otherwise, Mr. Lai wouldn’t have urgently launched Weibo to see it in half a year.

Just say you can’t do it one month before the college entrance examination Sometimes you tell me to take two more courses and look forward to it It’s true that I can do well in this exam, and I’m not making excuses for myself.

I just can't think of it right now Is there any better way at that time?

Maybe I think this way to excuse myself.

It was a really big battle.

There is at least one hot search topic that has been in the top three for more than ten days.

Damn it, it's so red Well, some students may have misunderstood the logic one by one.

It's just the heat thing you want to create heat You can spend money to create heat For example, uh, are there formal channels?

That is to say, you go to advertise What kind of vermicelli are you going to vote for?

Go to Doujia or something like that This is called a formal channel Irregular channels More gray channels Go find that navy company to boost your popularity.

Isn't this to create heat?

So how do you press the heat?

You have to press the heat. Theoretically, you cannot press the heat.

In theory, popularity is all about public opinion. How can you suppress it?

Right? Pressure and heat are not something that ordinary people can control.

Well, at that time, I was very, very politically incorrect.

And the very vicious thoughts of very young citizens Because Sister Bingbing had an accident in a few days, I said, why didn’t you get into trouble earlier?

Now I'm very ashamed of what I thought at that time I bought a lot of beauty masks.

It wasn’t long before I said sorry to Sister Bingbing.

My sister Bingbing is the same.

I said, "Why didn't something happen to you earlier?"

You said you wouldn’t miss me either You said you came Who can compete with me? Who can compete with me? But Sister Bingbing still let me go.

Sister Bingbing and I have nothing to do with each other Of course it's not the same thing, but who did it?

Don’t you always hope that your enthusiasm will be overshadowed by other things?

If you don't say that you don't have this idea, then that's a lie, and I can complain.

Wang Feng and Bingbing thought so too.

Forget about Bingbing Who can crush Bingbing?

Bingbing’s current overseas development is okay Yes, I hope Ceres can also go abroad.

It sounds like the problem is caused by your relationship with Douyu.

You didn't listen at all In fact, many things are the result of accumulation step by step.

one thing after another It’s still my wife who lacks experience in this area.

Since what happened to me Later, everyone became relatively more experienced, after what happened to me Weibo has an internal unwritten set of rules.

We just don’t allow everyone to attack each other like this.

When it was trending on the search, I said you can’t always use bombs as BB bombs.

We didn't ask you to use it like this So later on, there will be relatively fewer such things.

Will be controlled No, you can't use bombs as conventional weapons.

People are also very busy No one has done this before.

There were still some people who didn’t know me at that time.

friends who don't know me We can't call them friends either.

Ah, it's a little bit tricky.

Even at that time, some people knew me Comments from netizens who don’t know me Post a message saying you can’t do this I remember there was a bald guy called a pawn.

He posted a long article on Zhihu It is said a lot that punishment cannot be known and power cannot be measured.

Later, his number disappeared and he is still on summer vacation.

Hey, thank you. I miss him. Hehehe.

When this incident first came out, Douyu has several leaders The kind of leader I have never seen Not Chen Shaojie Not Zhang Wenming either That's the kind of leader But leaders who are unfamiliar to everyone come here Just discuss it with me in Shanghai and let’s talk about what to do.

How do you deal with this matter?

Hey, I said you should advise others not to do it.

People say that if you draw a bow, there will be no turning back.

This is impossible to persuade He said it was over Think of another way But judging from the development of things today, No relationship between betta fish is hard.

This is all Shao Jie, have you come out yet?

I can’t blame Douyu for not helping me.

They are all clay bodhisattvas. They didn't cheat me out of money.

He doesn't have any connection in this area, right?

You said you didn’t go to Panda TV back then. Is that true?

It's a pity that these words mean that there are no assumptions in life.

Well, if I were thicker-skinned, I would say that I would have gone to Panda TV back then.

Maybe Panda TV won’t go out of business?

This is the one that is booming and now on the market.

Who knows? It also depends on the course of history.

Lao Wang’s number is gone too.

Laowang Hao Laowang doesn’t often post food explorers in Japan now?

There is no Fairy Tale Town anymore when you go to Panda.

Yes, is there any claim from Xiaomi Lilith?

Hey, don’t look at me like this I'm very popular No one asks me to pay for it Even Douyu didn’t ask me to compensate. Douyu just didn’t pay me some money. I’m sorry.

No one wants to ask me to pay for anything, and everyone is very popular.

ok. Of course, I abide by the contract. I signed with Douyu at that time.

3 year contract Although I couldn’t broadcast in those 3 years since I signed the contract in 2018 But I haven’t gone anywhere else. How can I afford Douyu? All contracts are All cooperation with me is normal settlement.

It just settled the part of my trip.

I think everyone is pretty good The liquidated damages at that time were calculated in hundreds of millions, right?

How can it be such an exaggeration? Let me tell you some legal common sense. That is to say Your liquidated damages are linked to your income Even if the contract says your salary is 10,000 Liquidated damages of 10 million, then when you breach the contract The law will not support it either That means you can't get paid from me.

I only got so little, so I have to pay so much.

This is, this is not in line with legal common sense And what is the final amount to be fulfilled and negotiated in the end?

Only the parties involved know this For example, how much do you want?

How much did you lose?

But in the end the court did not support it This is first and second, whether the other party can compensate is also second.

It’s hard to say how much you’ll get.

Is there still a Yin-Yang contract?

I've been stupid all the way here And what about the Yin-Yang contract?

If only I knew these high-end tricks I won’t come to YouTube to develop.

Do you still think my income in Douyu is measured in hundreds of millions?

At that time, many people also had this misunderstanding, maybe it was Because at that time many anchors liked to do some Make some hot news Just brag about how awesome the other person is and then talk about how much he is worth.

How much is this worth?

But in fact, whether I got it in the end or not, I already got it.

It’s hard to say how much it has been fulfilled after I stopped broadcasting.

Some friends of friends contacted me She said she would help me move around and then she also hoped that I could take care of her.

Take care of me, I'll take care of her Then there are some friends of friends of friends who are a little bit out of points.

They just heard that anchors make a lot of money Then say it as soon as you open your mouth I'll help you get this done You have to give me tens of millions. I said goodbye and apologized.

I'm right. What are you thinking? You have some wrong perceptions about us.

If you want, you can’t say that some children are stupid and what do they write in self-media?

What do you believe? You just believe it when he says it will cost as much as he wants.

Didn't you get that much money?

Is it for publicity or for real money?

Who can figure it out? I don’t know that Biden and others don’t dare to brag about this now.

I don’t dare to say such things now In the past, everyone liked to make these news to hype up How much is the signing fee?

Let’s stop sorting out these things now Now I wish that no one would appear on the hot search list Don’t appear in social news either Just don't be seen by the public We all hope now we all hope not to be noticed because Now Internet celebrities have become an outlet for social negative emotions.

As everyone said, these Internet celebrities have no culture.

How come your income is so high?

I recommend closing them all Hahahahaha so everyone plays low profile Hey, it’s all news Is it true or not?

It may also be difficult to say whether it will be implemented in the end.

For example, let's take an example Let me tell you whether to sign a 3-year contract or a 5-year contract And then give you 1 million every year, let's say if when you when your heat goes down Not as popular as before Will he still give you the salary you received when you were more popular?

I think it's hard to say He might ask you to cut your salary Then think about it, can you win the lawsuit yourself?

Can you afford it? And when it comes to litigation, for example?

He won't allow you to live broadcast, right?

You just spend a lot of time dragging and dragging the platform one by one.

The platform still has a strong position with the anchors It's not as easy as everyone thinks Now it’s called cost reduction and efficiency improvement.

Reducing costs and increasing efficiency is no longer the time to burn money like before.

In the past, the so-called blue ocean in the industry was all burning money.

Now now now now it's cleaner than my face What money are you burning?

I've been writing this for the past two days It’s not a memoir, right?

Sounds very old When writing these words Sometimes I'm afraid I'll remember it wrong Because it was indeed within a short period of time that year A lot of people and things happened I'll go check mine Look through my mobile photo album It's just a search and a search to fill in the gaps in my memory.

Then I turned to the time when I couldn't play it That is to say, uh, the other party is already at the time point he planned.

At this juncture, he launched all kinds of attacks on me Then after successfully taking down my account, I stopped broadcasting at that time.

I used to be one day uh I usually broadcast about 80 hours a month I have to broadcast four days and five days a week, and then I have nothing to do.

Stopped suddenly I became an internet celebrity female star suddenly become homeless Then I looked through my mobile phone photo album God, I was totally masochistic at that time.

I just go online every day to see what other people have said to me.

Then I thought I had gotten over it Then I went to look through my mobile photo album Made me depressed My heart beats like two hundred, two hundred and eight I said I said I was crazy I take screenshots every day People call me that kind of art That's me, I'm like that. At that time, I had nothing to do.

Okay, I'll just turn over this person.

What's wrong with me?

Hum, it turns out this is the person who spread rumors about me again Haha, at that time, I was not only abusing myself, haha I have one more idea There is also a very, very childish idea I was naive from beginning to end I want to tell everyone the mistakes I made when I was childish I hope you won’t be as naive as me

I will save these screenshots then I want to show it to the leader I said to the leader, look, she was the one who harmed me.

Do you want to uphold justice?

You said I'm naive or not? I remember it's funny even now when I think about it.

Do you know why I do this?

When something happened to me, my boss said that I This leader is not just one leader.

He pointed at some staff and said, do you know what is going on?

I said I know, I know, that's it Then the other person said, "Oh, you're too sensitive."

No way, you don’t have any evidence for this.

I said, then I will go and you want evidence, right?

But actually this is completely meaningless I feel like the higher-ups don’t know my grievances So I took screenshots of thousands of pictures that were scolding me.

Say you saw him spreading rumors again You see, this person is slandering him and making trouble at the same time It was too childish. It took many years for me to grow up a little bit.

But a leader told me that it was also September 11th.

You know you are also very naive, you know?

I had an accident on August 1st August 1 I didn’t broadcast the whole month I changed the title to Thank you all for your continued renewal. I think my literary papermaking is pretty good.

Even if you don’t say anything, just say thank you and that’s it.

I'm not like Lu Benwei either After all, Lu Benwei’s education level is lower than mine.

What did he say sorry for?

I have to rest for a few days I think I'm still taller than him, hey, he's still taller, haha Then the title of my live broadcast room is Thank you all for your continued license renewal. As a result, I didn’t broadcast for that month.

But my gift ranking That gift is counted as free gift and paid gift.

My gift list is still far ahead I didn’t say, I didn’t say the top few.

Anyway, it’s not first or second, but it’s in the top few.

This is very hateful Actually, I didn’t understand this at that time. I felt so touched at the time.

Haha, oh, these, these, are all my biological family members, that’s great.

I, I, I will always love your feeling Now think about it, was it childish at that time? But what happened later?

We just want to control the situation Everyone is not allowed to talk for now.

That's the kind of uh uh uh No one is allowed to talk anymore Only the house manager can speak Then everyone will hand out some gifts and then leave It's a bit like laying a wreath.

I feel like it’s a little unlucky to say this, but it’s okay for me to complain about myself.

If you say that, I will ban your account.

But then that was Although I am not live broadcasting but my my My rankings are at the top again This makes it difficult for others to get off the stage, and when something happens to you What you need to do most is disappeardisappear, right?

I think Trump is stupid too Give me a shot Then he he missed He said fight fight, then if there is more than one shooter If there was more than one assassin, he would be dead, right?

So at that time, we should actually lie down. It’s not because he is a politician.

It's because there's only one assassin on the opposite side He definitely has no experience either Kennedy has experience Ask him if it's possible he hired it himself Assassins, hype, conspiracy, hired by 1.7 billion people It's the Illuminati, it's the Freemasons.

Do you think that was a start?

I think that means When something can be exploited If there are some rules that can be exploited That and it's very useful Then it will inevitably be used frequently by people.

It's just a social law, right?

Then when I wasn’t broadcasting, many fans said it was a bit disgusting.

Baby fans, go to the live broadcast room and give me gifts.

Then after posting the barrage, I asked everyone not to post the barrage.

To avoid making too many mistakes and saying the wrong things But I’m still giving out gifts Not long ago, September 11th, six years ago, September 11th, 2018 At that time, I had been live streaming for several weeks Fourth anniversary, how time flies. Oh my God, that time. That day has come.

Many people, many, many water friends, have invariably forgiven my literary skills.

Came to the live broadcast room by chance We started flying airplanes and rockets at 10 o'clock Various support for aerospace industry At that time, it was actually a kind of Now it seems that there may be some childish behavior Because you are making big news again They are still waiting for you That is to say, this person is just waiting for you, while you are still alive.

That is to say, oh, so he still has influence, so let’s just let him say it.

Why are you sending him rockets?

Are you not convinced?

Then the other side put this set He came up with the plan he had already prepared I went to make a small report and it didn't take long.

That live broadcast room is gone and I’m still tired Lu Benwei Lu Benwei’s live broadcast room suddenly disappeared Sorry 50/50 Teacher Lu has brought disaster to Chi Yu Lu Benwei, he, he has been in the live broadcast room since he stopped broadcasting I'm so fucked up At that time, I had many surgeries like this News headlines that sound outrageous

What kind of banned anchor?

You can still reward in the live broadcast room The editor asked Douyu Douyu says it has no knowledge Douyu says this is against regulations The editor asked Douyu what he said Why is it permanently banned from uploading? Why is it so openly beaten?

There are so many things you do that are openly respectful and yet they are seriously violated. Why is it so?

That's the kind of thing behind this anyway Those kind of combination punches make people scared when they look at them Do you know? Hey

Now that I think about it, I still lack experience.

Do you think the other party was so experienced at that time?

I really have no fucking experience at all I always thought that person was not very smart But I think I, now that I think about it, I am the one who is not smart.

Who are you talking about? I think I'll give it back to me. I'm really not very smart.

At that time it was all complete Maybe the online platform didn’t expect that maybe everyone is still young.

Haven't experienced too many things So I didn't expect to be able to do this.

Until now it is It’s already an ISO process now, right?

Once someone says something that shouldn't be said Immediately after taking a screenshot, Aite clicked Ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta Then everyone brings up the topic together and starts posting.

Then it was clicked by that something The last number is gone, the super chat is gone, he is called sop.

Sorry, it’s just a whole process. Now everyone knows it.

But at that time, I really didn’t understand, so people didn’t know about people, so they didn’t know about people.

Everything is unpredictable There was no such process before They are all skilled now And there are those kind of crawler systems Although you hide your past It’s a comment but it can still be passed some means technical means put it Save it or something like that

It was really not this high 18 years ago You can’t say yes or no, you can’t say that someone has something.

I think it’s just classy Yes yes experience at the very beginning On September 11th, everyone sent me a lot of anniversary gifts.

Not long after that, my live broadcast room disappeared Lu Benwei’s live broadcast room is gone too Then it didn't take long Weibo customer service gave me Give me the one I have been in contact with on Weibo The little sister and brothers sent me a message saying Well, you are hiding your account recently.

It happened to be my birthday that day Hum, but this question is not the point How long should I hide it?

People hesitate He wasn't afraid of hurting my heart either. He said it would take half a year.

He said there are some special activities recently Hide that account, yes, yes, I was really naive at the time.

I asked how long it would take to hide it, and he said half a year first. I said will it be released after half a year?

Is that all right? Let’s talk about it later.

Look again, when the time comes I lack this, you say now Would I still have such childish thoughts now?

No, but the tuition fee for this study is a bit high The tuition fee is a bit high. To be honest, if there is Weibo on Weibo, It doesn't make any sense Who dares to post? Lu Benwei’s Weibo is still there Doesn't he just show his energy every year?

There is no positive energy now Maybe he's tired too I can't stop loving you, you said even if my number is still there I don’t dare to post anything I dare to post It feels like no number has come back.

I don’t know if the supervisor will come back or not. What’s the reason for Lu Benwei?

It seems like it’s because of something said in that live broadcast, eh It's something I shouldn't have said.

Actually, it's mainly because of his great influence.

At that time, the Simba number was gone.

No, you said she was right, yes, her mistake was those words I won’t read it anymore. It’s a bit bad to read it.

It’s not that Ruben’s quality is too low.

It’s okay to have your account banned. Low quality is indeed not a bad thing.

Everyone should be a high-quality person, but you Low quality cannot be used as a criterion for banning titles Because of the level of quality He doesn’t have a constant that can convince the public one by one.

One-size-fits-all standards It's like saying that a person's game level is very low and he can't play games.

In other words, a person’s speaking level is too low.

He can't express his opinions or anything like that This is something that has no standard and cannot be quantified at the time when the 50-50 was opened.

When you say yes, you don't mean that he attacks others offline.

I think he is useless I didn’t think so much about it, tell me, which anchor now wants to invite fans to dinner?

Dozens of people can come at any one time?

Everyone is having fun Then, alas, I am young and ignorant.

Said something wrong It's definitely wrong You say no matter how sinful and heinous it is, it won’t be too serious. I think so.

It's wrong, it's definitely wrong It's not a heinous crime Maybe it's at that outlet.

Well, after I stopped broadcasting, many friends wanted to help.

I said I wanted to resolve this matter and wanted to help me unblock it or something.

Gave some suggestions, etc. Some people say you need to pay in advance.

Some people say they need to sign a contract or something like that Gee, many people will lose some money in this link.

Or meet a liar Otherwise, I haven’t met a liar.

But the money was spent and things couldn’t be accomplished, which is also very disappointing so far.

No one is older.

It seems like not many people have really tried to solve these things.

Not everyone is cheating money Some are scams, but luckily I haven't been scammed much.

I think if we talk about it, it can be solved Generally speaking, the influence is relatively small.

It will be better then if the matter is relatively minor, it will be better That tow traffic policeman?

That was nothing, it happened 800 years ago I said it once before I had a music company at the time I said I was a friend of a friend and then I found him.

A person who said he had connections came to pull the strings I want to talk about cooperation And that person is not a powerful person himself.

Want to do something like this They are all relatively complicated.

Who can pass whom, who can catch up with whom It's very complicated and you have to separate it in many layers.

What kind of master is he talking about?

Anyway, some relationships that are not related by blood It’s very confusing and I added that person’s WeChat account at the time.

That person’s WeChat account is still in my phone.

Just as a social observation, his ID, room ID, and WeChat name are listed on both sides.

Two flags, red flags, I met that person once A Cantonese restaurant in Shanghai Looks like a Cantonese restaurant I had a meal that cost me thousands of dollars.

Then I think that person is a bit bullshit It was her. She was wearing a suit.

And wore a bow tie Why don't you bring a tie?

Then he, he, it was winter Right, and then she said, she said, why are you dressed so casually?

I came here casually because I was wearing a coat Then I took off my coat in the room and there was a sweater underneath.

Then she said she was that kind of person He said he was that kind of uh Do you work in the field of literature and art?

In terms of entertainment, he then came into contact with some small stars.

Some, some, a little more from the entertainment industry Then he kept telling me when we were eating He said he knew some of those young female idols and so on.

When we have nothing to do, do we do team building somewhere?

Then why do people sit on his lap?

As soon as he came, he always sat on my lap and talked like that.

Before he left, we probably talked about it Just take a moment and then when I leave, I will pay and leave.

He's like that at the door He looked me up and down and said, "Are you 1.6 meters tall?"

Then I thought it was ridiculous and I said Does this have anything to do with our cooperation?

And I think he is hanging on That man's figure and appearance are a bit like those in Bankrupt Sisters The Asian boss in the tube in Sisters Have you seen Broke Sisters?

In the restaurant of the bankrupt sisters What's the name of that Asian boss, HAN? Yes, that's what she looks like.

The figure is similar to that Then he came and asked me He said are you 1.6 meters tall?

She also said that I was very inappropriate in wearing a sweater today.

I think I'm crazy Later he sent me a message It’s very greasy to send me messages after you get home.

This grease is the kind that overflows He said thank you pretty girl for the meal today.

This is not an analogy of mine.

He really typed the words "beautiful girl" to me.

Thank you, pretty girl, for treating me to a meal today.

Hahahaha, I said this before, I am so impressed.

It might have something to do with who does what.

Whatever you do specifically, it might just be Chuan Chuan Chuan.

Called Chuanchuaner in Chongqing dialect Maybe it's just a person with some connections It's impossible for people like them to really have a connection.

It can only be that if you can pass him and then pass something else, you can get on the line.

He sent me a message during the Chinese New Year.

Just during the Chinese New Year That was in 2019. What did Chen Xian’s daughter say when she sent me a message?

Chen Xian’s daughter, right?

Happy New Year from Chen Xian’s daughter What what what?

I just didn’t reply to him It's always been because I felt like they couldn't get things done like this.

Do you think your level is not good enough?

And he also made a bunch of requests to me.

Many people, some of them, think about it at this time He'll want to say um Many people will be anxious after the condom is gone.

He will be like a man drowning he will want to catch any Any help given to him So some people will also criticize these bloggers at this time.

These were just taking the opportunity to make requests. Anyway, I didn’t make any afterward.

What's further to do with him and them?

Let’s discuss further cooperation or something like that I think this level is too low, there is really no There's no need to continue chatting in depth.

But actually this person is not my friend He is a friend of mine I met him through a friend who makes music.

In fact, now all walks of life must have some understanding of connection to achieve a certain level.

Otherwise, it would be inconvenient sometimes When your company reaches a certain level You need to have a little connection and at least talk about his tactics. I can’t talk about it either.

Can I talk about this? There is no need to talk about this.

After all enterprises, companies and industries achieve a certain level of He still needs some sense of security That friend who makes music In fact, he is not a liar. He is definitely not a liar. Later

He also made several successful songs On Douyin and that short video platform I think it’s the kind of TikTok song that’s very popular His wave was quite hot.

He must have made a lot of money, too.

He's not a liar, he's just a matchmaker Actually I think these These problems are to be solved like The problem is not just about money or power.

Even if you have power and money, you may not be able to do it.

There are many things that I have no idea how to start with.

It’s called racing under the water, doesn’t it mean the public opinion environment?

That is to say, everything in this matter must be under the water, which is relatively complicated.

I didn't really understand these things before Only later did I make up the class I can't go into too much detail.

It's not good for me to say it in too much detail.

It's him who needs it. I can't go into too much detail.

Hope you never need this This this these these these these skills Later, he didn’t come Later I came to YouTube, and some friends comforted me at that time.

I remember I went to a place on a business trip Yes, although I stopped broadcasting But I still have to go on a business trip and sometimes something happens unfinished business I went on a business trip and he invited me to a private room in a very luxurious restaurant.

Treat me to high-end Cantonese food Eat that Buddha and jump over the wall or something and then ask me about it Because everything happened so fast Even some people don't know what happened Just ask me what's going on?

Why did it suddenly happen like this? I was relatively innocent at that time.

Just the silly and sweet kind People ask me what's going on I just told people 151 Actually, now that I think about it It's not very appropriate for me to do this.

Is Buddha Jumping over the Wall a Fujian cuisine? I, I, I think it is Cantonese cuisine.

Sorry, I didn't understand these worldly things before Look at you, you don’t understand V for Vendetta, right?

I knew you didn't understand anything Because because of me, people ask me, what happened to you?

I said I said others have conflicts with me I was punished, and this may mean that I created a problem for others.

So what should others do?

And at that time, I didn’t know the other person’s identity either.

Not like now Now it feels like everyone’s spectrum is If we talk about it in popular terms Everyone’s political spectrum is now clear at a glance I didn't know that at that time I don’t know the other party and the water friends and various colleagues What is the spectrum between friends?

But at that time someone asked me If you ask me what happened, I will tell you that someone is messing with me.

Hey, I was tortured and I feel like now that I think about it It's like giving others a problem Tell me, then how should he deal with it?

He has to pretend not to know He asked him to support me Does he want to cut off with me or something?

Now that I think about it, it might be a problem for others.

But at that time, I just had an accident and I didn’t expect that much.

I feel like others care about me Just care about me really care about me Then I must tell others Things that others care about What should I say?

Just take it with you. I think some people care about you.

I don’t really care about you. The matter is more complicated. Do you want me to name you?

Then I'll definitely name him.

What's the deal? I've told him before.

He might think that that person is always targeting me and trying to trick me.

This is a very troublesome thing It has nothing to do with Douyu going public.

There is a relatively popular analysis method on the Simplified Chinese Internet.

It's just a conspiracy theory. Something happened to me.

It must be a platform battle Promoted by big capital Behind Barabara are all Otherwise, they are Americans.

Otherwise it is capital If Meituan wasn’t so complicated, listed companies would be busy.

Listed companies think about financing every day There is a capital game behind it The time when cultivating personnel is complicated is just the right time to grasp If you don’t catch the typical model, don’t always think about it.

That is to say, conspiracy theories are not so much a big game.

That's what I'm thinking Tell me whether what you told others about at that time caused trouble to others.

Now I think if I say this, it might also cause trouble to others.

But now I don't really care anymore So it doesn’t matter. I was still relatively naive at that time. I just had some friends.

There is no competitive platform There really wasn’t a time when Huya really wanted to help me.

He feels that otherwise you really think about that matter in a very complicated way.

It wasn’t that complicated at that time. Some of my friends were relatively well connected.

Friends come over to comfort me Come and chat with me or something Then I said that what he said about you was that it could be very big.

You can also look at the situation very lightly I said, oh, this is just a misunderstanding.

I think just put today's crime on my head It’s just baffling. I never expected to be accused of this in my life.

Because if we must judge by crime I think exquisite might be more appropriate.

But my words are just some of my own self-digming remarks.

In whatever, do I feel weird? I said why do I say that?

But because the relationship between China and Japan has always been It's always a good way to stir up conversation.

So that's it Then I told my friends about my friends He said, I said, I said oops People said this was a mistake and it was a misunderstanding.

Just let me go and it will be over Well, you're just saying it's a misunderstanding, right?

At first there were some There are some quotes taken out of context.

Or maybe there is some over-interpretation?

How to say it Just say that we arrested the wrong person and that's the end of it, right?

Ah, I don’t think it’s a big deal I said that I am a commoner, but at that time That friend said something to me I think that sentence is very useful.

How do you say that?

It can explain what happened over thousands of years I didn't understand it at that time, but I gradually understood it later.

He said He said they were not You can't be wrong. He said, "What are you thinking about?"

It's impossible. They can't be wrong.

I say anyone can be wrong.

What's the matter? He said, oh, you, you, you, take a rest.

You should have a good rest. I was advised with all my heart.

At that time, I was more advanced.

I don’t really understand these things, I think it’s better to understand them.

This sentence makes me understand a lot of things and then after the broadcast was stopped I just said that I can’t cry at home every day.

Ah, I don’t know what to do Then he said why not study it?

Read some books or something Then I found some I think it's a more targeted medicine for people like me.

I feel a little embarrassed to read some books.

Because I haven't read these books before I didn’t watch it until after that So I will say now that I have arrived I didn’t read these books until I was 18 It makes me look illiterate Then nineteen eighty four Animal Farm Brave New World We were really good, uh, we watched some Wang Xiaobo and stuff Let’s see how to trade stocks. To be honest, I think it’s better to watch

Look at what Buffett said. Well, at that time, if I started speculating in U.S. stocks in 2018 My assets have doubled now, right?

I see Wang Xiaobo Although I haven’t seen much The silver and black iron of his golden age I only saw gold There are also some essays Stop talking nonsense Please be normal What did you say about that ID?

Fa Jie recommends 1984 Animal Farm Brave New World If you want me to die, I will recommend it to you.

I don’t dare to recommend it to you.

But I don’t recommend these I think these books should be banned. I remember reading them.

I don’t know which article Wang Xiaobo mentioned that He told me each story and I wanted to copy it down.

He said that such an incident happened in the 1970s Floods in the river washed away a state telephone pole An educated youth went after a telephone pole but failed to catch it.

This educated youth was commended The fact that he became a revolutionary martyr caused a little confusion among the educated youth.

Is our life worth a piece of wood?

The result is that confused people are criticized harshly To be honest, Wang Xiaobo is one of the confused people, so I am right The incident was still fresh in his mind, as he saw it We have eaten for many years Just grew up to this big The value is definitely higher than a piece of wood. It's not worth it for us to exchange the wood for it.

But people told me National property is where righteousness lies Saw him being washed away by the water Don't even think about it You have to go into the water and fish it out, not to mention wood.

Even with straw, you still have to jump into the water They also said that Wang Xiaobo’s argument about whether it was worth it or not was a backward statement.

Fortunately, I didn't call him reactionary.

I couldn't find this paragraph when I searched for it on Xiaohongshu before.

I just searched it on Wikipedia and in 2019 I went to Taiwan I didn't know that at that time I won’t be able to go to Taiwan anymore.

I haven't been there since that time.

Since we are no longer allowed to travel freely, 2019 will be the last window for free travel from Taiwan, right?

Is it the time McDull took a photo?

When you hear the pronunciation of Doudoudou, it is HONGKONG.

Cun Ting found out that Yun Na, a traveler, is from Hong Kong.

Alas, this female college student from Taiwan is called Madou.

Hong Kong is Madou. Don’t act like a horny male college student.

I made a mistake. Look at the cultural heritage. There is a lot of difference.

Please reflect on it carefully Then I went to Taiwan in 2019 When I went to Hong Kong, I started to just hang out on YouTube.

At that time, I still borrowed it from others.

ladder Don’t talk about the path to awakening I'm so stubborn Don’t talk nonsense about 2019. Do you want April or how long?

I went to Hong Kong in March. I didn’t go there at that time.

I didn't dare to go there at that time, but at that time because I have started to watch YOUTUBE I feel very scary There's no sound at all here. I feel so weird.

And it’s a completely different statement From now on, things will become incompatible with each other.

I don't know what happened now Don't talk nonsense I didn’t say anything about opening up a new world.

What is the new world? I felt like you were me for a while I was immersed in me for a while I'm in the fantasy that one day I'll be vindicated It's just that there were a lot of people over there just now.

If you insist on spreading rumors, they obviously liked me when I got divorced.

That anchor is divorced Then when he insisted on saying it was me I actually have that in my heart You know the kind where the protagonist counterattacks?

The early status in the web article I will feel like you will all apologize to me the day the truth comes out.

If you know, you just feel it, so tell me, because all I know is to say Well, yes, yes, yes, or no, right?

Then in the early stage, I was asked to speak in terms of the stock market.

How long is it horizontally and how high is it vertically?

How painful was my early stage?

It will be so fun later That kind of very childish idea But then I felt that everything would be revealed by then.

At some point, public opinion will definitely reverse Those people will definitely I will definitely regret it very much.

It will definitely be very, very Taoist I'm sorry for this, but I discovered it later.

Why do these people have no sense of right and wrong?

Ah, there is no memory of this either It's completely unreasonable. Why? And then later?

I was confused at the beginning Confused about this kind of thing why these people It was unreasonable. After a few years, I became numb.

I think this is indeed the case, and I won’t talk about it either.

In the next few years, there were a lot of things like this.

Everyone seems to have passed it I just forgot how to make waves.

Then from 2018 I stopped broadcasting to 2021 when I started broadcasting Why did you wait 3 years?

It’s because in 2018 I signed a contract with Douyu Exactly 3 years and then in 2021 My contract is over I just want to say that I will come and broadcast it on YouTube at that time.

Anyway, we are not bound by a contract. In fact, I think if we come in advance, I guess Dou Yue won't start a lawsuit with me, but my impression is still a bit safe.

This but that but here By February 2021, I came to YouTube By that time, I had already been on YouTube for two years.

tea party tea party At that time, the tea party was to create a channel on YY with everyone.

Then the chat was like this. At that time, I would chat with you for a few hours every month.

Chatting for hours with me before I was chatting I want, I want to write very, very long The manuscript is dozens of pages long because I am what I promised I need I need to keep talking You can’t rely on your looks to last the whole game, and you can’t play games either.

I can only speak purely and then I need it.

Need to write a manuscript and outline it Then at that time, thresholds were set. Thresholds were set. I was very afraid of that.

Because at that time, my negative attitude was relatively high.

I'm very afraid of some so-called journalists.

There are also some opposite Some with bad intentions Some people come in like this So there were a lot of thresholds set at that time.

For example, there are super chat levels and orders from Taobao stores and so on.

Then engage in live voice chat in the YY channel I didn't expect that one would happen too Been doing it for more than two years Is the tea party live broadcast of high quality?

Really? Are you using the past to mock the present?

Are you borrowing the past to satirize the present? Or do you want me to take it away?

I will also send out the manuscript.

Haha, using the past to satirize the present, does it imply that my quality is not high now?

In the past, there were those black guys who were called Jijin fans.

What is Jijin powder?

There are some video creators and video masters He edited that of mine.

Some of the live broadcasts he thought The clips that everyone thinks are fun are called highlight clips.

Then edit it and make a highlight reel Then, just like this, it also attracted some viewers It’s called sliced ​​powder. I’ll probably get him some chicken powder in a year.

After working on this for a few hours, some fans will think it’s just a highlight reel, and then watch the live broadcast.

I think this anchor is not as interesting as the highlights It's a bit of a disappointing feeling, but people How could there be something interesting in the collection?

This condensed self has also been condensed Damn, Alpha Potter doesn't count in the highlights.

Alphaport is not as interesting as me.

His, his, cut off hahaha The live broadcast lasts longer It also serves as a companion collection.

Just a person who takes care of some people who don’t have that much time.

My friend Afa is actually quite good at editing.

Yes, yes, very good What I said a while ago Afa Porter is Xiaohei, right?

In fact, he is Xiaohei Then he first came to me and said want to become Want to become a Ceres employee?

When I asked you to help me cut the video, I thought If the relationship between you as fans and bloggers begins to work, If you cooperate, it will easily lead to a breakdown in the relationship.

Just like if friends do business together, If it's easy, the relationship will be bad.

And sometimes I can be a little irritable at work, if that’s the case Speech is more strict and unpleasant.

If you say that, it will make things worse for everyone.

So I said I would I just declined him politely and then he cut it himself.

The haircut is pretty good too. He’s quite diligent.

Updates will be faster than mine, but if you say If I want, I can't live broadcast I live broadcast for so many hours every day, every year Is it impossible to edit your own videos?

I will tell you later I said, how about you come and help me edit?

Then we worked together for a while But the few videos I made in collaboration with Alpha Potter didn’t have very high views.

At that time, I didn’t tell anyone that he cut the video.

I'm afraid it means it will put pressure on him.

then for a while Probably a month or two It’s just that its playback volume is not very high Then he became a little anxious I originally told her not to be in a hurry I say I say because many times it is him I didn't interfere. It's not that I didn't interfere.

I just didn’t say what to cut.

He just gave me his hair that she wanted to cut.

But sometimes I feel that his selection of materials is not so popular.

For example, there will be some controversy These are some of his topics I mean, uh, current Well, I think which place is more interesting?

Or which places are not that interesting?

Also, uh, which things are more time-sensitive?

How is it?

I'll just tell him But maybe it means some of the effects I want I want some some some style It may not be the same style as she wants For example, he has never been involved in finance.

I just have it now Already transformed into the stock god Buffett?

I I've I've been trading stocks for 10 years Already the stock god Buffett But he never does this On this topic, because he himself does not I like it and then one day He just sent me a message. He said Sister Fa. I think my channel host I think we work together like this Is it not conducive to my own development?

Xiao Hei actually has a lot of room for growth in his emotional intelligence.

Let me show you what he said about that and that.

I actually saw it just a little bit at the time, but I, I I also know that his emotional intelligence is relatively low, but it was later I've thought about it too Just say what you say, I often make some modifications to his videos.

Some discussions on modifications Then but the traffic has always been not high He, he, he just said that he was embarrassed to say thank you to the host for a while.

The playback volume cannot increase either I said it's okay. I said come by name or something like that.

Later he said that he was talking about the host I think I need to adjust the rhythm of my videos My overall income has been declining over the past few months Although there are many reasons But in the end, we still have to be results-oriented, hahaha, right?

Oops Oops Oops stuck No, no, no, I'm not in the United States. Thank you, cool, thank you, Teacher Zhao.

Hey, I'll go here, I'll go, I'll go that I'm going to get some and get some ice.

Ah ah ah thank you everyone Thank you. I'll go, I'll go, I'll get some ice.

Thank you. I'll go, I'll go, I'll get some ice.

Oops, didn’t I mean the last time, eh, it was in September?

Isn’t it time to review how I came to YOUTUBE?

Well, I thought I had forgotten where I talked about it last time.

When it comes to 2018, 2018, where do we talk about specifically?

So much happened in 2018 Speaking of the fourth anniversary at the end of July, the live broadcast room was blocked Wow so I'm actually there I’ve been so famous in less than 4 years since Douyu was broadcast for more than 3 years Oh my god, so I spent most of my live streaming career in exile.

God it's been so long I feel like time flies so fast. It took me more than 3 years to become the number one in the industry.

That's why I came to YouTube Been here for 3 years Oh my God, stop talking about me. I'm a newbie. It's the first day of the show. Don't talk about it. It's been 3 years.

From what I heard, my development was not going smoothly. After my live broadcast room was blocked, Has the gift given to me been settled?

No, no, no, no, anyway, there will be no settlement later.

I also had hundreds of thousands of shark fins in my account confiscated.

Oh, but at that time Douyu asked me to refund the money.

What is the refund for?

When I quit, he said that sometimes I didn’t meet the standards during live broadcasts.

It’s just that the number of people didn’t meet the standard. I seem to have forgotten how many 100,000 yuan they asked me to refund.

He said he gave me more money In a certain month my number is he is he The contract we signed is that, um, you have to reach the number of people How many people must be online in your live broadcast room before you start giving How long does it take to calculate the effective duration?

The signing bonus that will be paid to you after the time is like this Then he said that I had not achieved that at that time.

It’s just that my effective time is not that long.

So I had to refund the money and then I didn’t go back to their house.

I just want to be funny You and I said there's no way I missed it, but then there wasn't much communication.

He may think that since you will not return my money without returning it, I won’t refund the money in your account. Douyu was like this at that time.

The one among many brokerage companies that is quite confusing Even the so-called MCN code is quite messy.

I remember one year One month, my gift settlement is still the signing fee I hit another anchor.

In the account, we are in the same MCM but the money is transferred.

Wrong time I took my money and transferred it to someone else's account.

Fortunately, we all know each other.

They gave it back to me Just forward it to me Anyway, the grass-roots team sometimes makes mistakes like this.

Hey, I made a mistake too I once used that My my rent payment The one who called me was the factory where clothes are made.

This is not a big deal, just some small mistakes.

I don't think it's a big deal One of the staff made a mistake It's really a small amount of money.

Not a lot of money It was the staff below who made the mistake You can’t say everything is Chen Shaojie’s problem.

Chen Shaojie can't control it at all Chen Jiajie is mainly in charge of financing. I have been broadcasting outside the wall longer than inside.

In fact, in terms of time Maybe it takes longer outside the wall I calculate the duration But calculate the broadcast time Then it must still be, wait a minute, there is no wall.

It’s better to air it on Douyu longer because the one from Douyu I used to broadcast more frequently and now I don’t broadcast as much.

Not as much as before In the past, it was about four to five days a week for five hours each time.

Sometimes a little longer Here it is broadcast three days a week In the past, it was broadcast more frequently In the past, there were still 120 hours left at the beginning I don’t broadcast every day on Douyu But I don’t have that Well, game bloggers broadcast so frequently Because they just play games But I can still be considered diligent rather than diligent.

When is it called dedication? There are flowers inside and outside the wall. There is no wall. No wall.

Then what happened after I stopped broadcasting on Douyu?

That’s pretty much it, right?

Then at that time, um, I was frequently on trending searches.

Whenever the other party finds an opportunity, he will put me on the hot search No matter if it’s um, I’ll give you a whole wave of hot searches for the crime first, and then Douyu will make any announcement.

I want to be on the hot search. My room is gone. I want to be on the hot search.

Anyway, it was on the hot searches continuously. There were a lot of super words at that time.

In other words, um, the friends in the group just follow Just tell each other not to click on my entries with hotly searched names.

In this case, it will increase the popularity of the negative trending searches for me.

In this case, it is equivalent to saying that the assist side must be clicked.

The kind of popularity of other entries So that our ranking will drop down But I was really well-known at that time.

The heat is too high, even if we ourselves can’t light it up People outside will come in curiously.

Anyway, it has always been at the top of the hot search A friend of mine said that he opened all the machines for me at that time I wanted to delete my entry but it didn’t work and the other party didn’t know how much it cost.

How much I guess it cost seven figures. I don’t know the exact number at the beginning, I think.

Hey, those studios at the back are what they say Don't let this negativity Negative terms are hotly searched It is to prevent various groups from fighting each other.

Then use the hot search as a tool for everyone to fight against From now on, we won’t be allowed to do this kind of thing.

Well, that person’s annual subscription is indeed very rich, and he was so willing to spend money on me.

Later, Zhao Dan was no longer allowed to be used, right?

Because at that time, uh-huh This is what I have already spent a lot of time talking about last time.

Why is he trying to fix this with me?

It's a bit repetitive if I talk about it this time. I just feel that I have the feeling that I don't have him.

Because he is in the wrong, and it’s not because of love and hatred.

That is, everyone has a competitive relationship In fact, although I think the track is completely different But because they are all female anchors on the same platform, Then he wanted to make progress too much So there is a big deal Very big to other people Hostility, don't think he just wants to mess with me. He must hate it the most.

It's me, but he actually fucked a lot of people too None of the others were fucked by him Alas, we are the only ones who know each other But hey, what’s the matter with miss?

Miss and I are not familiar with each other, but Keke was also fucked very badly at that time.

Because many people said that if Erke hadn’t gone to Panda He has nothing to do with him, so Erke is often Being splashed by that one It’s also true that A Leng was spoken to in a bad way.

Just how to say it I just want to make progress too much I want to make progress so much At that time, not much happened every week.

I was actually very depressed at that time During the Tea Olympics my life is boring Wash your face with tears every day I also have to rack my brains to tell you some happy things.

interesting things Damn, I had a very painful time with split personality.

In fact, happiness amidst suffering Sometimes I go on YouTube or something like that Then when it comes to that YOUTUBE, I will have some thoughts about myself There are some misunderstandings about that At that time, I was having a very painful life Very depressed in life Then I felt that fans are the only light in my life

That is to say, fans will always love me Those who are good to me and with me Well, I didn’t realize that fans don’t always with you I was very ego at that time You know, I was very arrogant for a while.

Zhao Xiaoshou is live broadcasting in my room. Live broadcasting in my room.

I was very arrogant then I told her that when you take photos, be careful not to capture the details of my life.

I think about it now I think this sentence is simply It’s almost like describing a primary school student’s composition I just want to find a crack in the ground to drill into.

I said it’s because my fans haven’t seen or contacted me for too long They will search over and over again in your photos Do you have any details about me?

I don't want them to guess too much or anything like that.

Do you know? Haha, I heard this Just tell me not to take pictures of me No, no, I don’t want to see the kind of things that other people have photographed. Then I thought to myself at that time Of course, Zhao Xiaochun still respected me very much at that time.

Then he said hmm hmm I was thinking in my mind He will definitely think that I am a fool in his heart.

He said he really treated himself like a green onion, haha. They don't cr, right?

Are there some people who just don’t understand?

what does they don't car mean Actually they don't care But some illiterate people can't type well and they turn into car.

And now everyone uses it to say i don't care becomes i don't care now now now now dear The mood should be less. After all, I used to be a He is a big blogger Now he's a fool Is it true that everyone is looking at photos through a microscope?

It's not like adding up two hands, right?

Well, I think I was very naive before.

It sounds nice to say something It sounds very scary and very embarrassing.

If I used to have fantasies, I would say oh I haven't seen you all for so long If I meet you again, I will broadcast live again What kind of scene is that?

The gongs and drums are noisy, the firecrackers are blasting, and the crowds of people are everywhere. But it’s actually different from what I thought.

It's different from what I thought Think too highly of yourself At that time, when I was live streaming on YouTube for the first time I'm on the hot search Well, then I sent it to my Sina Weibo My friend sent me a message and asked me to remove the hot search for me.

He said okay. I guess at that time Sina Weibo also thought I might also think that it’s not good to be on the hot search list because Because the existence of YOUTUBE is inherently an embarrassing thing So I think they also have this consideration in mind Just limit the flow of that one.

And it was natural traffic at that time Does that mean someone spent money over there to swipe hard?

So there is no resistance if they want to lower the temperature.

I was very scared at that time The first time I live streamed on YouTube I turned on the camera Then it was broadcast for about half an hour or an hour later Xiaolin sent me a message at that time He's the chairman He, he sent me a message. Wei Xianfang Guanbang’s eldest brother also sent me a message.

He said he said you were on trending searches He told me to take that They asked me to turn off that camera. I asked if I wanted to turn off the camera.

Later I thought about it It's probably nothing I just turned off the camera and that was the natural heat.

I was quite nervous at that time Then it became a hot search and it became a hot search.

Later, the hot search was also removed I guess the other party also wants to push this matter into a hot search topic.

But maybe it wasn’t as good as it is now.

It's not easy to take orders.

For example, like that navy studio It's not easy for him to take this kind of order Because he will think that you are doing this is a disguised form of publicity, right?

It’s a foreign platform, so I don’t think the other party has this popularity.

It's not like the wind is blowing Then anyone can post videos on YouTube This is nothing What's the benefit of him fucking me? He loves me.

But after playing it here a few times In fact, I have some opinions with many domestic fans.

I had a disagreement Some people may think that just saying oops Just say that the host of the main station has changed.

It’s just me, I’ve become eccentric I'm going to say some things that I haven't said before.

I didn't realize it at all I follow the domestic mainstream thinking There are some differences that I have never talked about before.

And the atmosphere before was not like it is now.

So tense In fact, this transformation is a very, very big one.

Reasonable things one by one That is because of me My crime or my crime Or the mistakes I made You just said the wrong thing, right?

You can't give me any peace of mind Are there any other charges?

I just said the wrong thing, so if I want to never make another mistake You have to figure out what not to say What words can be said and what cannot be said then you have to go You have to know what not to say Then you can understand why you can’t say This is very dangerous and leads to crime.

But you have to know, otherwise you will make the same mistake over and over again.

Later, everyone often laughed at me Said that I lost money in Evergrande Financial Management 130 W. I actually didn’t have it at that time either.

130 W. I actually didn’t have it at that time either.

But after I lost money, I wanted to understand Hey, how did I lose?

How did I lose my money?

My mother bought a house in Evergrande at that time Then I often went to Evergrande to play.

There's a clubhouse and gym like that over there Is there a swimming pool or something?

He went there to apply for a card and go to the gym there.

Then I became very familiar with the people there.

I was recommended to buy Evergrande Financial Management there.

A few years after he bought it He felt that it was a safe purchase and he paid on time every time.

The one that paid interest on the principal and the interest rate was quite high, so he asked me to buy it too.

He bought it for a few years and thought it was very reliable and then tricked me into buying it.

He initially bought several hundred thousand for several hundred thousand Finally it's my turn I bought 1 million Then he bought 300,000 by himself So the two of us lost a total of 1.3 million At that time, I actually didn’t pay attention to China’s economic issues at all.

I'm actually immersed in my own sad little world Until the money started not being paid back to me I thought why Wasn't he waving to everyone at the city gate building a while ago?

But it's not her, that's what I mean I said why did she suddenly stop paying back the money?

Then my mother ran to WQ WQ and then not letting WQ I can’t go into details about this. It was my mother’s time.

My mother actually felt very uncomfortable Because he has been recommending me to buy this for many years.

Then he cheated me out of another 1 million He himself lost 300,000 So he felt that he was under a lot of psychological pressure.

He just keeps caring about this matter, he spends his time going there every week But he was so scared that he went If it is very He means that if he is very prominent, he will be very radical.

It will bring danger to me again You know, he's in a dilemma Thank you. Fajiang is so cute.

Thank you. Fajiang is so cute.

rocket thank you thank you thank you So he just wanted to participate and pretended not to be very active.

It seems like he just doesn't speak every time But go and participate silently To care about the progress Then I thought I said Then I said why Why is Evergrande such a big company?

I have drawn pictures for Evergrande before.

He was the richest man before the first in our country.

Why don't you pay back the money?

Ah, it’s like I lent money to repay Wang Sicong It’s like Wang Sicong won’t pay me back Of course the feeling that he blocked me is not true.

Then I am a fan, Lao Wang So I feel weird Then I said I would study again Go do some research and think about how I don’t have any money.

Then this becomes a dangerous path again The road is from Evergrande. Why don’t you pay back the money?

Why is real estate booming?

Why was there no news before the thunderstorm?

And what’s going on with land finance?

Anyway, the more I study, the more afraid I become.

Horrible knowledge has increased There is another one who is also you I don't know if you know it. Some new students may not know it.

I may invest in A-shares for 10 years.

Thanks for the old five coffee hehe I have invested in A-shares for about 10 years I will no longer lose money starting from 2023 but as of October 13, 2024 I still lost 150, 150, so I said my biggest loss was more than 150.

But I still lost 150 so far Then in 2022, I bought something randomly U.S. Harvest Growth Fund Bala Bala Bala GF Nasdaq

U.S. Harvest Growth Fund Bala Bala Bala GF Nasdaq Then he kept growing Give me a young man like this It caused a lot of psychological trauma. I said that I racked my brains in it.

Why can't I make money?

It's a loss of 150. How come I didn't care to do anything?

Fucking Liu Chengyin is here Then I was thinking about why I said this? The more you study, the more dangerous it becomes.

Learning is a very dangerous thing I don't want to study I don't want to know this knowledge at all if not If I lose so much, some old water friends will say that I have changed.

I just want to say why you haven’t changed? How smooth have you been in these past few years?

I'm so jealous of you and I don't want to know this either I just want to make money. Where can I make money?

I just call it legal.

I'll just invest a little bit The more you study, the more painful it becomes Growing up is painful I have a water friend who I had a while ago. He said he has been following me for a long time.

It’s the first time you write to me on Weibo. It’s not the first time you write to me.

That email then criticized me.

Because she really can't bear it anymore He said she said she wanted to see a funny and humorous girl I don’t want to see someone who always talks about finance.

Sister Fa, she said she looks like a desperate stock investor He said since when did you change?

I wonder if our old clock has that kind of money shame It shows that he cares about money very much But you have to pretend that you don’t love money I think we care a lot about money but on the surface we don’t want to talk about it, right?

Because that’s the paradox That is to say, if retail investors make money, then Whose money is it? The entire market is a zero-sum game.

If I make money, someone else must have lost it.

Money is very dangerous. The whole system is like a mahjong table.

It's not a zero-sum game It’s not a positive-sum game, but it’s a big company in the US stock market.

It will pay dividends and the company will buy back its own stock.

and cancel the stock It's not a zero-sum game Mahjong is not a zero-sum game The one who manages the money for mahjong That makes sense to you You have to pay the stamp duty and the platform fee.

So choose one with low rates It was so joyful before, but talking about finance was so sad Isn’t it sad to talk about finance?

How can you be sad when you make money?

Only if you lose money will you be sad Even if you lose money, you won’t feel sad.

Even if you don’t lose money and we lose money, it’s quite fun.

Look, Brother Feng lost money Isn’t everyone happy?

I wish I had known these things years ago rather than after so many years Oh my god, let me go to the bathroom.

By the way, get some ice cubes quickly. If I start from 2018 Know these little things My assets should be higher now What I mean is that if I decide to invest starting from 2018, If I invest in U.S. stocks, my current assets should be higher than my current assets.

What I said is a bit convoluted. Sorry, my brain is a little hard to use.

The difference should be 100. If you think about it, my loss was as big as 300.

Then I can earn over there I think I can earn 50 in about 6 years.

Then I will at least increase and decrease on both sides.

It's only 100 short. I just don't buy big A.

No, my friend, as long as you have some money I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you by saying this. You just have some money.

You will always think of something to vote for. If I don't vote for Big A, I might invest in a house Investing in a house is also a loss And the house has leverage There will still be interest on that kind of loan.

Then think about it, I was 18 years old and I cried for half a year. I started buying a house in 19 years old.

almost 19 years If I buy a house in 20 years, I will not buy Bitcoin at the high point.

I haven’t bought Bitcoin yet Our school never teaches us this. I have never been taught by anyone since I was a child.

I have to learn all this by myself We are not taught any legal knowledge in school Don’t teach us how to get along with others, don’t teach us logic Don’t teach us financial management They teach us nothing and how to deal with intimate relationships.

I still don't know what to do How to deal with these interpersonal relationships Look at the last time I talked about 2023 I went on a trip to the United States with a group of water friends.

It's been more than 20 days now and it seems like we are no longer in contact with each other.

Tell me, I feel like myself I must have done something wrong Made a lot of mistakes At that time in 2023 I said I said I could go I said at that time that I was going to travel to Japan Going to the United States to travel to the United States At that time, I first talked about traveling to Japan.

Then Nana started talking over there.

Then he said that he just made a guide Tell me about traveling to Japan?

Later, Lao Wen became WINCHESTER He just said, he has dated a few female water friends.

Because sometimes I feel like it’s hard to find travel companions when traveling alone.

He made an appointment with some female water friends to talk together Why don't you all take a trip to the western United States?

Then I said, okay, then I’ll go to the United States first.

Let’s go to Japan again Then I personally think At that time, I felt that I had not decided to go to Japan with Nana.

I didn’t buy that or buy a plane ticket during the day.

I think it means just postpone it for a while and go there later.

Then Nana looked at Nana That is to say, I let her go and then she became very sad and sad.

And then what about that time That I am going to the United States again and then everything will be overwhelming It was all news about my trip to the United States, which made her even more hurt.

When she gets hurt, she becomes depressed Then at that time, I felt it was very difficult to deal with it.

I couldn't imagine it at that time That is, just say how to say it Many people were unhappy that I went because they thought why not me Then people who go there will also be very stressed.

Because others will say to him why you are the one who didn’t go.

Hey why not me Then they'll get it right People send that kind of uh uh uh uh Why are you like that?

That kind of wave of resentment You know, but those friends who were traveling with me He won't tell me this They just endured it silently There are still some people There are also some water friends who just care about me.

Want to know where I went and how I am doing today?

But he was too embarrassed to send me a message directly.

They went to bomb the water friends around me. Where are they?

Haha, how are you doing today?

What did you eat today?

Ah, you guys are doing this today It also caused some pressure on others.

This isn't just jealousy. You make it sound like I'm infinitely charming.

Actually, I don’t think so. I just think there are some things that I don’t do very well.

For example, there is a little more It’s just that I feel like I’m a bit I'll learn how to turn left It's just that there was one area where I didn't do well at that time.

My wife is just arrogant When I travel with them For example, there are several rooms, and I live in the largest room.

But I paid the same amount Just pay me the same amount as everyone else Sometimes the two of them share a room with bunk beds.

I live in a house with a bathroom like that There are rooms with bathtubs I live in the master bedroom but I didn't pay more.

Sometimes, that old Wen still sleeps on the sofa But I but he pay the same amount But I, I, I am too rich, I am flat, I usually think about too many things.

And I usually receive preferential treatment from others all year round.

You know, I go out all day long or I invite others When someone invites me, I can't think of such a detailed matter You know, I was completely unaware of this kind of thing But actually this is inappropriate It's me, I ate the biggest portion of the cake But I am AA with someone else And then there’s another point, it’s also related to money.

It has something to do with it, that is to say Because I can’t make a decision very early on my own I may be the last to decide when to travel.

Then I didn’t book in advance In other words, all tickets are very expensive if you don’t book them far in advance.

Hotels are expensive and air tickets are expensive. Universal Studios is also expensive.

But I don't feel like I'm too rich Sorry, I'm not very rich.

But I had a big heart at that time You know, I just thought, oh, okay More than 10,000 yuan, but it was actually caused to others.

unnecessary financial pressure But they are embarrassed to say I said you should settle it as soon as possible I said yes, yes, I don’t know when to leave.

I have no plans myself Because I'm too lazy to plan As a result, everyone is resentful But you don’t dare to vent to me They will become unhappy with each other.

It was only when I got very far back that I realized something was wrong with the air.

In fact, there is a plan But Lao Wen planned Lao Wen is one He's not just a college student, nor is he a professional His planning was not that professional and at that time I, I, I am a piece of shit about the geography of the United States.

I don’t even know if SANFRANCISCO and Irvine are the same place?

Are the Bay Area and California together?

Which one is bigger, the Bay Area or California?

Los Angeles and San Francisco and San Francisco What is their relationship to each other?

I just didn’t know and then I said that I wanted to see that Swift’s concert.

Di Shenyu just told me She said she had concert tickets and asked me to go But what about that time?

That's why I had to travel back and forth for that concert.

Where is that place? Anyway, it’s 333333 sent over there.

Just those place names starting with that SANT, that TA 33333 From here there is a bit of AB running ABC runs the kind that causes everyone to be on the road for a long time just to It's like watching a concert, but I, I, I don't know I'm not very good. I said yes. I want to see it. Meimei, how about it?

But in fact this will cause Everyone will have a hard time on the road And live there Where to stay or where to stay in AIRBNB AIRBNB will AIRBNB it its its price In fact, a large part of it is composed of cleaning fees

So if you live in an AIRBBNB for half a month, it won’t be that expensive.

But if you stay for one day, change it. If you stay for one day, change it.

Then there will be an additional cleaning fee for every night you stay.

So it's quite expensive because the labor there is very expensive.

Labor is expensive, right?

So it cost a lot of money Then sometimes I think, well, everyone just needs to be in a room alone.

But in fact, a house with one room per person is really expensive I don't think about these things from other people's financial perspective I just wanted to take some photos at that time Add some travel experience And Gua Gua is also very exaggerated.

Gua Gua, he thinks I should go I went to America and suffered.

Then when he saw Lao Wen for a while, he started scolding me.

Just saying it actually makes it difficult for me to do it I think their idea of ​​​​guagua is to say that my idol is not wrong.

It's all your fault, that's what they call it Well, then I felt I feel like I must have done something wrong.

because of my stupid fans I can't change them, right?

I can only change myself It must be caused by something I didn't do well.

Everyone, I am a counselor I think everyone didn't do a good job It must be that I didn’t arrange it well myself.

So I think it’s very difficult for me to handle You see some silly, silly, silly kids Just say that if Sister Fa is willing to pay for it, None of these things will happen So you are wrong? Is this a matter of money?

If I contribute all the money, I'll cover it all Then everyone's resentment will be even greater Say why him I have been a fan of you for 10 years Does he know the day you released your first single?

Right, you are too young too simple simple and many people would go there at that time It’s a very common mentality There will be citric acid sourness The water friends I was traveling with said, “Oh, yeah.”

You actually have a hard time traveling, don’t you mean that D trip?

Even the trip itself is very hard.

And then we have to accept the advice from some water friends That kind of pressure Emotional stress will cause others to be stressed too.

Generally speaking, self-media has a stronger tolerance.

No one else is as strong as this There is also a problem with Lao Wen’s ability to withstand it.

It's just that he has a hard time driving Everyone thinks it’s hard for him to drive and wants others to drive.

But he will feel that driving is a responsible behavior Although I am very tired and hard But I must complete my mission He wasn't a soldier before, right?

It’s just the superposition of these emotions it becomes very uncomfortable for me I work hard and my face stinks but I still have to drive I can't let anyone else drive my car I want to complete this task and then cause some other If there are other problems, the car cannot be driven by others.

No matter how hard and tired I am, I still have to complete the task.

But in fact, he is suffering no matter how tired he is.

Sometimes he will have a smelly face.

My face really stinks Not good-looking to begin with Looks very serious sorry Then it gets fierce It's a bit uncomfortable for us girls But but I didn't feel it Did you know that I was sleeping in the back and he said that Lao Wen didn’t look bad at me?

Because I am still an idol after all So I don’t know how bad his face is.

Then others are under great pressure.

Just say, well, what on earth am I here to do?

I was tricked into traveling Why do I have to suffer like this?

I said hey, I can’t feel it I’m saying this issue is not very acute.

Until their emotions can no longer hold up I still feel like I'm tired. I just feel a little tired.

I don't feel it, it's just painful So later on, I always traveled alone Think about it, I'll go, I'll go I went to Japan to travel to Hokkaido a while ago.

I spent 20,627,000 to rent a car Then I encountered heavy rain and fog It's the kind of thing where when it rains heavily, I don't go to many scenic spots.

This means that about half of the attractions have 2 3 Me neither 2 3 I didn’t go to half of the attractions. I don’t care.

Because I am a person with money and leisure I'm not showing off, I'm just telling the truth But I'm thinking if there were friends with me at that time They don’t usually have many holidays I have high expectations for this trip Then he asked for leave again I scraped together the money that I had saved for a long time and went out to play.

I didn't see anything.

I haven’t had any fun yet and I still get pissed off by other people.

It must be hard for him But I just think I won’t be able to play it this time next time Hmm, leave some things for next time It’s just our self-media It’s just that the affordability is a little higher because we We should have a little more freedom relative to our time You need to be financially better off, and you face a lot of evil intentions all day long.

So it’s relatively mentally stronger So I don’t even know I didn't say what happened until a long time later what happened I lack empathy Is that why we have stopped contacting each other now?

It’s not like we’ve never been together forever, right?

Just uh uh uh uh uh tsk It’s like feeling like every blogger I’ve liked one by one I was like this sometimes too Sometimes it’s easier to overestimate yourself I sometimes meet with fans.

Meet water friends I saw some screensavers on people’s desktops and some mobile phone desktops and screensavers.

Is there any other avatar that looks like me?

I would feel like holy shit, he loves me so much. Oh my god, this woman, this man loves me so much.

Ouch, handle it with care In fact, they just replaced it.

After a while, I switched back. Sometimes I overestimate my influence.

I changed it on the day we met.

Sometimes girls and boys are like this And girls are different from boys For example, if a girl clicks on her homepage, There will be a period of time when she will be very, very passionate about loving an idol.

After a while, there will be another man.

He just loves many female anchors, female Bodhisattvas, female idols, and female celebrities at the same time.

Does she think she has a chance?

Ah, yes, then and then and also at the beginning I think it’s when there are more people It’s just very difficult to go I lack the emotional intelligence in this area. When I first met Toto Thank you, step-brother, who is not a caregiver She told me that you are much prettier than Tian Fuzhen He said that I had met Tian Fuzhen in person and she said that she was not as good-looking as you.

I said, "Oh my God, you can even say such nonsense" You really love me hahahaha Well, just this woman She said she had attended the event in Taiwan Tian Fuzhen’s he be’s offline autograph session She said I had seen her up close She's not as good-looking as you. I said my conscience was eaten by a dog.

But it doesn't matter you really love me Then later After that, I felt that the relationship had deteriorated.

It was when I was in Vegas as vegas as is almost the last stop of our trip, almost the last stop Then he said over there Who is Tian Fuzhen with?

Sorry Anpuha.

An Pu was invited to be the guest at Amp Tian Fu Zhen’s concert.

Why am I in VAS?

I thought hello, hey, just He loves Tian Fuzhen so much and that An Pu is Zhang Xuan.

He just keeps saying it He said oh my God why did he invite this?

Then others comforted him He said he could still see it when he went back.

He said he will continue to hold concerts He said he won’t invite An Pu again.

Hello, I just feel like I’m very bad at dealing with interpersonal relationships.

Do I have a good memory?

Hey, I really hope my memory is not good. I said I would remind everyone.

Prepare to be an idol or fantasize about becoming an idol In other words, people who fantasize about being bloggers must see clearly You yourself are not that popular You all don't like you that much Everyone please pay attention Don't think it's really you It’s not that you have to do it you just somebody or nobody is just a nickname for me It's not a big level either.

Even fast food is not a loss, it's hard to say, just don't think too highly of yourself.

I personally think that I am not a liar myself.

Everyone lied to me and said that the real person is better than the live broadcast.

I don’t know if it’s true, but I see that it’s true The photos they secretly took of me make me want to die. I think the Internet gave me this kind of thing.

This hobbit chance You said how ugly I look under the big lens. I am short and have a big head at my height.

People who are in bad shape What if there was no live broadcast before?

I can't stand this kind of thing at all.

It’s not the Internet that gave me the opportunity Seriously, every time I see a picture of myself, I want to die My my own aesthetic What did I mean when I was a kid?

You are only a few centimeters taller than me, right?

SAMUEL Almost got it I think the aesthetics in my mind is that kind of I can accept that people who are tall, have slender limbs and a nine-headed body are beautiful with big eyes.

Small eyes are beautiful, double eyelids are beautiful, red and phoenix eyes are beautiful, wide eye distance is beautiful Square faces are beautiful, but I think my own figure It’s not beautiful in any sense.

It’s just that big heads are not beautiful in any aesthetic sense.

A short neck is not beautiful in any aesthetic sense.

Not to mention, I think the beauty of people’s faces is diverse.

But the beauty of the figure That short figure is not as beautiful as other people's slender limbs.

Every time I go to P my own pictures I have to shrink my head severely Hum, I think my head is too big Why am I so big-headed?

From the first day of his life, it seems that the proportions of the whole person are not good.

Don't be like me When you criticize yourself, follow the lead.

Climbing along the pole, it’s not like I haven’t seen you offline before.

Do you think you are so handsome?

If you are so handsome, please send me a photo.

I am self-criticizing here because I have high standards for myself OK I feel like I will never be able to achieve what I want.

But this also makes me never feel that this life is very painful.

The kind of person who has very low requirements for himself is ugly But I am very happy for people like us who have high demands on ourselves It’s kind of beautiful but very painful. I don’t know which is the real path in life.

And because we have high demands on ourselves So we never feel that we are beautiful enough So we are in pain But we are just those who do not have high demands on ourselves They are very happy but ugly, very happy and very anxious about my appearance.

I will also let you stay with me People who are with me will feel uncomfortable Thanks for the coffee, Samu Thank you Ah Yin for the coffee. Thank you Ah Yin for the coffee.

For example, if I go, I will travel with others.

Then someone took a photo of me and when I saw it, I said it was too ugly.

Please delete it. I beg you to delete him quickly.

Then it would actually be very disappointing.

But I really feel ugly Please don't film me, okay?

Then I will feel that I am really fat and I will feel that I have many flaws.

Because this is how the world treats me There are very high requirements for the appearance of women, especially female bloggers For example, if you think about it My kind will actually hurt others.

Like that time I had one and that one time in Los Angeles That landlord, my Iranian landlord, she does it every day She just greets me sometimes every day She was cooking and she just wanted to say hello.

He said, "Have you eaten?"

I said I didn’t eat and he said you didn’t eat?

I said I was losing weight Then I regretted saying this at that time Because he looks at least 50 pounds heavier than me Even more, he looks like a big woman weighing at least 160 pounds.

Then I said I'm on a diet I think this sentence just sounds a bit ungrateful.

But I am my truth It's the truth in my heart But he must think HIPHOBOS is crazy are you making fun of me Later I made up for it a lot I said we are ASIAN Our ASIAN ASIAN’s face is flatter on the camera.

Because I saw that he was cooking at that time and then suddenly stopped I don't care if people care or not that he is a landlord.

He must have been through a lot of tenants A lot of tenants, right?

It’s just that he should actually come into contact with a lot of people.

He won't care that much But I feel like I'm inappropriate I just don't think it's very polite to say this.

Is Iran A tolerant?

Oh my, my nose is bigger than yours Then you said you said fuck A large part of Russia is Asia.

Is she an ASIAN? I mean her facial features are three-dimensional.

I feel like when I'm traveling my that my that what uh Appearance anxiety can also spill out and hurt others I remember there was something else I was just joking at that time Just kidding TERRA and Lao Wen Oh, because they both liked Supernatural at the time Then we will talk about him we just joke

They said it was North American CP Because one is in Seattle one in vancouver His dad is pretty damn close That's just a joke, but actually sometimes if the two of you don't mean that, It's a bit inappropriate to make a joke like this Maybe others can’t tell whether it’s good or not.

If you are not in power, this is what troubles you.

You can't see other people's criticism You will find that others stop talking to you Sometimes I am right and just make fun of others. Sorry, yes.

And for example, atoms looked pretty good back then.

Then I just sent her photos and said, oh, beautiful fans.

But then I thought I said, isn't this a bit too much for other people?

Find someone good-looking and someone pretty Female fans, just post photos. Are you saying that other people don’t look good?

Hey, actually, I was actually a bit charming at that time.

I think hey, I have a pretty female fan to show off.

But I think it is inappropriate, but it was difficult for me to think of these aspects before.

compare compare compare That is to say, when you are praising someone, When you praise someone If you are not careful, you will hurt others.

In fact, it’s just that I’m too internally consumed.

Hey, I’m an idol People value my ideas and I bought one piece from your 10th anniversary series.

So don’t you buy it for anniversaries before the tenth anniversary?

Thank you for the uh hehe In fact, I feel that I am so nervous. In fact, I am not very nervous.

But because when I travel I have a lot to think about For example, I'm thinking about materials.

Or take pictures or something, or post pictures when I get in the car.

I started thinking about copywriting, or sometimes interacting with water friends.

When I think about what I want to broadcast, I don’t pay attention to the feelings of the people around me.

That subtle feeling called reading the air I feel like I can't take care of that So I think it might be better to travel alone My North American spot only has its 10th anniversary Then you can buy three pieces And sometimes I think I would like to joke with people Because we are in the self-media business For example, I often hurt each other.

Each other uses themselves as a program effect and uses others as a Program effects are a relatively common thing But sometimes we are just like Deyunshe, right?

It’s okay to poke fun at colleagues or family members, but sometimes you have the same standards.

You put it on others Others may not be able to bear it But sometimes we don’t notice this degree It’s very, very difficult to balance Sometimes you will think it’s quite fun But it will actually offend others But it’s not me. It’s not intentional. My purpose of traveling is different from most people’s.

I have the same purpose of traveling as most people Just go and see some nice things to see Then take a nice photo and post it on WeChat Moments that's it Of course, our workload is heavier And I I found that And those people are just that kind of people.

Will give me something like the one that Lao Wen wrote to me for a long time I’m not talking about short compositions either.

The essay sounds a bit like this. Send me that one.

Then I deleted the very long one that I secretly wrote to me.

Farewell Farewell Parting Messages Then deleted it too I think they must be um It's a bit like that late-night emo moment Posted in a circle of friends I woke up the next morning and said Oops, I quickly deleted it before anyone liked it.

Didn't you delete it? I can't find it.

Well, did I remember it wrong?

It's impossible, right? Then you look at these things, oh, what is this?

Whose is this? Hey, it’s over. This is his.

Then sometimes I see that sometimes I don’t know how to return this atom.

Hey Atom, look, let me think about it now I said Yuanzi’s handwriting is very beautiful.

I'm also wondering if I said that Does it mean that other people's characters are not nice to write?

This is his, this, that, etc. Go to Google to eat this one, and this one is from Yuanzi Women are so troublesome. So if you like a man, you can’t do this.

This is my ticket Hey, no, it’s just that sometimes it’s hard to go.

That, what, this is his aromatherapy What is this and that?

Go to that information. Oops.

This thing, oh, I just like to keep these things There's no point in keeping it Well, it’s not like I only open it after a year, but sometimes I don't know how to deal with these things Why did I open it after a year?

But sometimes I just don’t know how to get there Just remember that everyone’s emotions towards you are different Some people treat you as a comedian comedian, just be a comedian Some people regard you as an idol Some people regard you as the light of his life her life is different It’s hard to cope with other people’s expectations

Some people think of you as their mother Then the conflicts between water friends are also very confusing Let people let people do that make it difficult So sometimes I think of something, don't laugh at me That's why sometimes the previous emperors said that they were widowed.

It's hard to deal with these relationships when you're alone So I am a widower So I will travel a lot in the future Just traveling alone Yes yes yes huh huh huh Otherwise, I will make a mistake, otherwise I will do something bad.

You are lonely and widowed, I feel me, I feel me I I think I can do better But I couldn't do better But I I will feel If I say I don’t go in order to avoid conflicts, Reject any attempts without causing trouble

It is difficult to feel that this is a shortcoming in life I have a friend who gave me a book called intimacy I haven't opened it yet, so you can't handle it.

The kind of person who likes you very much Emotions and dislike of women Did I buy a lot of books?

Oops, I bought some When I think about it afterwards, I don’t want to owe anyone anything.

Just like us Well, it's actually very easy to be influenced.

I actually don’t care much about other people’s opinions now.

That's the kind of website I see on a lot People on the Internet say that I am a traitor, that I have a crooked butt, and that my vagina is beautiful.

What a straight person?

I think I will pay more for social security now, but I am also paying, right?

It doesn't matter if everyone pays me a favor together But it’s just that this is different, it’s different It’s just that I hope that I can be more Being more mature means doing better I'm not drunk anymore, so I don't think it's good if I'm moisturized.

If you can find one abroad You said taking the United States as an example In the United States, your labor time is more valuable.

But if you can't find a job there Then it’s just an increase in the cost of living, right?

Of course, you can also go there to beg for food like Fatty Ding.

no cost That's another story Should we have a certificate in China? What kind of certificate? Is it a first-class registered architect?

Oh no, I have to go to the bathroom.

Can’t my YouTube support me in the United States?

Even YouTube can’t support me in You or China.

What are you thinking? It’s really at my update speed.

With my views what are you talking about Do you have some misunderstandings about my cost of living?

Some people say that Simba has not been that fast lately.

And Xiao Yang from Douyin some occurred between some contradictions How do we view some disturbances? Actually, I think from my experience Just don’t argue about small conflicts. You’ll get tired in the end.

It builds up into a big conflict, turns into a deadly feud, and then both sides suffer.

Many things are uncontrollable By then, when everyone has earned so much money, can’t they be harmonious?

While talking about you - I talked about you at the beginning Hairy crabs are sold cheaper than me You, your goods are not good What are you talking about? Your hairy crabs are more expensive than mine.

You cut leeks and then they said something about you, yours Your company management has been in trouble What, what, what, I think we started poaching each other.

You made a start Can you handle it?

The main thing to make endless money is to bring goods and live broadcast to make more money.

Individuals can each and every person not still sleep every day With that bed, a person can live for only 24 hours.

Then why do you bother? Isn't it better to just keep going?

In fact, I think the anchor who brings goods is also a very high-risk person.

One by one, one industry All anchors are a high risk If you are in an industry like mine, you just like Bili every day.

It's easy to say the wrong thing. The anchor who sells goods sells hundreds of thousands a year.

Products worth tens of millions There is something wrong with the quality of this product That one has expired again I'm not saying they have to be perfect.

In other words, they must be, uh, profiteers.

But I think if you do too many things, there will always be times when things go wrong.

You are more likely to have problems selling goods Is there any quality problem? Are there any claims issues or after-sales issues?

A head full of pigtails every day I actually have a very long manuscript at the end.

But I don’t want to either A lot of practice in one day I'll just briefly explain why I didn't Haha, let’s save it for the next program later.

Because in fact, many of my friends watched my live broadcast and some said "Fa Jie" I'm your old fan Then I asked you which year you started watching my live broadcast He said that many people started watching live broadcasts in 2017.

I said, oh, that kid, you haven’t had a good life for a few days either.

Yeah, I just started watching it and then the show stopped airing.

I haven't eaten enough for several days.

I actually felt quite guilty and said oh I know, actually look at what you like Bloggers players singers etc. See he's very popular Seeing that he is very popular and has good statistics will make you very happy, as if you see something you like.

The same as when the team wins Just rowing flour has a reason for its existence That’s why many people work so hard It’s a pity that I haven’t given you the data in recent years.

This kind of exclusive happiness I really want it too hehehe But it’s beyond my power Try again and again and again Ah, let’s look at it. Every step counts. You’re a celebrity. Yes.

Even if you are very popular when you are very popular, it is also a kind of emotional sustenance.

It seems like you are successful in your career He can also share the joy of your career success.

That’s why many talents keep criticizing Spend so much money and so much effort to create data Care so much about data Sometimes I feel that many anchors In other words, many bloggers have never made any money.

Just make money and buy data for yourself.

Think about it like taking it from Douyu in your left hand The right hand of money is given to technology companies to hang on technology And at that time, the atmosphere in Douyu was to compete with each other.

Every day, every day, there is no end If anyone’s data is not good, fans will seem to be inferior.

So it forces many people into that kind of arms race.

Then I started not only focusing on technology.

I'm not saying that being obsessed with technology must be very, very shameful.

Sometimes it is also forced by the environment There are also some people who say they are forced to give themselves gifts.